IRRELEVANT HA GFY!!!!

Logically, I know no one can make you feel irrelevant - but emotionally I have been feeling irrelevant.  I am sure it is because of a growing process I am moving through in these tumultuous times.  

I care for 4 little charmed ones - it is an important job - but all the perks of life on earth are not given to a person who cares for another soul....  I guess it's because the work being done is not of this earth - it is of a divine nature and cannot be measured in "human worth"  ....

I find myself resisting the urge to rejoin the world - yet also need certain things that unfortunately only money can buy - so, as I teeter between the 3D and 5D (and beyond) I guess relevance is only relevant if you perceive it to be....

Dilemma's, dilemma's, dilemma's - yes, I over-think most things - which is why an easy job is harder for me than a hard job...

I know most people as employees do not think  - is this right? Is this a moral company?  Is it just a matter of intention?  If you go to work, do your best, follow the rules, does your life "feel" better ?  People went to work in "concentration camps" - because they needed a job to feed their families, because they were afraid - I am not sure I want to re-enter the human work world - but what's the alternative?

I already have the world's perfect job :)

All around me my support people - are going crazy - obsessive, compulsive, I am actually the "sane one" -"scary" - huh  - maybe that's why I feel I must find a "job"... 

* Let it all go and see what comes back * 

One more thing - all the aggression that is coming off people - whew - make sure you are using your personal bubble/mirrors/ whatever your preferred method is - (mine is laughing at the person who is being aggressive - but I do not recommend that to most people - LOL  )

Even the animals are picking up some of this violent energy - DO YOUR PART  -  process your anger without hurting anyone/thing - scream, yell, sing loudly, keep processing ...

I Love You...

 ****xoxo****

P.s. GFY means.....

(Go F**k Yourself)

Mars is Direct finish the house

Today I was afforded the chance to reminisce at the house where I raised my children.  It is a small modular home in a small community.  The neighborhood is full of people raising families.  Next door there is a duplex - which always seems to attract humans in their rawest form - poor, addictions, kids - yet I can only smile when I see these people - for they are living their lives.  I do not think they realize how lucky they are.  They have their kids - all looking like ragamuffins - running free, playing with stray cats, riding their bikes up and down the sidewalk - happy in the moment. 

I thought back to the times of raising my own children there - and how I actually grew up there too.  It is a journey for everyone not just the kids.  The moms and dads are learning and growing too.  Yes, I had many days that were not great in that house - but now I choose to remember the good times, like watching the kids playing in the yard - digging holes - yes I know it's crazy but my kids used to love to dig holes in the yard - big holes (the yard was mostly sand then) jump in the holes, god only knows the games they imagined in that house, hiding 16 Easter baskets in 1020 sq feet is not small task - but I am a good mom (most of the time - well OK 50% of the time, LOL), Christmas mornings there in the beautiful tiny house - stuffed to the gills with junk. 

But what i remember most is my kids there, raising puppies there, being across the street from the school so I could see my kids - Location, location, location :)  So what makes a home a home - the energy in it.  We filled that house with love - for each other.....  It's still a great house - yes it is a "cheap House"  but you can have a good life in a cheap house full of love xoxo

Here's my recipe for a home take one mommy (and daddy) add four awesome souls throw in about four dogs for good measure and top it off with at least three cats, maybe a turtle or two add some obstacles to overcome = 's one house full of love - I can still feel it there...

"Under A Spell" Musings

success - how the outside world measures success is not true success - it is only material - material rots and decays while love lives on forever -

For example:  The Mercedes commercial - buy one to pass down to your kids - owning one makes you realize you are a success :(  How sad is that thought?  Although I will have to admit - when I watch that commercial my "Ego" says - Yes - I must have one of those shiny cars - I'm worth it....  I am becoming or just realizing how sensitive I actually am - I am not trying to push my agenda if it is not in my best interest - such as yesterday....  I walked into a place to apply for a part-time job - when I went to speak I had no voice - LOL  I guess my body was telling me - no - not this place - not yet - back on the bench - the coach says I'm not ready yet "something better this way comes"

As I wait in joyful expectation, full of gratitude for all i have - feng shui, spells - whatever you want to call it - Law of Attraction, prayer, L - O - V - E, song, intention......   enchantment  :)

"keywords on my mind"
 Mercedes - where is my cowboy - mars direct - dreams - importance - having the things I want/need - living true and expecting - job hunting - cutting up all karmic contracts, abundance, surrender

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April 6 2012 Full Moon

I have been feeling the Full Moon coming all week - crabby, on edge...  all the usual symptoms - and so have my "charmed ones".   Wednesday I had "mini me" over and she loves to draw cards from my decks - well actually she loves the little books in the box of cards - so after she went home with her momma I drew cards for myself and they weren't too shabby...  Now to put them into action - we have many blessings in our family xoxo

The first Card is "Business Venture" - trust and follow through on a new business idea or career opportunity - it has been coming to me from 4 different sources now to offer astrology readings and actually charge for them - LOL  I do readings for friends - but I always feel I am not good enough to charge - well I got my first "cash" client this week - wooo - hoooo 

The second card is "Blessed Change" A major life change brings you great blessings - I am not sure of that one - maybe it is with the one above :) Because as much as I "LOVE" change it is scary and I am pretty stubborn - LOL

The third card is "Happy Surprise" - something very good is about to happen - well that is always a great omen!!!!!! Plus it's from the unicorn deck so double smiles....

The fourth card is "Archangel Gabrielle" You have an important life purpose involving communication and the arts - Please don't allow insecurities to hold you back -I will help you....  I have had many readings to that effect, yet I am clueless to what this great destiny is - maybe it is just to be and love "Mary E Squires" xoxo  I think I'm going to need more help if it is anything bigger than that :)

******Love to you this full moon******