***** What do you Value Most ****

What planet rules what you value the most?

Is it different for every sign?

Is it your moon - your feelings - that you mistake for what you value most?

Is it your Venus - your love, beauty attraction - that you mistake what your value most?

Can you forgive?

Do you have compassion?

Even when your worse triggers are activated...

Do you lash out?

Go within?

Throw a "Hissy fit"?

Live in your ego?

"SELF-DESTRUCT"

Look in the mirror

ARE YOU  PERFECT?

(nobody is - don't fool yourself)

What harm have you inflected on people, animals, society?

You are wounded,

"Dammit"

Heal yourself, 

Not through self- pity...

Not by reliving the past...

Don't compound the pain, 

Don't anesticize the pain....

Live it fully, and release it...

"Into an inanimate object"

LIVE IN YOUR HEART

Card for today:

From www.Colettebaronreid.com

Your chosen card for today

The Web Weaver

synchronicity, Divine intelligence, cause and effect

Ally

The Web Weaver rejoices that your creations are far reaching and have positive effects on the many. Every action, every thought, every word and deed, is woven into the web of creation. When the Web Weaver appears as your Ally, she grants you the way to others of like mind and intention and lets you know you’re not alone in your endeavors.

Just when you need to make a connection, like magic, synchronicity occurs. Music reverberates through the web and plays in harmony with your own. This is a sign to trust in the connectivity between all events. Magic is afoot for you!

If your query is about a relationship, the Web Weaver gives you assurance that meaningful coincidence comes through to give you reason to hope. Potential grows into reality with care and patience. Remember that the web reaches far and wide, and you’re only capable of perceiving a small part of it. Trust and pay attention to the patterns you see play out in your life. All things will be revealed through the web.

****** Projecting Neptune - The Great Dissolver ******

Having a Natal

  7th house Neptune

can be a challenge

(It takes many years to learn how to "work it")

 

I have survived much illusion net over the years

(or should I say disillusion)

It doesn't help that my Mercury is in Pisces and my Sun is in the 12th house

(Swimming in Spirit)

 

I am all Neptune/ all day

But this "hindrance" is actually one of my greatest gifts...

 when used for the light

 :)

Yes it can be scary,

because I can be somewhere like

"Disney World" 

And be drawn to the only person who is ready to punch someone out....

 

But I am like the pin that pops the balloon

Just by walking past them they explode

And they are better :)

A reader once told me

" I activate people just by walking by them at Wal-Mart"

(I didn't really understand - but I am beginning to now)

I project dissolution of obstacle, 

I project love and kindness,

I project "Most Benevolent Outcome"

"MBO"

People "poo-poo" me because I preach love

People "poo-poo" me because I preach forgiveness

People "poo-poo" me because I preach compassion

When in the end that is really all there is... 

"Control is an "Earth Game"

(I know we are on Earth - but do we have to be animals?)

NEPTUNE when used correctly can be a valuable tool from the Divine

****** ^^j^^ ****** Projecting Neptune Channel 24/7 ****** ^^j^^ ******

Let's see what the cards say for today:

(I project their meanings for the light too - MBO)

Well perseverance, celebration and having faith in life...

WELL, OK THAN...

xoxo Spreading the love today xoxo



{{{ Birds Again }}}

At my recent 

"Drum Circle Experience"

I was introduced to 

"Young Living Essential Oils"

I have used 

Plant oils

For awhile...

Lavender, rosemary, peppermint etc...

But I will agree that

YLEO

Are the highest grade of oils I have ever used.

As much as I try to not rely on 

"Earth Tools"

Crystals, oils, etc...

And only on spirit to guide me...

I am continuously brought back to earth tools?

Story time:

I was listening to a recorded show on the use of 

"Frankenscence"

Where the girl had a bird fly into her window, 

She went out and put a few drops of Frankenscence 

On. The bird, it recovered and flew away...

The next week I had a small ground finch fly into my window,

I followed suit with Frankenscence...

The little finch did recover from its "stunning" experience,

I said:

"I have done all I know fly away if you can"

And it did :)

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Today a Cardinal flew into my house, 

No Fankenscence for him, 

He was gone in an instant, to the other side.

Death is always a mystery to me...

A transition

What was his message?

To me the cardinal is the mother, 

Also associated with the patriarchy of society.

