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Friday, December 20, 2013

***** What do you Value Most ****

What planet rules what you value the most?

Is it different for every sign?

Is it your moon - your feelings - that you mistake for what you value most?

Is it your Venus - your love, beauty attraction - that you mistake what your value most?

Can you forgive?

Do you have compassion?

Even when your worse triggers are activated...
Do you lash out?
Go within?
Throw a "Hissy fit"?
Live in your ego?


Look in the mirror

(nobody is - don't fool yourself)

What harm have you inflected on people, animals, society?

You are wounded,
Heal yourself, 
Not through self- pity...
Not by reliving the past...

Don't compound the pain, 
Don't anesticize the pain....
Live it fully, and release it...

"Into an inanimate object"


Card for today:

Your chosen card for today

Your Card

The Web Weaver

synchronicity, Divine intelligence, cause and effect
The Web Weaver rejoices that your creations are far reaching and have positive effects on the many. Every action, every thought, every word and deed, is woven into the web of creation. When the Web Weaver appears as your Ally, she grants you the way to others of like mind and intention and lets you know you’re not alone in your endeavors.
Just when you need to make a connection, like magic, synchronicity occurs. Music reverberates through the web and plays in harmony with your own. This is a sign to trust in the connectivity between all events. Magic is afoot for you!
If your query is about a relationship, the Web Weaver gives you assurance that meaningful coincidence comes through to give you reason to hope. Potential grows into reality with care and patience. Remember that the web reaches far and wide, and you’re only capable of perceiving a small part of it. Trust and pay attention to the patterns you see play out in your life. All things will be revealed through the web.

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

****** Projecting Neptune - The Great Dissolver ******

Having a Natal
  7th house Neptune
can be a challenge
(It takes many years to learn how to "work it")
I have survived much illusion net over the years
(or should I say disillusion)

It doesn't help that my Mercury is in Pisces and my Sun is in the 12th house
(Swimming in Spirit)
I am all Neptune/ all day

But this "hindrance" is actually one of my greatest gifts...
 when used for the light

Yes it can be scary,
because I can be somewhere like
"Disney World" 
And be drawn to the only person who is ready to punch someone out....
But I am like the pin that pops the balloon
Just by walking past them they explode
And they are better :)
A reader once told me
" I activate people just by walking by them at Wal-Mart"
(I didn't really understand - but I am beginning to now)

I project dissolution of obstacle, 
I project love and kindness,
I project "Most Benevolent Outcome"

People "poo-poo" me because I preach love
People "poo-poo" me because I preach forgiveness
People "poo-poo" me because I preach compassion

When in the end that is really all there is... 
"Control is an "Earth Game"
(I know we are on Earth - but do we have to be animals?)

NEPTUNE when used correctly can be a valuable tool from the Divine

****** ^^j^^ ****** Projecting Neptune Channel 24/7 ****** ^^j^^ ******

Let's see what the cards say for today:
(I project their meanings for the light too - MBO)
Well perseverance, celebration and having faith in life...
xoxo Spreading the love today xoxo

Sunday, December 15, 2013

{{{ Birds Again }}}

At my recent 
"Drum Circle Experience"

I was introduced to 
"Young Living Essential Oils"

I have used 
Plant oils
For awhile...
Lavender, rosemary, peppermint etc...
But I will agree that
Are the highest grade of oils I have ever used.

As much as I try to not rely on 
"Earth Tools"
Crystals, oils, etc...
And only on spirit to guide me...
I am continuously brought back to earth tools?

Story time:
I was listening to a recorded show on the use of 
Where the girl had a bird fly into her window, 
She went out and put a few drops of Frankenscence 
On. The bird, it recovered and flew away...
The next week I had a small ground finch fly into my window,
I followed suit with Frankenscence...
The little finch did recover from its "stunning" experience,
I said:
"I have done all I know fly away if you can"
And it did :)


Today a Cardinal flew into my house, 
No Fankenscence for him, 
He was gone in an instant, to the other side.
Death is always a mystery to me...
A transition

What was his message?
To me the cardinal is the mother, 
Also associated with the patriarchy of society.

