**** ^j^ BLESSINGS ^j^ ****

Yesterday, Mars was at 29 degrees Taurus

the testing lesson of the 

"Bull"

I was watching
"Prozac Nation"

instead of going to yoga because of the impending storm that never arrived until I was fast asleep..

I had to drive one of my daughters to work at 10PM

feeling kind of out of it and spacey

mentally slapping myself to snap out of it

pay attention,,,

Before I left I saw a 

Eastern Bluebird in my feeder....

(at dusk)

and on my way home 

I was showered with flower petals...

OK, I know I'm blessed already

but it was nice 

as they say in

 "Miller"

"Have A BLESSED Day"

**** ^j^ PLEIADEAN LINE-UP MAY 2013 ^j^ ****

Last week was the

May, 2013

PLEIADEAN LINE_UP

if you need more info on what that means check out this excellent site

http://starseedhotline.ning.com/profiles/blogs/pleiadean-line-up-515518 

As I listened to their show last night, 

I realized I had totally forgotten about it...

Yes strange things were happening all week, 

downloads of information
(tonal ringing in my ears for 10-15 minutes)

Waking up screaming...  

(someone I know did this - they were probably at the Tetons Meetings)

 people call these strange symptoms 

by

Different names, 

Light Body Process

 LBP

( what I call the ascensionors) 

You can Google Light Body Process and find a plethora of symptoms

Pleiadean Updates, Sirian Updates, etc...

all bringing into consciousness the planetary energy that started in the 60's

(Pluto and Uranus dancing again, while Saturn Chaperons in Scorpio with fuzzy handcuffs)

"Universal Love"

For those of us - who have lost someone close to us, 

yes - they were part of the first wave....

When you ascend, 

(you do not have to die to ascend)

You will be able to see them again...

Me, I am just going to keep saving up for the next 

"Starseed Crystal Quest"

"keeping HOPE alive"

---- NAMASTE, MY FRIENDS, NAMASTE ----

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

^J^ THE DIVINE CONTRACT BETWEEN MOTHERS AND THEIR CHILDREN ^J^

 

YESTERDAY,

(the Wednesday after)

 

"MOTHERS DAY IN THE USA"

 

a few friends were speaking of the ills they suffered at the hands of

the one who is suppose to love and cherish them the most

 

"their Mothers"

 

Having an involved mother and trying to be an involved mother myself...

(I can truly say my mother did no worse to my "human" than I did to myself)

 

the mother/daughter-son connection

is always of interest to me.

 

Wayne Dyer - says his greatest teacher was his father, who left him as a baby??

 

Most teachers will say,

 

Forgiveness is the only way forward through the pain of childhood...

 

Mothers and Fathers

are "fucked" up sometimes

by their

Mothers and Fathers,

or the circumstances they endured...

which in turn rolls down to you

(the child/children)

 

 YEAH - IT HURTS OUR FEELINGS/BODIES/SPIRITS

 

Yesterday I read an interesting blog about compounding pain...

an interesting perspective,

 which I hadn't thought about before,

 but find true and valid

(see:  http://www.warrior-priestess.com/Newsletters/coach-newsletter5-15-13.html)

all her newsletter are good so I do recommend signing up

 xoxo

 

Triggers, Triggers, Triggers

 

with the energy all moving into Gemini,

Pluto/Uranus Squaring at 11

and 

Saturn @6, Neptune @5 = 11 again

 

This shit keeps coming until we

grow, evolve, ascend 

 

 

KEEP CALM THIS IS NOT A TEST

 

IT'S EVOLUTION IN ACTION

 

xoxo

 

**** ^j^    Now fill your heart with Love and go into the world to inspire    ^j^ ****

 

(isn't that what "11" means anyways)

 

The planets are inspiring us to be better!!!!