I wrapped up my little friend and laid him at the feet of my 

Blessed Mother Statue

^j^

Looking for answers,

When only time will tell

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxox ^j^ xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

So I pulled a few cards to clarify:

Moon - releasing fears and anxieties 

Death - (#13 Divine Feminine) transition

Star - Hope and inspiration 

"Release your fears to transition into HOPE"

Now that's a four letter word I can relate to :)

Christmas Visitors

I usually get Blue Jays, Cardinals, Sparrows, Ground finches, a few crows ( if I offer coconut cookies) 

A flock of blackbirds have found my bird feeders in the snowy Midwest...

Drum circle visions

I went to a drum circle, 

As you can see I am more of a 

"Doodler"

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Doodle

Than an artist

Yet, I keep trying :)

Xoxo

Xoxo The Journey to Mother xoxo

^*^ CHANGES in LIFE LIKE THE SEASONS ^*^

Can you feel the changes upon us?

Is it the just change of the seasons,

from summer into fall?

(soon into winter)

The dying of the old

Only to be re-birthed in the spring?

I have many minor changes occurring in my life.

Minor inconveniences, 

Broken phone, 

Broken plans, 

Last minute plans -  that turn out to be excellent...

Last week for the new moon solar eclipse

I was invited to a drumming circle 

I knew about this drumming circle for years

But I always "resisted" going... 

I needed to grow into my soul,

 to attend this profound group of women

And journey to the underworld to heal...

my old group of wise women

 are all going their own way...

I guess it was time...

but I hold on to things/people - forever....

It was a wonderful journey through the. Meadow, 

Into the Forrest,

 into Mother Earth herself...

and then she took me to the stars

******

Many ancestors, guides and souls came with us, 

We were well supported in our journey.

I am letting go of the things,

 I can no longer control

Release , surrender, forgive...

Some days are harder than others...

But in love,

 all things are possible

Xoxo

With love,

 all things are possible...

See I guess I am not 

"Failing the Enlightenment Test"

I am burning off the fluff, 

The fire of my soul... 

Burns like a purifying flame on my life...

Not quitting my day job

 xoxo

Doubling down for the winter

Xoxox

XOXO   Practicing the Art of Self Compassion   XOXO

Blessings to you... 

May you find peace, joy and light on Earth School

(November 8, 2013 )

* ^j^ * Failing the Enlightenment Test * ^j^ *

So as I sit here contemplating my life,

(10/29/13)

or should I say lack of life.
(Transiting Jupiter 20 degrees on my natal moon) 

Still smarting from the continued lashing of Scorpio,  

through my 7th house...

Unfortunately I have once again built my life,

on a "Weak Foundation"

It is not a satisfying life...

I am

"Failing the Enlightenment Test"...

I am much better as the vain, shallow, self destructive, woman....

But how do you let go?...

I think I have asked this question before...

And now here I am asking that same question again...

See...

 I am

 "Failing the Enlightenment Test"...

Everyone is aggravating the

 fuck out of me

Lying to me,

 avoiding me,

 running with scissors,

 losing their jobs,

 punching themselves in the head,

 having fun....

 But not me..

I think I am going to have to quit my day job

 and find a new one...

Far, far away...

What do you do when your employer has to be reminded to pay you?

When you speak people don't listen,

 or get mad that you have the nerve to think of something besides them?

I was told  things will be better,

 by next summer...

Ha - by the looks of things  - we'll see

It is funny when everyone who points at you and calls you selfish...

Has more stuff...

Money...

Fun... 

While you sit there feeling like you have 

"Failed the Enlightenment Test "

May you find peace and knowledge during your term at earth school my friends

P.S. I know the pity pot is not a pretty spot...

Are you passing the

"ENLIGHTENMENT TEST"

(from: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/enlightenment)

en·light·en·ment

noun \in-ˈlī-t^ən-mənt, en-\

: the state of having knowledge or understanding : the act of giving someone knowledge or understanding
the Enlightenment : a movement of the 18th century that stressed the belief that science and logic give people more knowledge and understanding than tradition and religion

Buddhism : a final spiritual state marked by the absence of desire or suffering

Xoxo

*** Scorpio Cancer Pisces - this morning I was drowning in water

So grieving the loss of "Tom Tom"

The spewing of frustration from relatives

The injustices of the spying of the NSA

The peril of Dolphins and Whales, 

What can I - Do to help?

I have no money to help....

So I pray, 

But like everyone who prays and questions...
 

You wonder,
"Does it help"?

Yes, the "god" people always say "yes"...

I have felt a small tinges of  

Dare I say it,

"HOPE"

I think the "HOPE" will come, 

For the people, animals, earth, fish, & sea mammals

The "HOPE" will come when enough people wake up...

Today was family rough,

Faith rough, 

I had to take the day off.. 

I could not "tune in" today, 

Some yoga, some TV

Some meditation

You cannot,

I cannot,

Be "on" all the time...

