Dreams of Grandma Ginny

Do you Dream?

Do you remember your dreams?

I dream/nocturnal wanderings

to another world...

It is like another dimension

my dreams take place in 

an "earth-like" setting

but the towns are not familiar.

I had a dream last week, 

I was in a seaside town, taking my cat  Merlin to the vet...

I was walking down the street with Merlin in my arms 

and my "Mother-in-law" got out of a car with my sister-n-law, 

My mother in law looked great

"cool outfit"

(I remember thinking)

WOW

younger than I ever remember her...

 I knew my sister in law was there 

but 

when I looked at her, 

she wasn't there....

just her energy impression

her mother carries with her

always

LOVE NEVER DIES

(my MIL passed away in 2005) 

but 

the soul lives on ....

Do You Astral Travel?

Do you bring your pets?

xoxoxo

Be open to receive the great beam of love coming

^j^

Reiki Soul Growth

The last few Reiki sessions I have had were amazing

The practitioner on both occasions noted my increase in frequency

and overall openness to receive

Chakra's spinning 

Soul Vehicle in order and ready for a tune-up

At one point I saw myself on a
"ship"

being infused with light energy...

While my practitioner saw a past life

a "Civil War Era" life

in which all I had was burned to the ground
but my children and I were safe

(but in hiding in a single room with only the clothes on our back...)

Which reminds me

The only thing in life that matters are not things

but

the people we love

xoxoxoxo

Although I am still in the LBP
sick and having a hard time breathing this 3D energy

I am still here
and
I am OK

xoxoxoxoxoxo

I am eagerly awaiting the 12/12 awakening

although,
 I am sure it will be
"rough"
for many

"It is the tunnel we must all travel through - to get to the higher dimensions"

Peace ^j^

Yea, Thou I walk through the Valley of Darkness

(coloring with the babies last night)

<< Psalm 23:4 >>

King James Bible (Cambridge Ed.) Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. ***

or 

the 70's version of poster art...

Which was the same as above but with some kind of reference to being the biggest, baddest mother fucker to walk the earth...
(I Remember this poster from Willie P's basement and many "Dazed and Confused" smoke filled moments)

The Earth's energy is up/down

Yesterday when I started this blog
I felt so protected
(I still do)
but now
I am unable to put up with other peoples psychosis'

It's like i want to shake people and

SCREAM

wake the fuck up
get with the program
quite wallowing in your own self-pity

take responsibility for your own shit

then I read

4 Billion to die by 12/12

Great just Great

Breath in Peace, Breath out Love, Breath in Peace, Breath out Love

when all else fails

SURRENDER TO LOVE

Mars and Pluto are Playing in Capricorn
(Can you tell?)

Sun, Mercury and Saturn in Scorpio
(Deep Transformation Energy)

and Uranus is still throwing Lightening bolts at everyone from Aries
(right on my Sun)

While Venus sits in Libra trying to decide which side to take

**** OY VEY ****

***http://bible.cc/psalms/23-4.htm

*** Mercury rx - Pleiadian Line-UP **

Did you survive the eclipse?

(Whew - the babies still are  crabby, whiny, crying)

Short-tempered?

(yep and so is their GaGa)

Mercury Retrograde giving you any problems?

(computers, messages, mechanical malfunctions)

These are some awesome times...

Are you watching the sky for spaceships

(If you do they will come - are you afraid?)

Taurus/Scorpio season is also
 "Pleiadean Line Up"
Season

(you know the constellation of the Pleiades and the Aliens, of course)
This is my Doodle from the show:

Last night I listened to one of my favorite Internet radio shows:
last nights show link:
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/starseed-radio-academy/2012/11/14/sahvanna-arienta-author-and-psychic

I knew Sahvanna and her website and it was good to hear here on the radio last night.

One person's question was in regards to "Dark Energy"...
She talks about dark energy and light energy being different from evil.
hummmm...
I'm not sure -
 my Pluto is in my 9th right now -

Aren't we moving to non-duality?

 I used to be obsessed
with the battle of good and evil...

Then I chose the light and did not really look back...

Although,  now I am seeing this coming back to me
this battle...  for further consideration...

Is it
 a power hungry ego that is evil?

someone whose was so severely wounded as a child?

is it just brain chemistry?

