The time between the eclipses - evolve or die

I read many blogs - astrology, reiki, healing, channeling - always blogs of higher consciousness - increased frequencies, uplifting human experiences.  Sometime these experiences come in forms of struggle - we are all human - I write about all my many, many questions to the universe.  Question  myself - constantly - until I give up and just say "I surrender to my highest good"  You see I have Virgo in my 5th house of fun - jeez Mr Details is running my fun - LOL  it figures - in layman's terms I over think everything.

Now I just started reading a new blog yesterday and today she seems to be having a crisis of faith :


http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG127nov29.html


I am not judging her as we have all been there - just sending her love for being courageous enough to write about it - to fight with "White Cloud"  to feel his immense love for her.  It is very humbling to witness a persons vulnerability and send it love, resolution, openness to what still may be.  I know she is hurting - her ego, her feelings, where is this coming from - has she absorbed someone elses negativity towards her work - I send her unconditional surrendering love - she will find her way back.

Focus - perception - a person sees/experiences what she focus' on - the world can fall apart but if you surround yourself with the light, higher frequencies of people, uplifting tonal music, you can bear witness to the inequities of the world but you do not have to live there.  Send them light - golden light for their highest good - but do not go on vacation to their place.  Surround yourself with higher vibrational information - if you cannot find any make your own - sing to your angels, your soul, your guides, the planets, the universe, and of course all the elements of earth wind, rain, water, gaia, birds, trees, animals and your fellow humans.

Fellow astrologer - Divine Harmony (she is much more evolved than I am ) noted in her weekly astrology blog this time between eclipses and with Saturn aspects occurring you must evolve or die - paraphrasing of course - ha ha  (here is DH Blog: http://www.divineharmony.org/cosmic-insight/astrology-blog/388-evolution-is-where-its-at )  Always useful divine feminine info in DH blog - xoxo

I am choosing to focus on evolution .... 

How Does it Work???

In checking my daily facebook page - I see "Colombia Killing the Homeless" (http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/colombia-stop-murdering-the-homeless-in-the-name-of-social-cleansing)
of course I signed the petition - but when it came time to add a comment I could not come up with a valid comment...
  My brain was screaming things like
"I never asked to be born"
 "Forgiveness"
"What you do to others will come back to you 10x's",
 "You are your brothers keeper"  ...  
I think what is my role in the world - I sign a petition and add my intention to those who have signed before me - do we make a difference?
 Or is it some big marketing scheme to get to know my views?
 - maybe everything that happens is just to get a reaction........
--- To see if we are awake. ---
 Well, I am awake and overwhelmed by the barbaric, violent, inhuman way we treat each other, the animals, the planet and ourselves.

"The temple of the creator lies within you"  

My brain says 'Do not judge - good or bad" ...
 but who will speak for these souls?????
 Am I too sensitive??? - yes I am - is that bad????
What can I do to constructively change things to a more loving conscious earth experience???
  TV shows killing animals, crocodiles, whales, peoples blood lust for death.
 How much easier is the dark????
  Is it the density of 3D earth that allows the darkness such a hold???
Is this really the HELL that the bible speaks of - a human existence - I do not believe that is true for me.  But I do not know about others - maybe....

What brave souls chose to come to this beautiful  planet  -
I do not have it figured out  -
so for now
 I am just sending divine light......


and awaiting further instructions from the universe xoxoxo

5D energy "Creative elixir of the Universe"

FB post:

M E S

Just back from Walmart - they have marshmallows in peppermint, chocolate, rainbow colors - may I make a suggestion for the Holiday Season - "Brown Sugar Marshmallows"

 for cooking - think of all the things you could make with "Brown Sugar Marshmallows"

Now these small things I may manifest for myself - (like lace-up jeans), are just cool things I wish I had.  Like I told my friends a few years

ago - I am a muse - and sometimes amusing - LOL  I can come up with ideas of things I would like put them out there and poof - the universe

 delivers - sometimes I say oh no not like that, maybe a little more of this and a little less of that - but alterations are always possible once

 the original is made somewhere. 

