Chomping at the Bit

Do you feel like you are at an important point in your journey?  Are you ready to step of that cliff and fly?  I am more than ready to fly.  It seems now that Mercury is stationed direct and has moved to 3 degrees Sag - I am anxious to roam free - feeling that Sag energy for sure!!!!  My Moon and Chiron are both at 1:11 degrees today in Leo and Pisces....  that's gotta mean something !!!!  But no - maybe it is the asteroid "Mary - (#2779)" transiting my 10th house of fame and fortune - at 15 degrees Capricorn.  Who knows? Did you ever look up the asteroid that has your name - it's pretty cool - mine was named in 1981 - so that was the year I turned 20.   Look on www.astro.com - extended charts - name look up - pretty cool.  If you need more clarification - I will help you - leave a comment below :)

I attended an energy meditation - via the web on 12/12/11 - it was awesome - we opened the 12 portals and brought in energy through all 12 portals into mother earth - it was an awesome experience.  When it was over I was very dizzy and I have not had that much ambition since then.  But I can say that the 11.11 activations are working and the 12.12 wave we just experienced was exhilarating.  We actually seeded our 2012 intentions into that wave - of universal love - some people said theirs out loud and some did not - mostly love-healing for our earth/water/animals/political systems/humans/connection to all.  I did not say mine out loud - because of course I am looking for abundance to travel, fix up my house, move on the the next whatever I am suppose to be doing.  Of course I want all the things said out loud and on a more personal note the things whispered in my head too xoxo   For more info on that   http://www.newearthevolution.com/

I am feeling stuck - maybe I should monetize my blog - I need to get to the future "me"....  I know remember - it's the journey...  But couldn't I just run a little?  Skip?  Gallop?  Oh - Oh back to Sag I go.  I guess I am still at the chop wood, carry water till Jupiter goes direct on Christmas day.

As you can see from my blog today the energies are still wonky - choppy - unable to hold thoughts and form cohesive sentences - ha ha I guess I will have to chomp at the bit a bit longer till I can stabilize my energy and thoughts.  Then - you better look out - cause I'm ready to come thundering out of the gate and run around the track for a while...  xoxo

What's your Frequencey?

Right now - I am listening to Tom Kenyon's vibrational tuning - pituitary, pineal and heart along with a chant  - he offers them all for free at: www.tomkenyon.com.  My granddaughters have grown up listening to toning and meditation songs as they are with me during the day - so it should not surprise me when I see her "Om - ing"  along with the music.  So last week me n "Maui" were om-ing to a Pleiadian tools blogtalk radio show when her Daddy walks in - just a small smile and off about his business he goes.  We are all one -

Feeling emotional?  Well, it's the full moon eclipse at 18 degrees Gemini  -  it's falling in my 2nd house of possessions/money/ wahhhhh.   I am fighting with my ego on this one and every card I pull says I am thinking wrong....   Wishful thinking I guess - I do not know why humans are delivered to earth with an ego if we are not suppose to use it - LOL  We are suppose to transcend our ego's - and then what will be - will be - it reminds me of that scene in pretty woman when "Edward" tells "Vivian" do not answer the phone - she says OK - he calls back - she answers the phone - He said "I told you not to answer the Phone" she say "Then quit calling me!!!!"   That's how I feel - the universe keeps calling me - travel, adventure, dreams realized, a pair of Louboutins and the list goes on.....  Am I not allowed to have those things and be a helper of the people - can't I help people well dressed and well traveled - evidently not.  WHY NOT ??????   I guess I do not know the secret formula or want it bad enough to focus hard enough - an astrologer would say too many trines makes you lazy....  But I do more than most people do - just because I make it look easy - doesn't mean it is.  I certainly hope the next step is shown soon - I know, I know it is here already I just can't see it - time for more chanting - mercury retrograde is over soon - Thank God....  Uranus retrograde is over tomorrow (10th) kinda scary but thank god anyways - all planet in forward motion by Christmas - YAY!!!!  Then maybe I can also move forward....

In closing,  I really wanna go somewhere fun - like Egypt with http://www.pyramidcode.com or Machu Picchu, or the "Avalon Tour" or "Eat Pray Love" tour - so basically a spiritual tour - where like minded people who are on the enlightened path go - yet as I say this- I am nervous, because while I was listening to one of my favorite shows on blogtalk radio about Egypt - the chat room was ridiculing  another light worker who is not like them - which I find very distasteful - because we are all one and I happen to like both.  So mind your manners - work on your own issues - because if you ever met her you would see she really does talk to angels...  and so can you!!!!     xoxo

Everyone has their own path - honor yours and theirs...