Humans are a precious commodity....
across the universe
aliens are interested in us because of our emotions...
I wonder if that is something 
that we lose....

when peace comes to 
Earth School

(like the observers on "Fringe")

IDK 
 maybe that's just the reptiles...
(you know those aliens)


So many questions when planets go backwards
and 
the Pleiadians come to visit

xoxo love xoxo love xoxo love xoxo

                                   

"Cray - Cray"

Yes, Virginia

The world is crazy right now

do not give into the craziness

Ride it like a wave

if you go under

swim, swim, swim

to the top again

(push - Elektra - push)

for air

xoxoxoxo

It will be like this till

2013

and then we will walk out upon the new earth

Shading our eyes from the sun

wondering 

WTF?

People are doing strange things...

People are seeing strange things...

remember

"There is no spoon"

Can you see through the veil?

xoxo Breath love xoxo

We can do it 

{{{{TOGETHER}}}}

Peace

(and the world will be a better place...)

What's your sign?

When you look at someone

can you tell what

their astrological sign is?

Do you try to guess?

Are they being their 

Sun?

Moon?

Rising sign?

I was looking through old pic's 

reflecting on my life 

 Mercury,  Jupiter, Uranus, Chiron and Neptune 

are in retrograde

What can YOU tell...

about a person from a picture?

This picture is after my first Saturn return 

(Note the tattoo - lol)

and 

before my first Saturn Return

(I had no idea what I was in for)

What's your sign?

xoxo Peace xoxo Love xoxo 

Mother - In - Laws ***PSA***

Once you have children

you will probably become a 

mother in law...

How did you treat 

your 

"Mother-in-law?"

I thought I treated mine 

-OK-

(I was the one she called in passing)

I have boys and girls

and a very 

involved

"Mother"

Is it Karma or learning?

how your children

see you treat 

your 

"Mother-in-Law"

will be how 

he/she will treat you when he/she has a child...

Something to think about.......

So 

remember 

how you treat your 

"Mother-In-Law"

will come back to you 

...in the end...

Let it be with love and understanding 

xoxo

*It's hard to let go, when you held them and loved them so long*

THUNDERBOLTS & RATS & RAW EMOTIONS

Not sure what is going on?

My emotions are raw

easily triggered

hurt feelings

Driving home from yoga last night

(that stretch of road - Dang)

every time I blinked I saw yellow/orange 

Thunderbolts

"crazy"

I had just said earlier that night

that Uranus was on my natal sun

pulsating

hammering

 "thunderbolts"

upon my 12th house

my unconscious self

then I turn on the radio and I get

"Revolution"

(Beatles)

Also, lab rats, were brought up to me two times in conversation...

makes me wonder about the 

energies around us right now

"INTENSE"

"Do you feel like you're in a great big

  petri dish?"

XOXOXO Sending you some love XOXOXO

Reference: From Colette Baron Reid book** mean: 
 Thunderbolts - revolution, rebellion with just cause, great ideas
  Rats - intelligence, success, shrewdness, calculation

**Messages from Spirit - Colette Baron Reid

How Do You Love?

OK, I am on this love kick

must be Saturn in Scorpio

transiting my 7th house of relationships

Soooooo.....

How do you love?

Are you open to love?

(to give and receive)

Do you hide your love and hope?

(too vulnerable to show it)

Are you super-sensitive?

(It hurts too much)

Do you trust love?

(they must want something if they love me)

Do you hoard your love?
 (like your money)

Do you set boundaries so people can only love you so much?

(arms length)

Is it qualified?
(I love you more then ....)

Fannie Mae Chocolate....
(mmmmmmmm)

Can you spoil someone by loving them too much?
(grown-ups, babies, animals)

I guess these are all lessons we learn here...

Then we go home and sort it all out.

xoxoxo love xoxoxo

Today is my momma's Birthday

I do love her

xoxoxo

Is there Unconditional Love ?

What a funny discussion to be having when
Neptune and Mercury are at 

-ZERO-

 Venus is at 1 degree in Libra

and Mars is opposing Jupiter at 15 degrees

 yes - there is unconditional love -

 but not unconditional like -

 it's a higher vibration 

- like transcendence
 xoxo 

- I have felt it before 

when 2 people can spend hours together 

and not feel the need to say a word or a touch 

- just be... 

It is rare on "Earth School".

Urban Dictionary: unconditional love

www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=unconditional%20love

To love somebody with no conditions or circumstances: to love completely.

