----the energy - transforms us----

"Waiting in the wings tomorrow is not only a Sun-Uranus battle, but Venus opposing Pluto and squaring Uranus while Mars and Saturn form their first conjunction since July 31, 2010. Ouch! The fear factor is about to get hot and heavy as Tuesday morphs into Wednesday." 

( From Daily Cosmic calender - Astrology.com)

  For three days now I have had a pair of hawks calling me outside my window - I do not know what their message is but their cries pierce my soul and put my nerves on edge - 

Last evening I heard them calling 

 I went out on the front porch

I told them this is a no hunting zone!

 I honor your presence and accept your message 

- as I looked to the western sky

 I heard "First Contact"

This morning the hawks cries woke me up

I actually went outside to see what the fuss was about

 and they flew away...

The leaves outside my window wave to me this morning....   My tree friends are with me....

I must let my brain rest so I can receive the messages

Time for Water Immersion....

xoxo Blessing of the 4 Directions xoxo

????Owning The Rain????

I saw this link on FB...

Collecting rainwater now illegal in many states as Big Government claims ownership over our water

http://www.naturalnews.com/029286_rainwa...

How does this make you feel???

I read about Big Corporations going into other countries and buying the water rights...

(stealing the a=water from the natives)

But who could own the "RAIN" ?

Somehow this sparks my Rebel/Indian/Revolutionary

 aspects in my

"Human DNA"...

Today I must not understand the lesson of "Earth School"

I am sure it must be close to how the Indians felt when the settlers came and said they own the land....

Whew - this ride is bumpy today...

We pray for rain - and then "they" say it does not belong to us?

That is true - it belongs to all living creatures that require water to survive.

xoxo   sending you water xoxo

The elixir of life - May it always "Be"

$$$$ TIME IS MONEY ??? NOOOOOOO ###

I got an email that said "What would you do with $86,400.00 a daily?"

(It was from IVillage.com and was attached to a daily dream decoder message)

Well of course they were implying time is money on "earth"  and how everyone wastes time and only values money....

(60 seconds per minute times 60 minutes per hour times 24 hours in a day = 86,400)
xoxo I could sure use some of that hard earned time now! xoxo

HOW ABOUT YOU?

Do you waste time?

(yeppers - who doesn't)

Do you over value money???

(I don't think I do - maybe just the things I can "do" if I have $$$)

Today - 34 years ago I got married...

This is what I got for an anniversary present:

Yeppers again,  a cracked windshield :- ( 

Who would of thought that sitting in the passenger seat one could not punch the windshield without breaking it????

So, what is my reaction to this affront to my "black beauty"????

Well,

 First of all - you have to get out of my car and walk home...

Second, you have to fix it ...

and...

Third, I went and bought lotto tickets for all the drawings today....

I know 

ITS A CURSE

to be

FOREVER THE OPTIMIST

Hope your transits are gonna be better than mine

(Mars heading up to meet Saturn this week in Libra - argh...)

xoxoxoxoxox

Love and Blessings

I seem to be such an agitator of the unawakened :(

****Jumpy **** Sensitive **** Bats and Loons****

What I did on my Summer Vacation :)

Enlightening animal shamans who came to me ...

Bats

(transition and initiation)

Frog

(transformation through water and sound)

Deer

(Gentle luring to New Adventure)

hundreds of yellow Butterflies

(Transmutation - 3rd chakra - self)

Eagle

(Illumination of Spirit, Healing and Creation)

Red-tailed Hawk

(visionary messenger - pay attention a message is coming)

Porcupine

(renewed sense of wonder)

Swallows

(Protection and Warmth for the Home and Proper Perspective)

dozens of Crows/Ravens

(Magic, shape shifting and Creation)

the sweet song of the Loons every night and their silly antics on the lake during the day.

(Lucid dreaming and re-awakening of old hopes)

Druid/Shaman/Me

Being of an elemental nature...  it is nature that speaks to me in a way I can understand..  yes I would love  angels to present themselves to me - but it is animals that come to me.  They are my angels, messengers of the divine beings who watch over the mortals on this plane of existence.

So I take their messages in stride and send them love for their work here - their energy is pure...  It sometimes scares me, a small screech owl I met and what it saw in me. 

I have been very jumpy lately- all this sensitive "Cancer" energy around us activating my moon.  Now Venus is there in the water where I am at home - dwelling in the liquid energy of life.

Sending you love - always and forever

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

NOTE: reference Animal Speak by Ted Andrews - all animal/insect/reptile/bird meanings ...

*** HOW DO YOU COPE ***

Can you feel the changes and the fear on "Earth-school" ?

(the mortals are running scared)

How do you deal with it???

(personally I smoke too many cigarettes, but I also play meditation music, do yoga, walk the dog, breathe)

Do you hoard money/belongings/food???

(I do know people who do this)

Do you self destruct in addictions of drugs/alcohol/tobacco??