I wrapped up my little friend and laid him at the feet of my 
Blessed Mother Statue

Looking for answers,
When only time will tell

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxox ^j^ xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

So I pulled a few cards to clarify:
Moon - releasing fears and anxieties 
Death - (#13 Divine Feminine) transition
Star - Hope and inspiration 
"Release your fears to transition into HOPE"

Now that's a four letter word I can relate to :)

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Christmas Visitors

usually get Blue Jays, Cardinals, Sparrows, Ground finches, a few crows ( if I offer coconut cookies) 
A flock of blackbirds have found my bird feeders in the snowy Midwest...

Friday, December 6, 2013

Drum circle visions

I went to a drum circle, 
As you can see I am more of a 

Than an artist

Yet, I keep trying :)


Xoxo The Journey to Mother xoxo

Friday, November 8, 2013


Can you feel the changes upon us?

Is it the just change of the seasons,
from summer into fall?
(soon into winter)

The dying of the old
Only to be re-birthed in the spring?

I have many minor changes occurring in my life.
Minor inconveniences, 
Broken phone, 
Broken plans, 
Last minute plans -  that turn out to be excellent...

Last week for the new moon solar eclipse
I was invited to a drumming circle 
I knew about this drumming circle for years
But I always "resisted" going... 
I needed to grow into my soul,
 to attend this profound group of women
And journey to the underworld to heal...

my old group of wise women
 are all going their own way...

I guess it was time...
but I hold on to things/people - forever....

It was a wonderful journey through the. Meadow, 
Into the Forrest,
 into Mother Earth herself...
and then she took me to the stars


Many ancestors, guides and souls came with us, 
We were well supported in our journey.

I am letting go of the things,
 I can no longer control
Release , surrender, forgive...

Some days are harder than others...

But in love,
 all things are possible

With love,
 all things are possible...

See I guess I am not 
"Failing the Enlightenment Test"

I am burning off the fluff, 
The fire of my soul... 
Burns like a purifying flame on my life...

Not quitting my day job

Doubling down for the winter

XOXO   Practicing the Art of Self Compassion   XOXO

Blessings to you... 
May you find peace, joy and light on Earth School

(November 8, 2013 )

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

* ^j^ * Failing the Enlightenment Test * ^j^ *

So as I sit here contemplating my life,
or should I say lack of life.
(Transiting Jupiter 20 degrees on my natal moon) 

Still smarting from the continued lashing of Scorpio,  
through my 7th house...
Unfortunately I have once again built my life,
on a "Weak Foundation"

It is not a satisfying life...

I am
"Failing the Enlightenment Test"...

I am much better as the vain, shallow, self destructive, woman....

But how do you let go?...

I think I have asked this question before...
And now here I am asking that same question again...

 I am
 "Failing the Enlightenment Test"...

Everyone is aggravating the
 fuck out of me
Lying to me,
 avoiding me,
 running with scissors,
 losing their jobs,
 punching themselves in the head,
 having fun....
 But not me..

I think I am going to have to quit my day job
 and find a new one...
Far, far away...

What do you do when your employer has to be reminded to pay you?

When you speak people don't listen,
 or get mad that you have the nerve to think of something besides them?

I was told  things will be better,
 by next summer...

Ha - by the looks of things  - we'll see

It is funny when everyone who points at you and calls you selfish...
Has more stuff...

While you sit there feeling like you have 

"Failed the Enlightenment Test "

May you find peace and knowledge during your term at earth school my friends
P.S. I know the pity pot is not a pretty spot...
Are you passing the


noun \in-ˈlī-tən-mənt, en-\
: the state of having knowledge or understanding : the act of giving someone knowledge or understanding
the Enlightenment : a movement of the 18th century that stressed the belief that science and logic give people more knowledge and understanding than tradition and religion
Buddhism : a final spiritual state marked by the absence of desire or suffering