Do you see spots?

At night when all is quiet and I am watching TV,  I can see spots all over my room - it's like 5D earth is bleeding through - can anyone say AMEN... Finally

So much is going on - triggers, habits, reactions...  clues to what will be, releasing of the past...  I really do not recommend living with two people in your opposite sign - I am aggravating the crap out of them and myself at the same time.  LOL

Back to my posting about the goat - for those few who actually follow along - lol - comments are welcome - I know I said this was for me and it still is - but I am willing to accept comments.

OK, back to the goat - ha ha - I do believe it was now a "Fox", because yesterday when I was watching my three deer eat in my front yard - what do I see trotting across the street quickly, quietly - a fox!!!!  Now I know if I see an animal bringing me a message from nature and I do not get it right the first time - nature is patient with me and lets me see it again.  This is something I have asked for - that all messages get to me, no matter how many times I have to see the sign....  Just give me a sign....  LOL  So off I went to my "Ted Andrews - Animal Speak" book and lo and behold "the fox is "MERLIN"  hahahahaha....  how synchronistic is that - my new cat that is a in-again out- again cat has the exact same name - Merlin!!!!  The fox and Merlin are very close and Merlin used a lot of foxes magic when doing his work undercover.  I was amazed at the message this little fox was bringing me about blending in to do my best work and not being the "squeaky" wheel.  How Merlin was not even known by the people of his time - which also says alot about my life theme with the sun in my 12th house of all that is hidden.  So thank you Merlin (the man and the cat) for your friendship and teachings.
 I am sorry I thought you were a goat - LOL

Mars in Virgo - Trine Jupiter in Taurus and Pluto goes direct

Today Mars in Virgo trine Jupiter in Taurus - Pluto direct - grand trine in earth - rapid manifestations!!!!  Focus on the life you want - Partial Solar eclipse next week in Sag - new moon eclipse - what will I intend?  I am not sure - I think I will just intend "Thy will be Done" - I surrender - not giving up just seeing where spirit takes me without my ego dictating the terms. 
Eclipse - great blog - Sag is your Angel: http://moonplutoastrology.wordpress.com
Mars in Virgo Blog post:
http://soulgarden.me/group/state-of-iam-aries/forum/topic/show?id=2259039%3ATopic%3A940295&xg_source=msg


Now Mars in Virgo - argh -  is what I keep thinking, too much work, too much cleaning, too many details - but I know I will be better for it.  Learning where I need to take better care of myself.  My natal Virgo is in my 5th house of fun - so is my north node - ha ha evidently I need this but I really do not know how to have fun - I have been programed by my cancer moon to think fun is taking care of your family and my Aries sun marches on, while my Taurus rising sign keeps whining "I want nice things"  LOL  Here's to moving forward with grace and love xoxo


I know Mars is energy and motion while Virgo is the details.  Jupiter is expansion and Taurus is earth; Pluto is death (which I pulled the death card today on Colette's site - spooky - http://www.colettebaronreid.com) and Capricorn is business - what does all this mean - for me - not sure yet.  For earth, good things and forward progress, bumpy at times but in the right direction for evolution of the barbaric human species.  Yes I said barbaric - people abusing people, animals, the land, the water, the sky - it sickens me when I turn my focus to these atrocities.  I can barely watch any TV anymore except fairy tales - only the light, focus on bringing this world into 5D light <3

Was that A Goat?

Yesterday as I took the dogs out, listening to "brother wind" while meandering through the yard at my job - out of the corner of my eye I swear I saw a goat in my daughters back yard - jump into the weeds- hummmmm.... interesting.

  Well my family drama has subsided a bit thanks to my Reiki sisters and my circle of light.  But what came from this - an idea for a tattoo for one of my housemates - his idea not mine:

actually two wings on his upper arm wrapping around his shoulder...  Very interesting .....  if you know the story of the Valkyrie it says quite a bit about this sudden desire to transform.  Whew I was thinking I was losing him to the darkness - but the LIGHT is still very strong in this young "Jedi Warrior" xoxoxo

Blessings and Surrender

As above - so below

Can You Hear it?

I am definitely, definitely (rain man - LOL) tuning into a higher sound wave since 11.11.11.  I could hear a mumble from the collective consciousness before but now my antenna is way - I say way- out there.  I am singing songs I haven't heard for ever - hearing choirs of angels singing - hearing grumbling - sometimes it's so loud I cannot hear a person speaking to me in the same room.  Now I am not sure if it is because they are speaking at a different vibration then I am listening or what???  It is "Wonky" (my new word since 11.11)  the world has gone "WONKY" in a good kind of way and I do not want it to stop.  I am wondering if anyone else is noticing this crazy undercurrent of constant chatter - if they are aware of it- maybe it's me, or maybe it's memorex- ha ha - OK, I admit I am wonky today - speeding through my mind - yet still moving in slow 3D earth motion.  Whatever.....  I am riding this one for a while and loving it.  I know the babies I spend the most time with are feeling it too - they draw it out, cry it out, snuggle it out - I believe they have a better handle on it than grown ups. 
Blessings, blessings, blessings for all unity consciousness is upon us and thank God!!!!

11.11.11 energy part 2

It seems this energy is not for the faint of heart.  I sent out an Reiki S.O.S. call yesterday after dealing with a person in my life who was out of control.  This person is better today - but I have heard other people who are having psychotic breaks with this energy - it is so expanding that those not able to process this vibration are getting lost.  So if anyone you love is experiencing these extreme reactions - send them grounding energy, cut all their cords of fear and love them even more than you already do - xoxox

On another note - this energy is also triggering all your wounds - I know that as I have quite a few of mine triggered - LOL  Receiving - over and over I say I am open to receive - but I still have a hard time with this "receive".  I can take and I can give but passive receiving is hard.  I realized this when my friend gave me 2 beautiful pictures she painted - they are awesome but I have a hard time telling someone how great there are - it's like I was caught off guard - I then think "why can't I just say Thank you"  words seem so small when given a gift of such beauty - OK, I found another wound time to heal it - Thank you Dorie, again xoxoxo.  Here are her beautiful angel pictures:

X Marks the Spot

As I took the dogs out at my job (hehe) one day I looked up and saw this sight in the sky.  A giant "X" over the house.  This was strange and I thought what could it mean - we are marked somehow????  Not long after that my granddaughter told me she was abducted by aliens from the downstairs bathroom - but she is OK now - I simply replied that explains a lot.  Are we some kind of experiment?  Is our bloodline that we must bring society further along it's evolutionary path?  Can we prosper in this world and really move into a 5D earth?  So many questions, fears, abuses on earth and her inhabitants, all I can do is stand here and be a witness and offer love, prayers and positive intentions - "thy will be done"  - but it is hard....  I am an Aries and my ego is strong and wants to take charge - fix everything so it's right...  Show me "The Way"....

11.11.11

Well the door has opened - or was it open all along.  As I mentioned before I live with 2 Libra's - one has an addiction to "Money" and the other one has an addiction to "alcohol".  I am also an addicted personality - so this is very difficult to watch play out in front of my eyes.  I am always propping up those around me and when I get to burnt out I fall to their level - Can you say Co-dependant?  I really need to ascend and let these people grow up - but when you love someone it is hard to let them fall - but you must or you will never grow either.  I really do not know how to do this - but I will go soak in the tub and turn it over - HOPE is all I have at this point.  xoxo Blessings to my circle of light that keeps me going on these dark days xoxo