 We are back to the "Law of Attraction" or "Being the vibration/frequency" , it is so simple it is hard!!!!  It is Focus and Faith -

 If you focus on the good and the love in the world, you will see more of it <3  The same is true of the darkness -

I used to be obsessed (before I learned) with the battle of good and evil, dark and light, god and the devil. 

 Being raised a catholic - new testament catholic - where god is loving and not so vengeful LOL, I found it oh so

interesting to see how people reacted to the  darkness in their lives.  You see we all suffer from "separation" from creator

the moment we are born - some call it original sin - I do not buy that - we came here to bring the creator to "Earth" to make it

better - lighter - more LOVE - less war.   

So this Thanksgiving - honor the creator inside you -

it lives in your heart chakra, balance yourself,

breathe in and out 3 deep breaths repeating the word L-O-V-E with each breath -

stand in the kitchen and spin counter-clockwise 33 times to blow out your aura -

take a salt bath - show the world your "Shiney" self of love and be thankful for all you have - if you think you have nothing think again - .  

Can u read this?  you have eyes to see the beauty of earth,

 I could go on but I think you get it - gratitude.  Every time I put four "!!!!" after a sentence it's to thank my angels,

every time I use three of anything it is to thank all my ancestors and ascended masters, 15/6 grapes for love -

 I make every action I take for myself and the world an intentional action of love, grace and Thanksgiving...  

Do you see spots?

At night when all is quiet and I am watching TV,  I can see spots all over my room - it's like 5D earth is bleeding through - can anyone say AMEN... Finally

So much is going on - triggers, habits, reactions...  clues to what will be, releasing of the past...  I really do not recommend living with two people in your opposite sign - I am aggravating the crap out of them and myself at the same time.  LOL

Back to my posting about the goat - for those few who actually follow along - lol - comments are welcome - I know I said this was for me and it still is - but I am willing to accept comments.

OK, back to the goat - ha ha - I do believe it was now a "Fox", because yesterday when I was watching my three deer eat in my front yard - what do I see trotting across the street quickly, quietly - a fox!!!!  Now I know if I see an animal bringing me a message from nature and I do not get it right the first time - nature is patient with me and lets me see it again.  This is something I have asked for - that all messages get to me, no matter how many times I have to see the sign....  Just give me a sign....  LOL  So off I went to my "Ted Andrews - Animal Speak" book and lo and behold "the fox is "MERLIN"  hahahahaha....  how synchronistic is that - my new cat that is a in-again out- again cat has the exact same name - Merlin!!!!  The fox and Merlin are very close and Merlin used a lot of foxes magic when doing his work undercover.  I was amazed at the message this little fox was bringing me about blending in to do my best work and not being the "squeaky" wheel.  How Merlin was not even known by the people of his time - which also says alot about my life theme with the sun in my 12th house of all that is hidden.  So thank you Merlin (the man and the cat) for your friendship and teachings.
 I am sorry I thought you were a goat - LOL

Mars in Virgo - Trine Jupiter in Taurus and Pluto goes direct

Today Mars in Virgo trine Jupiter in Taurus - Pluto direct - grand trine in earth - rapid manifestations!!!!  Focus on the life you want - Partial Solar eclipse next week in Sag - new moon eclipse - what will I intend?  I am not sure - I think I will just intend "Thy will be Done" - I surrender - not giving up just seeing where spirit takes me without my ego dictating the terms. 
Eclipse - great blog - Sag is your Angel: http://moonplutoastrology.wordpress.com
Mars in Virgo Blog post:
http://soulgarden.me/group/state-of-iam-aries/forum/topic/show?id=2259039%3ATopic%3A940295&xg_source=msg


Now Mars in Virgo - argh -  is what I keep thinking, too much work, too much cleaning, too many details - but I know I will be better for it.  Learning where I need to take better care of myself.  My natal Virgo is in my 5th house of fun - so is my north node - ha ha evidently I need this but I really do not know how to have fun - I have been programed by my cancer moon to think fun is taking care of your family and my Aries sun marches on, while my Taurus rising sign keeps whining "I want nice things"  LOL  Here's to moving forward with grace and love xoxo