We must all find a better way,
"TO BE"

I know people will argue, 

But really, 

If it's not hurting someone else

(Such as the dark arts)
 

All religion is the same... 

Some have a broader viewpoint and some a narrower one.

If you think only "yours" gets the golden ticket,
 you are sadly mistaken..

Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me...

I am sick of being bombarded with unenlightened bullshit...

I guess today is just to watery.

Peace be with you 

(written Friday 10/25/13)

#%#% TAROT CaRDS

 

Most days I pull tarot cards from different decks

 I have either as an app on my IPAD

( Healing Angels, Map, HON, Power Animals, Lenormand, Beautiful Tarot)

Or real cards that I own

( Mermaids, Fairies, Unicorns, Avalon, Hidden Realms, Blue Owl, Raphael, Angels)

The one thing about reading cards,

is you have to know they are speaking to you, 

(Unless of course you are reading for someone else...)

If you pull cards daily for intention...

Focus for the day

( you know living in the present ) 

There are some questions the cards will not answer

( at least for me)

As stated on a previous blog...

 I keep getting the Hermit card

Again today..

You got to love Scorpio season - when your ascendant is in Taurus

So cards the cards I pulled for 10/09

So I am thinking WTF, is my IPAD upside down!

 nope...

So then I ask for clarification

(meaning: inner work is being hampered by wishful thinking - so I am stuck waiting)

 

Wow - that's not much better I have been seeing 5 of cups a lot too.

(meaning: a direction change due to loss and illusions)

hummmm... still not clear, the cards are just messing with me :)

(meaning: be resourceful with an aggressive person and focus on the good, no matter how small)

 

Finally  I give up - 

Am I going to die by 12/31/13?



(sudden change, loss, good-bye - moving inward)

Whenever I asked the cards stupid questions they always are smart-asses :)

 

Ha ha very funny..

 Cards...

Jeez putting them away now...

 

I use this card spread as an example

 of our egos

and

our limited ability to comprehend

 the big picture.

(Jupiter in Aqua - Hello)

 

Today

10/10

during meditation,

(I am on day two Deepak's free two weeks)

(www.mentorschannel.com)

 

We connected to the universe....

with tears streaming down my face,

I realized how scared earth is now

how much fear and suffering is in this

"earth school classroom"

or

is it in me?

 

My 7th House Neptune,

 mirroring back to the world my own

 fears and suffering...

 

or is it both....

 

I don't know

I am clearly either

very delusional today

or

very right on.....

 

very, very, very

 

xoxo     praying for enlightenment on our journey    xoxo

*** ^^j^^ Spell Braiding for a Great Day

 

As you can see the cards still say...

 

"Lay Low"

for this new moon in my opposite sign

 

So I thought I would share a few lessons

on color, light, intention

 

Me and "Baby Fishy" were so crabby on this rainy

Thursday morning...

 

(A friend of mine was laid to rest today and I could not go and say good-bye to her human body)

(But I did wish her soul a safe journey and send comfort to her family)

 

Back to me and baby fishy...

crying for candy at 8 am

you know it's going to be a rough day...

 

so we got cleaned up,

and spell braided our hair

with color and light

anointed our palms with

peace and joy oil...

 

As I was spell braiding her hair 

I had flash backs to ancient lives we had together

where we would spell braid each others hair

 

in Egyptian times calling on Isis,

or in Greece calling on Athena....

but now we see

 it is all "in" the intention

( the call to/for the energy )

 

 

we blend all light processes together

using color,

 calling on

Goddesses, Saints, Angels, Buddhas, Marys, Jesus'

(all light deities)

"ASCENDED MASTERS"

while chanting

"Om Mani Pad Me Hum"

 

clearing our energy bodies for another day at earth school...

 

How to spell braid your hair:

I use tiny little colored rubber bands,

coordinating those colors to the chakras

and the light beings that shine those colors,,,

to make it easy

(see small outline below - add your own favorites)

with each weave of the braid you can

call on your Deity,

recite a prayer,

invoke the light of that braid...

 

wrapping yourself in light and protection

over and over

until completed...

