***GROUNDHOGS - DEATH WITHOUT DYING*** LAPORTE ****

First of all I want to say :

"Dang I get it universe "

 I have seen groundhogs all over my property and in my neighborhood 

Groundhog according to "Ted Andrews" are Death without dying, trance and dreams....

OK try to keep up,

 it is a Mercury Retrograde and my thoughts keep running together - 

I have Mercury  in my 11th house of Pisces (in my birth chart)

so even though I am very smart I do not project a quick response - 

  If I said exactly what I thought most of the time without tempering it down I am sure someone would of killed me a long time ago 

(a little past life experience there - LOL)

I am very gunshy with putting myself in danger and I do temper my responses with logic and group discussion before I act unless it is something I NEED - LOL

But, last Thursday I came home from yoga - the air was still and I could hear the crickets - (Practical Magic) and I thought , "OHHHHH  death is near for someone" - even the lightning bugs were standing on trees - NOT FLYING!!!!  All night I am having chest pains and cannot breath......  I get a call from my neighbor saying she has found her husband dead - of a heart attack.   SPOOKY...... SAD.......  

So Saturday I am still not feeling well - I thought dang I'm going to have a Heart Attack if I do not release this energy.....  So I pull a card from "Colette Baron Reid's Online site"

 :  "DEATH - REBIRTH" 

 Dang no help there 

-haha- 

"Am I dying.or what universe?"

..  LOL  ...

  or being reborn 

- oh yeah -

" time to heal yourself" I thought .

...  see I said I was smart, right? 

 I went in the bedroom and laid down listening to a "Tibetan Monks Healing Chant"  (From Tom Kenyon's website" ) OK - feeling better....  

Fast forward to today.............

My son and I are driving to the funeral for my neighbor... 

 (of course it is in BFE....commonly known as North Judson) 

 We are on state road 10 - practically flying because we are running late due to trucks on a 2 lane highway and we get to a 4 way stop,

 I see the sign to turn left for Laporte

- my son is driving - 

(because my car is still wrecked from the wedding and the insurance company did not give me enough to replace my beauty) 

we start to go forward 

and I am thinking why is that guy in the truck across the street not going?

---  then I see a silver car coming at us at about 60 miles per hour 

- horn blaring - 

brakes squealing - 

my son hits the accelerator -

 I don't know how but we became like invisible 

-swoosh -

 missed us -

 whew 

- FUCKING LAPORTE INDIANA - 

So here I am back home safe and sound vowing to never go near Laporte again...  EVER....  

So is that DEATH WITHOUT DYING or what - LOL

Be careful out there it is HAZARDOUS TO YOUR health - 

Oh yeah and an owl has taken up residence - time to bring the cat in :)

  xoxo  

TILL NEXT TIME - 

xoxo  LOVE  xoxo

***Self Care****

The energy of 2012 and taking good care of yourself...

How do you take good care of yourself?

Do you take as good care of yourself as you do your children?

**** <3 You should <3 ****

Your self care routine is being highlighted right now with the Sun in Cancer, are you listening to your body and treating it with love???

I use both medical and holistic methods in treating my body.  Although I am having a hard time.  

Society is geared towards drugs, doctors, long drawn out procedures and diagnosis.

I am drawn to "lightworkers", Reiki, Massage.....  

Releasing anger/guilt/shame does more for the body than drugs in most cases.  

Yesterday I finally went to the Chiropractor - I had forgotten how hard it is to deal with 3D people.  To help them see me - a spiritual person with body pain...   The pain that drove me there was my left leg from the car accident.  He worked on my neck and shoulders..... 

My neck and shoulders felt better but my leg still hurts :(  

Today my neck hurts - 

So here I sit 

 unable to get them treatment I need

a wrecked car

losing time

smoking too much

"needing to release"

"Do I sue them so I can get the treatment needed?"  

Will they even recognize holistic methods?

#### WHEW - July energy ####

*OUTSPENT* ** UNDERPRESSURE**

I happen to like Pres Obama more than Mitt Romney - but I cannot take the constant news/emails/public outcries about Pres Obama being outspent!!!!

I guess only poor people like Pres Obama - cause he can't raise enough money to win the election :(

I can do nothing about this because I have no money either :(

So elections are all about money - ha - and not about who can do the best job?

During this "Cancer season"  (the sun in cancer) we are focusing on self care.  Well I am taking care of myself, my body still hurts from the car accident.  By 9PM every night I cannot walk - sit - my only relief is xanax and bed...

I must take care of myself before I can take care of anyone else...  easier said than done but I am willing to make the effort.

xoxo  AMEN xoxo

FB and Social Comment

Since when is news so heartless? 

 I mean "News @ 9, 10,  5" whenever - news shows 

 I am afraid I would miss the end of the world because I cannot watch the news.

My hubby watches "Jeopardy" and on days I am "gaga-ing" the news comes on next.  I find it very distasteful and mean when the news picks up on stories that point the finger at some one who is really not able to defend themselves - such as the "tanning mom"  ...

Why should she be national news?  So everyone can feel smug and say "look at her - shame on her "  Disgusting - Look at yourself and say ..... 

 "What have I done to make the world better? "

It is very easy to get caught up in the "world's views" that are dictated to us from the media - beauty, conform, don't be like that person, be like us.....  the list goes on....

Look within for the answers

xoxo  Blessings  xoxo