I know Mars is energy and motion while Virgo is the details.  Jupiter is expansion and Taurus is earth; Pluto is death (which I pulled the death card today on Colette's site - spooky - http://www.colettebaronreid.com) and Capricorn is business - what does all this mean - for me - not sure yet.  For earth, good things and forward progress, bumpy at times but in the right direction for evolution of the barbaric human species.  Yes I said barbaric - people abusing people, animals, the land, the water, the sky - it sickens me when I turn my focus to these atrocities.  I can barely watch any TV anymore except fairy tales - only the light, focus on bringing this world into 5D light <3

Was that A Goat?

Yesterday as I took the dogs out, listening to "brother wind" while meandering through the yard at my job - out of the corner of my eye I swear I saw a goat in my daughters back yard - jump into the weeds- hummmmm.... interesting.

  Well my family drama has subsided a bit thanks to my Reiki sisters and my circle of light.  But what came from this - an idea for a tattoo for one of my housemates - his idea not mine:

actually two wings on his upper arm wrapping around his shoulder...  Very interesting .....  if you know the story of the Valkyrie it says quite a bit about this sudden desire to transform.  Whew I was thinking I was losing him to the darkness - but the LIGHT is still very strong in this young "Jedi Warrior" xoxoxo

Blessings and Surrender

As above - so below

Can You Hear it?

I am definitely, definitely (rain man - LOL) tuning into a higher sound wave since 11.11.11.  I could hear a mumble from the collective consciousness before but now my antenna is way - I say way- out there.  I am singing songs I haven't heard for ever - hearing choirs of angels singing - hearing grumbling - sometimes it's so loud I cannot hear a person speaking to me in the same room.  Now I am not sure if it is because they are speaking at a different vibration then I am listening or what???  It is "Wonky" (my new word since 11.11)  the world has gone "WONKY" in a good kind of way and I do not want it to stop.  I am wondering if anyone else is noticing this crazy undercurrent of constant chatter - if they are aware of it- maybe it's me, or maybe it's memorex- ha ha - OK, I admit I am wonky today - speeding through my mind - yet still moving in slow 3D earth motion.  Whatever.....  I am riding this one for a while and loving it.  I know the babies I spend the most time with are feeling it too - they draw it out, cry it out, snuggle it out - I believe they have a better handle on it than grown ups. 
Blessings, blessings, blessings for all unity consciousness is upon us and thank God!!!!

11.11.11 energy part 2

It seems this energy is not for the faint of heart.  I sent out an Reiki S.O.S. call yesterday after dealing with a person in my life who was out of control.  This person is better today - but I have heard other people who are having psychotic breaks with this energy - it is so expanding that those not able to process this vibration are getting lost.  So if anyone you love is experiencing these extreme reactions - send them grounding energy, cut all their cords of fear and love them even more than you already do - xoxox

On another note - this energy is also triggering all your wounds - I know that as I have quite a few of mine triggered - LOL  Receiving - over and over I say I am open to receive - but I still have a hard time with this "receive".  I can take and I can give but passive receiving is hard.  I realized this when my friend gave me 2 beautiful pictures she painted - they are awesome but I have a hard time telling someone how great there are - it's like I was caught off guard - I then think "why can't I just say Thank you"  words seem so small when given a gift of such beauty - OK, I found another wound time to heal it - Thank you Dorie, again xoxoxo.  Here are her beautiful angel pictures:

X Marks the Spot

As I took the dogs out at my job (hehe) one day I looked up and saw this sight in the sky.  A giant "X" over the house.  This was strange and I thought what could it mean - we are marked somehow????  Not long after that my granddaughter told me she was abducted by aliens from the downstairs bathroom - but she is OK now - I simply replied that explains a lot.  Are we some kind of experiment?  Is our bloodline that we must bring society further along it's evolutionary path?  Can we prosper in this world and really move into a 5D earth?  So many questions, fears, abuses on earth and her inhabitants, all I can do is stand here and be a witness and offer love, prayers and positive intentions - "thy will be done"  - but it is hard....  I am an Aries and my ego is strong and wants to take charge - fix everything so it's right...  Show me "The Way"....