 

**** ^^^j^^^ IN LIGHT AND PROTECTION ^^^j^^^ ***

 

PS: the day did clear up and the Sun came out to play xoxo

 

 

SMALL OUTLINE OF COLORS

Red - Root Chakra - grounding

Orange - Sacral Chakra - Abundance

Yellow - Solar Plexus Chakra - Self-Confidence

(also golden light of creator - think thick golden honey)

Green/Pink - Heart Chakra - Love

Blue - Throat Chakra - Your Voice

Indigo - 3rd eye Chakra - Intuition

Violet - Crown Chakra - top of the head - your connection to the universe

(your heart chakra can also connect you to the universal flow of love)

 

 



********* Saturn in Scorpio - Relationships ***********

Having a 12th house

 Sun and Venus

 

I have always been able to comfort the sick

 

shore up or have fun with the addicts

 

My Mercury is in Pisces

(I spent most of my life believing I was more Pisces than Aries)

 

until an astrologer told me 

 "that's because you think like a Pisces"

(Mercury is how you think)

 

the only way I have found my true strength is in being a mother...

(an autonomous job of love and support)

 

or in a job in which I can wheel power and compassion..

(but the corporate banking world hates the "C" word)

 

but in my closest relationships and friendships

I have always been like a

 

"Companion Animal"

 

I am great company,

I know how to behave in public,

You can take out all your frustrations on me,

(energy vampires used to love me)

(not so much anymore)

 

I can process your energy and make you feel better...

 

But what does that do to me?

 

I have a feeling this Saturn Season is going to show me...

(and the rest of the world some TRUTHS)

 

I guess we will see where it leads...

 

xoxo Sending and Receiving light daily xoxo

 

Cards for Scorpio Season:
(IPAD App Beautiful Tarot)

 

for those that need help with tarot...
(a good resource is http://learntarot.com/p3.htm)

the time is not for reaction, but careful planning, for a later delayed reward...

That is Saturn for you :)

"Keep On Keeping On, My Friends"

Namaste

*** ^^^j^^^ *** Resources for the Evolving Masses - Receiving from the Universe

Being a vegetarian... 

Earth sensitive

 

My main focus is ascension, astrology and yoga

 

" ENLIGHTENMENT "

 

I like to share with you a program I heard about last night on

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/starseed-radio-academy/2013/09/24/pleiadian-ambassador-christine-day?utm_source=BTRemail&utm_medium=ShowReminder

Their guest was Christine day... 

(http://www.christinedayonline.com/

Whom I happen to love already

There is a way to bring in extra light - manna :)

I have heard other light workers speak of this ability, 

Meg Benedict does this also,

(http://www.newearthevolution.com)

 

not in the same way but being feed by the universe

all your vehicle/body needs...

 

I believe it is an meditative intention, of sorts ...

(I have not studied this yet)

 

Like anything else, 

Once something is brought to our attention

We can then set the intention to open up to it and receive.

 

 

^^j^^ Blessings to you on this "rough" energy week ^^j^^

 

 

SET YOUR NEW MOON INTENTIONS

 

EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR

 

PEACE WITHIN

 

 

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

**** Indians ****

I was honored with a reading request last week...

Normally I do not do these,

 but I was feeling adventurous so I went out into the world :)

We talked a lot about the principals of life, earth, light.

 I did a cursory astrology reading - just planets 

but I did give her the printout from my software for her to read later. 

I did a 12 card spread for her using CBR

"Avalon" and "Hidden Realm" decks 

and finished with a line of "Mermaids". 

"She is being guided to dig up an Indian camp on the back of her property. 

 She has unearthed the stones for their oven, another spot where she said they cleaned their deer... She showed me all these stones she says we're their tools. 

 But the funny thing is, I did not feel anything... It was not my message to give. 

 They were showing her, her ancestors, the ancestors of the property, her guides.

 She was the vessel - paying me to tell her... 

What she already knows, it is her journey...

 Maybe it's just to remember... 

Awaken :)."

 

 Truthfully, I think she was remembering her own past life, maybe even on that land. 

 To me they looked like rocks, 

but she saw the use of them. 

 That they were hand tools.

 At one time while sitting and speaking with her, 

she switched 

(just for an instant into a squatting Indian woman in front of me). 

 Herself/soul or a guide protecting her I am not sure. 

 But I was honored to see another layer.

 

 Energy work is exhausting to me...

 Give me your checkbook and bank statements and

 I can balance your acct perfectly back as far as you want...

  (Maybe b/c of my Mercury in Pisces ...

 Or maybe b/c it's my SN....)

 

 I am not really sure I am suppose to be doing this kind of work.

  I did not even go into my healing work with them,

 I don't know why I just spaced it.

  I am too sensitive to the parasitic nature of 

"Earth" ,

 yet I want everyone to thrive...

 

 The "Mary Squires Treatment" requires more than one session LOL...

  ( Like in my post about the Healing of Tom Tom...  )

I think I am going to have to get a full reading for myself one of these days,

 now I actually have some questions to ask :)

 

Credits to decks used...