 

 

(My Card for today from www.ColetteBaronReid.com)

Forgiveness

Forgiveness

none

Drawing this marker says that you must now search your heart for any unresolved resentment, anger, or disagreements between you and another. If you’re still hurt or angry about another’s behavior, or if there are circumstances in your life that you resent, this is a time when it’s crucial to release the negative energy surrounding those situations. Resisting this will only impede your growth and draw more unwanted experiences to you.
Resentment and anger are emotions that actually bind you and hook you to the events that cause your suffering, keeping them alive inside you, draining you of your life force and inner light. Nothing good comes from hate, anger, or resentment. Peace can only come through forgiveness, when you release all that binds you to negativity. Perhaps you need to forgive yourself for placing unrealistic expectations on your situation resulting in a self-sabotaging perception tainted by perfectionism.
Look at the world and see how the lack of forgiveness feeds the turmoil and suffering around you. Forgiveness is the key to freedom and peace . . . and it starts with you.
This marker requires you to practice forgiveness so that you can be an active part of spreading peace and beauty throughout this troubled world.

 

SYNCHRONICITY, right !!!!


 

********* ^j^ ARE YOU INVISABLE TOO? ^j^ ********

Do you know that scene in "THE SIXTH SENSE" when Bruce Willis finally figured out he is dead?   I have been feeling like that lately, I even made that comment a few times to close family and friends...   It is like I am interacting with those around me and they cannot see me...   for a few examples:   Driving "Black Beauty" is always crazy as no one sees her, (bringing defensive driving to a whole new level!!!)   Out to dinner last week with Hubby and the waitress seats us giving us only one menu! (I am like WTF - like he's going to order for me - LOL) luckily our waiter saw this error and corrected it after we ordered appetizers.   So do you think it is my 12 House sun????? (that gives me the invisibility cloak)  or   Do you think it is my vibration???? (Mere mortals cannot see me - ha ha) My friend listened to my dilemma yesterday and said "FIRETRUCK' every time you get in your car say "I am driving a fire truck - everyone sees me and gets out of my way" (Thx, I love you - friend)   xoxo The top 10 things people claim to have taken for granted, Mary, when they were alive: 10. How important they were to so many. 9. How easy life was when they stopped struggling. 8. That all of their prayers and thoughts were heard. 7. That there really were no coincidences. 6. How far ripples of their kindness actually spread. 5. What really was important: happiness, friends, love. 4. That any and all of their dreams could have come true. 3. How good looking and fun they always were. 2. How much guidance they received, whenever they asked for help. 1. That God was alive in everything, including themselves. As expressed by the recently departed, fresh after their life-review on the big, BIG screen. Ah-so,     The Universe (from my daily email www.tut.com) my card for today: (from www.colettebaronreid.com)

^j^ * * * * I WAS SUPOSE TO BE IN ARKANAS THIS WEEK * * * * ^j^

I listen to a lot of spiritual radio,

 

I was invited to the

 

"STAR SEED CRYSTAL QUEST"

 

this week in Arkansas...

 

But I could not make it happen..

 

These kinds of trips,

that I long to take,

spiritual trips with likeminded people

(- to other worlds...)

 

 

I ask my higher self, if it is right for me to go,

let it be...

 

So far it has never been right...

 

Not yet,

 

But I still have hope...

 

So this is my wisdom of the day...

 

Yes the times and energy are crazy...

Yes, it feels like we are on the brink of something...

So, yes we must keep walking forward,

(do you really want to go back to the way it was?)

 

 

One day, one step,

Forward,

 

Towards the light

 

- * - * - JUST FOR LOVE - * - *


PS my card for today:
(from: www.colettebaronreid.com)

The Winged Wise Ones

angelic help, miraculous aid

ally

Always Allies and never Challengers, the Winged Wise Ones represent the aid of all the angels. When you enter their realm, know that your sincere prayers will be answered according to the will of the Divine.  This also represents Divine intervention and the potential of miracles to heal and transform as if by magic.

Have faith, whatever your circumstances: Heavenly beings are watching over you. The Winged Wise Ones give you a glimpse of the future by offering messages whispered on the wind. These are translated within you as inspired thought, instantly unraveling the past and revealing the present.
Be aware of the Higher Consciousness in you. This is a good time to observe your thoughts through meditation. Who is observing those thoughts? That Self is kin to the Winged Wise Ones, who have come to help you soar.
 