What a discussion I was privileged to be a part of in a group I belong to on FB

Sponsored by MoonPluto :)

(read her blog at: http://moonplutoastrology.com)

 unconditional love is without judgement, sacrificing

you don't have to stay with someone you 

love unconditionally

{right}

when my children have/had children of their own 

 and looked at their baby

with great love

I remind them...

"it's hard to believe I love you that much, isn't it"

No matter what -

 No one is going to love you more than your mother,

even if she cannot express it,,,

Even if she made mistakes...

Even if she is crazy sometimes...

They finally understand 

what

that

feels 

like

Yes you can love someone unconditionally...

and never see them again

xoxo Happy Full Moon in Taurus xoxo

Class War in the US - Prisons

See the chart below 

Sun 0 Scorpio

Neptune 0 Pisces

The election in the US..

the mortals/meres are running around like 

"Chicken Little"

"THE SKY IS FALLING"

$$$$/Power/Fear

Rich Man/Poor Man

Class Wars

the saddest part is most people don't realize

how much 

"class"

 in the USA 

affects it's citizens

$$$$ Prisons are big money items in the US $$$$

Why do we want to lock up so many of our citizens?

How many inmates are non-violent offenders?

How many have "Social/Health/CLASS Issues" 

that keeps them inmates?

The media keeps us focused on: 

Race

Money

Healthcare

Education

Global Crisis

Gas Prices

etc...

****

F E A R

****

It's just like OZ......

w/o the horse of a different color...

Relax - Breathe - Everything is going to be Alright....

It's just me - I love you

xoxo

motherly advice last week

It's hard to watch our kids objectively - we can only honor them in their evolutionary process - the path is not easy to unconditional love We all have to grow and learn - some lessons are hard and take a long time - from my experience - as a daughter, wife, mother, mother-in-law, grandmother does conquer all - stay positive and be the light

Wounded ego - bitching and moaning

tiger - jail - hurt

(I'm the one who accepts calls/sends money/prays)

mom/talk/OCD

(I listen, comment, bring up something personal, ignored)

John lost something/throws something

(I look for - long after he's forgotten about)

AM I THAT GUY AT THE CIRCUS????

ya know the one

who follows the 

elephants...

WHOOSH....

I try to tell people what is going on in my life.... 

But

it seems the energy around me is only giving and not taking

yesterday I kept hearing

"S E L F I S H"

Even the babies - 

everyone

thinking

only

about 

themselves

and

not 

how 

it 

affects others

(SAD FACE)

Sending in the clowns

xoxo

Wrapping my ego in a pink blanket this Saturn in Scorpio is 

RUFF  - RUFF -  RUFF

(Enter Scarlett O'Hara )

xoxo Black Beauty is Feeling Lucky today xoxo

Well

"Black Beauty"

got fixed

a

structural alignment 

(what a metaphor...)

and everything else fell back into place

How's your life?

Yeah - she has a few marks...

 here and there

just like her rider 

<3

But she is all better now and just turned over to 

77777

Maybe this is a good day to buy 

Lotto

Libra new moon

Check

I know I already have everything I need

but a little foreign travel

would be 

AWESOME

xoxo

"FEELING LUCKY?" 

**** Call the Gypsies ****

When I was a little girl 

my momma worked in a small community Catholic hospital

She would tell stories about

"the gypsies"

when one would come in to have a baby

they all camped out in the lobby

"I envisioned BBQ, stories, large family bonding"

When the baby was born
 there would be many to greet him/her

I always thought that sounded great

as an only child I could only imagine the wonder of a large family

What I did not realize was with big families

you get big dramas

"oy vey"

"OK, you can take back the gypsies now"

(and send in the clowns)

"little pot stop"

xoxoxoxo

*** The Light ****

Just a note to tell you what I saw driving home last night - 

Driving on the expressway -

 light rain -

 first a few cars headlight were like beacons from heaven to earth - 

trying not to freak out...

 pretty soon almost all the cars and lights

 were like towers of light

 "as above - so below" 

 It was like an invasion of light beings into all the cars

 - freaky - 

I just had to keep turning my music up to stay focused....  

When the rain stopped it was over

 - water is such a conduit.... 

 Invasion of the light workers/souls/emissaries ????

"May The Light Be With You"

xoxo

********* Forgiveness *********

What do you think of when you hear the word

"FORGIVENESS"

Ho'oponopono Meditation Prayer and Chant. 