11.11.11

Well the door has opened - or was it open all along.  As I mentioned before I live with 2 Libra's - one has an addiction to "Money" and the other one has an addiction to "alcohol".  I am also an addicted personality - so this is very difficult to watch play out in front of my eyes.  I am always propping up those around me and when I get to burnt out I fall to their level - Can you say Co-dependant?  I really need to ascend and let these people grow up - but when you love someone it is hard to let them fall - but you must or you will never grow either.  I really do not know how to do this - but I will go soak in the tub and turn it over - HOPE is all I have at this point.  xoxo Blessings to my circle of light that keeps me going on these dark days xoxo

The Way, Karma

Divine love, compassion and forgiveness - who is living off of our pain?
My friend Dorie - one of my spiritual teachers mentioned yesterday the reptilian energy feeding off our Karma - our energetic pain is their food.  I was telling her about Meg Benedictine taking a 2nd chakra feeding tube off a man who was a witness to the Cather's if not one himself.  How do we stop feeding those life forms that live off of our pain/resentments/anger.  We must encompass divine love - Christ consciousness - a stream of "infinite love".  You can see it as a thick honey golden energy filling your body - expanding through your entire body - every cell is plumped with LOVE, compassion and forgiveness.  You are the light you wish to see in the world....  Happy 11/11/11!!!!!! Namaste my beloved xoxoxo  Find the way to 5D earth - I will see you there <3 <3 <3

free will/fate/the planets/

1:49 PM anybody just feel that?????  11/08/11

OK - BACK TO MY TOPIC -

I know these things free will, fate and the planets are large topics.  These are the subjects of philosophers debates since the beginning of time.  I do believe everyone has free will to a certain extent.  Fate is the planets - you can call it what you will...  I believe we are given choices - fate- that certain events will occur and change our lives.  I also believe that these choices are foretold by the transit of the planets based on where they were the moment we took our first breath.  Unless of course you are a walk-in - which is another theory altogether.  But it is always your choice - how you make that choice is yours, for who you make that choice is yours - but the choice will always present itself....  your reaction is the only variable.

Thomas Jefferson - Magdalene Line

Disclaimer - sponge alert - lol  As I have stated before I am reading "the Expected One"  which is about finding the Magdalene Books - this book is fiction but so much of it is ringing true in my ears <3  the author had me at "her bday was 3/22"  which means she was an Aries, with hazel eyes and auburn hair - now I am also an Aries (3/25) with hazel eyes and brownish (bottled auburn) hair .  what brought me to this book is a sequence of events that goes ....  first I picked the "Mary Magdalene" card for my weekly card from the Doreen Virtue goddess deck.  then the next week I reshuffled and pulled the same card again!  I then listened to star seed radio academy on blog talk radio (http://www.blogtalkradio.com/starseed-radio-academy/2011/10/25/atlantis-revealed-part-2-1) and they were talking about the Magdalene line, the pleadians and this book "the expected one".  So i picked it up from the library.  The deeper I got into this book the more I realized the story maybe fiction but many of the facts were true.  Yesterday night I got to the part where "Thomas Jefferson"  was part of the bloodline of Easa and Mary, that there are over 1 million decedents of Jesus many living on this earth now. Another coincidence - all the first born girls on my mother side of the family are named for "Mary", as I am Mary Elizabeth, and my mother is Marilyn.
Previously I had a reading by Arielle (of starseed academy) which stated my "crop circle" (natal chart) not only being of pleadian linage but also of the "Jefferson" descent. Which I never really thought of before -  I had to quit reading and just think about this for awhile.  It's like I am piecing together my linage thru little clues from my birth chart.
 I have had quite a few readings over my lifetime, I do readings myself, I am very close to having the fall of Atlantis in my chart, I do believe I go further back than even the time of Easa and Mary - back to Atlantis, the lady of the lake, So many clues.....
During my reading from Christoper Witecki - (www.SoulGarden.me) He stated a certain "God" aspect which is rare - 12th house sun - or past life continuing on.  He thought this was a continuation, but I actually think both. Because another reading I got from Marguerite Manning and she also stated this aspect as being a divine channeler. This aspect is also supported by my friend "Dorie" (www.powerwithin.us) who said I was to channel "the great Mary".
 How the clues all come together - how exciting it is at this time in history.  With 7 billion people on the planet now - all here for the big show.  I pray for us all as Easa, Mary, and the Great Mother would have us pray......  with love to Our father the creator - whether he be in our heart or in the sky or on another planet - Love is all there is....  Blessed be xoxoxo