**** WHAT DO YOU WANT? ******

 

 

There are quite a few lonely people out there...

(Sending you some love xoxo)

 

They long for love, children,

 

they yearn for the perfect life...

 

 

The perfect life does not exist....

 

 

BUT THERE ARE PERFECT MOMENTS IN LIFE...

(they are spontaneous moments - you have to realize when one occurs)

 

"Like snapshots of happiness"

 

 

So rather than looking around and thinking

 

"Why can't I have that?"

 

 

 Stay thankful for what you have...

 

 

I know you hear it all the time,

 

raising your vibration to what you want....

 

 

But you are here

 

NOW

 

 

so either bask in it or change it...

 

 

one small change will ripple across the waves of you life...

 

 

and in a year you will see a difference

 

and tomorrow will not look like today

 

But it could look better...

 

 

You want love -

 

FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE

 

You want kids -

 

FIND A KID TO LOVE

 

You wanna win Lotto -

 

BUY A TICKET...

 

you don't have unrealistic expectations,

you may have an unrealistic view of what it will look like

when it happens

 

 

Got the idea, yet?

 

do the work,

think like it's here,

and it will be,

 but will you be ready and able to see it,

 if it doesn't show up exactly as you had planned?

 

 

NOW GO FIND YOUR DREAM

(and ask for directions if you get lost xoxo)

^j^ * Solar Eclipse Energy 2013 * ^j^

Your chosen card for today Monday May 6 2013

The Bee

luck, industriousness, sweet victory

none

When the Bee buzzes onto your path, it’s a reminder that with hard work and a firm commitment to building your dream, a sweet outcome is assured. The Bee is a symbol of luck, so expect miracles and your life will be victorious and sweet.
Remember that you also create your own luck. That is, effort is essential as you progress along your path in order to make your dreams a reality. The Bee is an industrious, busy creature that’s always making honey. The Bee “gets busy,” and that honey will soon be yours. The Bee is always a fortunate omen.
(from www.colettebaronreid.com free picks)

It's ironic just a few hours later I would hear of another death

 

another suicide of a young person

 

One I had looked upon as a best-friend of my son...

 

His goofy antics,

 

his love of food,

 

his whole life ahead of him...

 

That poor baby -

and yes almost 23 is still a baby...

 

 

There is something wrong with the world

 

when a child in 6th grade and a 23 year old young man,

 

agree on the same fate...

 

 

Today,

 

I will tell my kids I love them,

 

Hug the ones I can and send mental hugs to the rest.

 

and it's only Tuesday...

 

 

I am pretty much incapable of forming petty talk on FB these days since the last eclipse.

 

Every time I start it comes out angry, aggressive, resentful

 

FUTILE

 

yes, I feel the energy that these children felt,

 

but I am older and have a few more coping skills,

 

a lot of babies to hug,

 

a dog and two cats to snuggle,

 

 

at the moment all I can do is send blessing to those that suffer

 

and help where I am needed

**********************************************************************************

 

   FIND SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO

 MY FRIENDS  

 

 

******      LOVE      ******

***************************************** 

 

"it's the only thing that will get you through this

 

portal in time"

 

********************************************************************************* 

 

**** THE EVOLUTION of Humans. ****

Did you see the scientists that have discovered that trees scream when the are thirsty?



 

Do you understand the implications of this discovery?

Plants are more like animals, like humans....

WHOA...

No wonder it makes me sick to smells a tree being cut down...

How I get sick to my stomach, at the thought of it..

 

WHOA...

 

Watching the "Evolution of Humans" on the television...

"Vikings", "Game of Thrones", "StrikeForce"

 (Kill, Kill, Kill)

Can you imagine...

Take about four steps up...  the inter-dimensional ladder...

The pure animalistic nature of this planet...

WHOA, again...

Pulled death today...