This meditation includes the Ho'oponopono Mantra

" I am sorry, please forgive me, I love you and I thank you."

 ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lil63u-xB70 )

I was listening to SG After Dark on addictions

(http://soulgarden.me/group/sgafterdark)

They brought up this method

"Ho'oponopono"

This best describes forgiveness to me...

we are all here on a journey I have made many mistakes

"I'm Sorry"

I have not always been present, I have given into my own fears instead of being there for you

"Please forgive me"

No matter where I was, it was my love for you that brought me back to reality

"I Love You"

Without you I would not have been able to come back

"I thank You"

an open letter to my beautiful children

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Forgiveness, perseverance, hope and gratitude

How did you spend your full moon in Aries last Saturday

I spent mine just being grateful...

You can overcome anything by forgiving it

Sending...

Love and Grace

to 

YOU

* A powerful intention to brighten your light * 

* * * ^j^ **** Rules * * * ^j^ ****

How Do You Walk on The Earth?

Do you know the rules to a successful LIFE?

What is a Successful Life?

One in which you have amassed money...

One in which you are loved...

One in which you have found yourself

measured yourself

found yourself lacking in some way

based on someone Else's idea of 

"How to do Life"

I can tell you HOW to live the life 

"THEY"

say is the perfect life...

How to get and keep a perfect credit score...

How to follow all the rules and stay under the radar...

Personally I find it too hard...

Too Boring....

I am not a perfection kind of girl

or 

a rules kind of girl

I walk on many planes

as an observer

until something interest me 

then

 I JUMP IN

HOW ABOUT YOU???

Do you walk a narrow path?

xoxo love xoxo

Think Tom Petty's - Into the Great Wide Open

the rise and fall of the ego...

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqmFxgEGKH0 )

check out the "stars" in that one

Done it 

Katy Perry's - Wide Awake

waking up to your inner child...

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0BWlvnBmIE )

Done it - lived through it

Now I'm kind of floating.... - What's your Dream?

^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Don't Look Back - huh ???

It's an interesting perspective...

to drive a car

without a rear view mirror...

Kind of like a metaphor of life, 

How many times do we replay the days events, 

your worst life moment...

Last night I heard a great statement

Can You Stand in your power?

Those Goddesses you worship at their feet...

Can you stand up and look them in the eyes?

As an Equal ...

NOT EGO!!!!

XOXO Equal in Love XOXO

Bless your past, 

leave it behind you, 

the Uranus/Pluto T-Square says 

"Time to resume forward movement"

(Think Pink's Fucking Perfect)

which just so happens can on the radio as I was thinking about this blog post

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HY5GHg5ianE

xoxo Bless you - you are perfect xoxo

coming up : 

(From : http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/09/18/the-2012-fall-equinox-week/)

my natural chart 

also I may have found a solution for my Black Beauty <3...

more to come later...

love

mes

Memories

I was recently sent some pictures of me

and my family growing up

what do I notice?

The orbs...

It seems I have always been protected

here on 

"earth school"

My Dad and Grandpa

 have already crossed over

but here they are

when they were in human form

xoxo Dad n Mom xoxo 

(me n my grandpa)

(see how shiny I was)

(in his heart chakra) 

(me n murphy)

(my best friend growing up) 

Lucky, snuffy, murphy n me

(can u see the angels behind us) 

(mom me dad) 

(shining brightly)

(Mrs Murphy, Dad, me n mom) 

(me n my daddy - bathed in golden light)

as I have saved these pictures to my hard drive and scroll through them

I can see 

I was such a shining light

a star baby

and I wonder

"why did I ever dim my eternal flame?"

xoxo Let Your Light Shine xoxo

Just like the Green Day Song... 

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tijW_SrCoxs)

This is how I feel today...

Is it the Cancer Moon?

Is it the anniversary of 9/11?

Is it my seeing everyone just a little off focus?

Everyone is running - like it's the end of days...

My friend is following a virtual terrorist

My other friend is immersed in fantasy

(actually quite a few here)

Here I sit...

"detached"

"observing"

"do I want to jump back into the real world"

(full of fear and loathing)

My soul screams...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

What else is there to do on Earth?

^j^ needing some guidance today ^j^

xoxo peace/love xoxo

***Still***

(Alanis Morissette)

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBCad4PNe-k)