Deep thinking in the shower - must be Sag in my 9th

Last night while showering - I know I am usually a bath person but I was too tired and just wanted to jump into bed clean for yoga on Thurs - haha  It see  ...  now it's almost a week later and i am still mulling over this deep thinking topic and not any closer to resolution.  Considering I live with an "Angel", a "God" and the "Greatest Wizard" you would think I would be able to channel their wisdom - but maybe I never really asked the right questions before.
This is what Sag is all about - the questions to what you believe.
I think why do children die?
Why are we so cruel to animals?
Why are we sheep on this Earth?  I believe most people who work for greedy corporations are trying to do a good job - but bound by "their" rules for survival.  It's so sad - that life mimics the matrix on so many levels....  Your taught you cannot have nice things unless your part of the system...  WHAT HAPPENED?  I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ONE !!!! But sooner or later "they" are going to tell you to sell out - just a little piece at first - than a bigger piece - till all you have left is fear of losing your job - then they got you - Your Fired - hahahaha  or if your lucky you wake up and say I quit <3

In watching this video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmMNlmn1DPc&feature=related), death, sickness and illness are a morbid hobby of this healer - to heal, to cure, Reiki, massage, thoughts, affirmations, or traditional medicine of drugs, surgery, therapy.....   I have a relative with cancer at the moment not the first we have had - he has a very bad kind and I think -"what would I do if it was me?"  I would go see John of God - I would go to china and let them heal me - but why, why, why do we have to get old, why do we have to die???  Isn't it kind of selfish to die - leaving your family - is your work done here?   Are we really that primitive of a species that we must die to inspire others around us - to compel them forward in their lives and their souls evolution???

Is this what "Earth School" is all about -  thrusting the soul forward - compressing, suffocation, till we become the shiny diamond - being a carbon based life form - maybe we are all just diamonds in the rough...

let go - a time to slow down

I have seen "the mustard seed" reference 2 times between yesterday and this morning:
1/ http://ellenwhitehurst.tumblr.com/
2/http://youtu.be/FL7DWPhNWzQ

This seems to be the theme of the week leading up to the eclipse on Saturday - have faith, clean your house - physically, mentally and spiritually.  It seems to be a necessary let down of energy from the 11.11 high we were riding for the last month.  I know 11.11 came and then we all felt like the day after Christmas - a big let down.  Some of us were able to keep riding that high for a while longer - but eventually we all must re-land on planet earth.  As Colette (http://www.colettebaronreid.com) says it's time to chop wood and carry water.....  we have to do the mundane, take care of our lives here on earth.

So yes - some days we have to work at being happy - I tend to torture myself with videos on FB or You Tube showing the atrocities of the world - mostly against the animals on this planet.  My stance is that of a witness - and someone who begs the universe to make it stop.  I thank all the animals for their great sacrifice to come here and teach us how to be compassionate.  Maybe it's a sideways way of making myself cry and cleansing my spirit.  I am a tender soul - although most people who know me may not think so - I am strong, resilient - but that does not make me not feel.  I do feel but sometimes I can only let in so much before it is too much - so as usual I seem to be rambling - I need to find a great astrology course to take with a group that I can talk with.  I find I learn the most when I am able to discuss astrology (or whatever I am learning) with people - hear their views - form my own opinions - test theories etc...

OK - let go and let god - I have faith and will do the mustard seed mantra -
 I have to say - Ellen's writings/mantra's/spells whatever you want to call them work more often than not - I did a Buddha one last November for healing and it was so great even my yoga teacher noticed how much my shoulders released - it was a true healing during a dream...  From that time I have asked Buddha to stay in my circle of light ...  with gratitude  xoxo

OK, enough for Monday - remember to clear your chakras, spin out your aura - (33 times if you can), clean up your inside and outside - love yourself - xoxo

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The time between the eclipses - evolve or die

I read many blogs - astrology, reiki, healing, channeling - always blogs of higher consciousness - increased frequencies, uplifting human experiences.  Sometime these experiences come in forms of struggle - we are all human - I write about all my many, many questions to the universe.  Question  myself - constantly - until I give up and just say "I surrender to my highest good"  You see I have Virgo in my 5th house of fun - jeez Mr Details is running my fun - LOL  it figures - in layman's terms I over think everything.

Now I just started reading a new blog yesterday and today she seems to be having a crisis of faith :


http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG127nov29.html


I am not judging her as we have all been there - just sending her love for being courageous enough to write about it - to fight with "White Cloud"  to feel his immense love for her.  It is very humbling to witness a persons vulnerability and send it love, resolution, openness to what still may be.  I know she is hurting - her ego, her feelings, where is this coming from - has she absorbed someone elses negativity towards her work - I send her unconditional surrendering love - she will find her way back.