(third time this week)

 

Love

Touchstone

Career

(via www.astrocenter.com delivered to my email daily - for free :)*  )

 

I have many souls appearing to me when I close my eyes,

Children, woman, goddess', wolf, Ganesh, one blue eye, lions and lioness

(faces of those I do not know) 

 

 

This is The Goddess Mother,

(maybe it was her - she does have a lion)

 

 

Very unusual  times we are in ...

Wondering what it all means...

(Me Too)

But, on the plus side I got the hummingbird feeder out today, planted some rescued plants, raked some leaves, cleaned and organized the kitchen, washed my bedding, got some junk out to the fire pit, all with some help ...

 

So I  PROCLAIM, 

 it was a

 Good day!!!!

 

XOXOXOXO

 

The last eclipse was hard on me...  this one coming up I am a bit leery of...

 

Although, in some respects,

 I feel all I have worked for is coming to fruition...

 

Like it's already here...

 

Hummmmmmmmmmm....

 

XOXO    LOVE    XOXO

-------------- * I READ THE NEWS TODAY * -------------------- Oh Boy...

 

for the title

(  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCUeia-nEio )

 

I know I write a lot about

PERSPECTIVE

 

I cannot help it,

Pluto is transiting my 9th house...

 

I read the headline news:

conspiracy theories...

 

http://msnvideo.msn.com/?channelindex=4&from=en-us_msnhp#/video/746d45a1-1f35-1fa1-b18d-abb932bc2acf

 

 

 

I have even seen this in the

"Ann Landers" advice columns...

 

There are so many spins on

the governments plots to

create martial law

(in the USA)

 

Disclosure of Aliens to the public...

(the reptilian breed that controls the earth)

 

Like "CONGO" we are watching you

 

Exposure of Greed, Abuse etc...

 

Some of these theories start out ok...

then go further and further...

which I call

(IF YOU GIVE A MOUSE A COOKIE SYNDROME)

 

the sad part is

they are probably right...

 

Humans are sheep,

especially the unawakened ones who drone on ...

 

My favorite scenario is the one my sons says,

 as a joke...

 

Aliens dropped off a few humans
 to mine for natural minerals.

back when Earth was the vacation spot of the universe
(A safari of sorts - A Wilderness Adventure)
 

they are coming back soon...

when they get here...

they are going to say..

 

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO THE PLACE?" 

 

It seems...
 the time draws near to a mass awakening....

 

Are you feeling extra sensitive since the last full moon on 4/25?

I AM

 

 

**** ^j^ SILENCE ^j^ ****

Happy Beltane Blessings
(to celebrate see: http://herbalmusings.com/beltane.htm)

Still in recovery from full moon...

 

Life is still spinning quickly by me...

 

Yes, I have been participating at

 "FULL THROTTLE"

 

Yet, I am strangely withdrawn

focused on the tasks at hand,

overwhelmed with the amount of crap I have to get done...

 

So I have become silent...

 

In my head I hear silence..

 

while the world spins out of control,

I focus on the now...

 

Yesterday, I became an:

 

WELCOME to the UNIVERSAL LIFE CHURCH MONASTERY This copy serves as your personal receipt only. This is a copy and not your legal document. Most counties require you to present a Letter of Good Standing, Wallet Card, or an Ordination Credential when registering with a county clerk in person. The receipt above only confirms that your personal information and ministerial standing has been recorded in the Church database. In many situations you MUST present a signed and stamped Official Ordination Credential which you'll need to order here. Most state and local authorities require a hard copy to verify your name, ordination date, and Seal of the Church.

 

"ORDAINED MINISTER"

(it was my Dad's 87th Anniversary of his Birth)

 

(Icouldn'thelpitmyPiscesSouthNode/Mercury/Chiron/Pallascouldnotresist)

and with Neptune there now - it was a given...

 

Now what to do with it?

 

Maybe I should re post my path document on this blog

(from my old blog)

 

We'll see - for now

 

XOXO  JUST FOCUS ON THE LIGHT   XOXO