Coming up - Changes

Well this week will prove to be interesting.  My 2 Libras have been freaking out for over a month now - as I try to stay calm in the eye of the storm.  Greece's economy is crashing this week and will declare bankrupcy, which will crash the Euro, which will affect the dollar.  Comet y?? is passing between the earth and the moon - so expect some big earth happenings this week all leading up to the Full moon on 11/10/11 and the next portal opening on 11/11/11 - it should be a crazy week.  xoxoxo

AM musings

hummmmmmm - well I am a sponge - I know that -what ever I focus on I absorb and it becomes part of me.  I have to be careful for darker energies, because I am light, but very fond of the darkness that is drawn to me looking for light.  How I want to go on the "Magdalene tour" in France next August.

  If it is to be it will be.  Now back to symptoms/pains - stabbing pains all over my body - like someone has a voodoo doll of me and is sticking pins in it.  I certainly hope they cut it out soon.

yesterday I posted on Doreen's website:Mary E SquiresDoreen Virtue Official Fan Page
Sea Shepherd Conservation Society
The Cove runs Bloody once Again with the Loss of life...

Operation Infinite Patience: Week 7
www.seashepherd.org
Calling All Lightworkers, Angels, Goddess's and Ascended Masters
Maybe if enough of us "intend" for this to end - honoring this town's traditions - yet somehow saving the Dolphins and Whales - redirect them away from this area - until this town can find another way to support itself without slaughtering these mammals xoxoxo

Then today I see:  Dawning Golden Crystal Age

Please send your Love & Prayers to Japan now ♥ Blessings of The Cosmic Light !

Wall Photos

your Light and love is so needed right now ..
YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE ...
Discover NOW how you can help and assist humanity and the Earth from now to 2012 and 2013 for the many Earth Changes that are coming upon this Planet .
God bless your Light !!!
THE LIGHT OF GOD NEVER FAILS !!!!

♥ An Urgent Message from Mother Vesta about the Islands of Japan ♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGAsCcDl6Fo&feature=channel_video_title

The Expected One

As I sit here in my Midwestern town - reading "The Expected One" , a book about the Magdalene Line by Kathleen McGowan, I wonder if I will ever be able to visit these holy places on earth in person.  As I asked this question a lady bug landed next to me - with no answer, just to sit with me awhile....  I guess I can just wait and see - if this is a path that makes itself available to me, without harming anyone.  Ladybug means many things Luck, protection, and love according to "What's your sign" online reference for all signs and totems :)  After posting the tragedy going on in Taiji Japan with the Dolphins and Pilot whales on Doreen's FB page - I know there are many people hurting around the world - there is much suffering in this dimension - it is very hard to take it in and breath it out and stay positive.  I can only intend it to be better - sending golden light to all of Earth and love....

Violence

I felt i had to speak on this subject - Violence.  Anyone who knows me knows I hate and do everything to avoid violence - I dislike what it does to people.  The intense fear, the inability to think straight and the way it spreads like a virus.  So when I see people on TV and the newspaper killing in the name of "god" it truly baffles me...  It seems to me the only people that really seem to have "gods" back seem to only speak of love -  and they are too few and far between.  Earth school lesson number #1 - work on your own shit.  You can only fix yourself, and even that may take a lifetime :)