Focus - perception - a person sees/experiences what she focus' on - the world can fall apart but if you surround yourself with the light, higher frequencies of people, uplifting tonal music, you can bear witness to the inequities of the world but you do not have to live there.  Send them light - golden light for their highest good - but do not go on vacation to their place.  Surround yourself with higher vibrational information - if you cannot find any make your own - sing to your angels, your soul, your guides, the planets, the universe, and of course all the elements of earth wind, rain, water, gaia, birds, trees, animals and your fellow humans.

Fellow astrologer - Divine Harmony (she is much more evolved than I am ) noted in her weekly astrology blog this time between eclipses and with Saturn aspects occurring you must evolve or die - paraphrasing of course - ha ha  (here is DH Blog: http://www.divineharmony.org/cosmic-insight/astrology-blog/388-evolution-is-where-its-at )  Always useful divine feminine info in DH blog - xoxo

I am choosing to focus on evolution .... 

How Does it Work???

In checking my daily facebook page - I see "Colombia Killing the Homeless" (http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/colombia-stop-murdering-the-homeless-in-the-name-of-social-cleansing)
of course I signed the petition - but when it came time to add a comment I could not come up with a valid comment...
  My brain was screaming things like
"I never asked to be born"
 "Forgiveness"
"What you do to others will come back to you 10x's",
 "You are your brothers keeper"  ...  
I think what is my role in the world - I sign a petition and add my intention to those who have signed before me - do we make a difference?
 Or is it some big marketing scheme to get to know my views?
 - maybe everything that happens is just to get a reaction........
--- To see if we are awake. ---
 Well, I am awake and overwhelmed by the barbaric, violent, inhuman way we treat each other, the animals, the planet and ourselves.

"The temple of the creator lies within you"  

My brain says 'Do not judge - good or bad" ...
 but who will speak for these souls?????
 Am I too sensitive??? - yes I am - is that bad????
What can I do to constructively change things to a more loving conscious earth experience???
  TV shows killing animals, crocodiles, whales, peoples blood lust for death.
 How much easier is the dark????
  Is it the density of 3D earth that allows the darkness such a hold???
Is this really the HELL that the bible speaks of - a human existence - I do not believe that is true for me.  But I do not know about others - maybe....

What brave souls chose to come to this beautiful  planet  -
I do not have it figured out  -
so for now
 I am just sending divine light......


and awaiting further instructions from the universe xoxoxo

5D energy "Creative elixir of the Universe"

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M E S

Just back from Walmart - they have marshmallows in peppermint, chocolate, rainbow colors - may I make a suggestion for the Holiday Season - "Brown Sugar Marshmallows"

 for cooking - think of all the things you could make with "Brown Sugar Marshmallows"

Now these small things I may manifest for myself - (like lace-up jeans), are just cool things I wish I had.  Like I told my friends a few years

ago - I am a muse - and sometimes amusing - LOL  I can come up with ideas of things I would like put them out there and poof - the universe

 delivers - sometimes I say oh no not like that, maybe a little more of this and a little less of that - but alterations are always possible once

 the original is made somewhere. 

 We are back to the "Law of Attraction" or "Being the vibration/frequency" , it is so simple it is hard!!!!  It is Focus and Faith -

 If you focus on the good and the love in the world, you will see more of it <3  The same is true of the darkness -

I used to be obsessed (before I learned) with the battle of good and evil, dark and light, god and the devil. 

 Being raised a catholic - new testament catholic - where god is loving and not so vengeful LOL, I found it oh so

interesting to see how people reacted to the  darkness in their lives.  You see we all suffer from "separation" from creator

the moment we are born - some call it original sin - I do not buy that - we came here to bring the creator to "Earth" to make it

better - lighter - more LOVE - less war.   

So this Thanksgiving - honor the creator inside you -

it lives in your heart chakra, balance yourself,

breathe in and out 3 deep breaths repeating the word L-O-V-E with each breath -

stand in the kitchen and spin counter-clockwise 33 times to blow out your aura -

take a salt bath - show the world your "Shiney" self of love and be thankful for all you have - if you think you have nothing think again - .  

Can u read this?  you have eyes to see the beauty of earth,

 I could go on but I think you get it - gratitude.  Every time I put four "!!!!" after a sentence it's to thank my angels,

every time I use three of anything it is to thank all my ancestors and ascended masters, 15/6 grapes for love -

 I make every action I take for myself and the world an intentional action of love, grace and Thanksgiving...