(I also know people who do this - I used to do the first two now tobacco is my last vice - but what I want to say to these people is "What are you running from?  What are you afraid of?  Can it be worse than self destructing???)

Do you act out and destroy property?

(I know people who do this - punch walls, throw things - find a healthy outlet - exercise, join a gym it will be cheaper in the long run)

Do you break up with your girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/lover???

(this is the end of Saturn in Libra - the "shitith  hittest the fanith")

(10 Things I Hate About You reference - LOL)

This quarter of the year (July-Sept) is testing us -

There really is no pass/fail on earth - it's all just learning...

Society will pass/fail you

( - but really they are on their own journeys and you should not really concern yourself with their psychosis unless you are personally in danger.)

For example yesterday - I was heading home from getting my glasses adjusted, driving my "rear-ended Black Beauty" listening to and singing along with the radio, eating potato chips one at a time - relaxed and happy.  When a car can up next to me with this very menacing person staring at me - giving me an evil look - which I as an empathic - felt their hate, loathing, smugness, self satisfaction of inflecting fear on a primal level, almost like a demon possessed them - it was n their eyes.  So after my initial shock I got out my cell phone and dialled 911 - I thought "where is my taser - dang left it at home".  So as an Aries Sun - I mustered up my courage and Blessed them away from me.  

It worked...  they drove away without confrontation - whew...

I expressed gratitude to all helping me

xoxo

Now go out there and Bless the World into Peace and Love - remember it is an 

"EARTH SCHOOL TEST"

"As the time returns to love"

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***GROUNDHOGS - DEATH WITHOUT DYING*** LAPORTE ****

First of all I want to say :

"Dang I get it universe "

 I have seen groundhogs all over my property and in my neighborhood 

Groundhog according to "Ted Andrews" are Death without dying, trance and dreams....

OK try to keep up,

 it is a Mercury Retrograde and my thoughts keep running together - 

I have Mercury  in my 11th house of Pisces (in my birth chart)

so even though I am very smart I do not project a quick response - 

  If I said exactly what I thought most of the time without tempering it down I am sure someone would of killed me a long time ago 

(a little past life experience there - LOL)

I am very gunshy with putting myself in danger and I do temper my responses with logic and group discussion before I act unless it is something I NEED - LOL

But, last Thursday I came home from yoga - the air was still and I could hear the crickets - (Practical Magic) and I thought , "OHHHHH  death is near for someone" - even the lightning bugs were standing on trees - NOT FLYING!!!!  All night I am having chest pains and cannot breath......  I get a call from my neighbor saying she has found her husband dead - of a heart attack.   SPOOKY...... SAD.......  

So Saturday I am still not feeling well - I thought dang I'm going to have a Heart Attack if I do not release this energy.....  So I pull a card from "Colette Baron Reid's Online site"

 :  "DEATH - REBIRTH" 

 Dang no help there 

-haha- 

"Am I dying.or what universe?"

..  LOL  ...

  or being reborn 

- oh yeah -

" time to heal yourself" I thought .

...  see I said I was smart, right? 

 I went in the bedroom and laid down listening to a "Tibetan Monks Healing Chant"  (From Tom Kenyon's website" ) OK - feeling better....  

Fast forward to today.............

My son and I are driving to the funeral for my neighbor... 

 (of course it is in BFE....commonly known as North Judson) 

 We are on state road 10 - practically flying because we are running late due to trucks on a 2 lane highway and we get to a 4 way stop,

 I see the sign to turn left for Laporte

- my son is driving - 

(because my car is still wrecked from the wedding and the insurance company did not give me enough to replace my beauty) 

we start to go forward 

and I am thinking why is that guy in the truck across the street not going?

---  then I see a silver car coming at us at about 60 miles per hour 

- horn blaring - 

brakes squealing - 

my son hits the accelerator -

 I don't know how but we became like invisible 

-swoosh -

 missed us -

 whew 

- FUCKING LAPORTE INDIANA - 

So here I am back home safe and sound vowing to never go near Laporte again...  EVER....  

So is that DEATH WITHOUT DYING or what - LOL

Be careful out there it is HAZARDOUS TO YOUR health - 

Oh yeah and an owl has taken up residence - time to bring the cat in :)

  xoxo  

TILL NEXT TIME - 

xoxo  LOVE  xoxo

***Self Care****

The energy of 2012 and taking good care of yourself...

How do you take good care of yourself?

Do you take as good care of yourself as you do your children?

**** <3 You should <3 ****

Your self care routine is being highlighted right now with the Sun in Cancer, are you listening to your body and treating it with love???

I use both medical and holistic methods in treating my body.  Although I am having a hard time.  

Society is geared towards drugs, doctors, long drawn out procedures and diagnosis.

I am drawn to "lightworkers", Reiki, Massage.....  

Releasing anger/guilt/shame does more for the body than drugs in most cases.  

Yesterday I finally went to the Chiropractor - I had forgotten how hard it is to deal with 3D people.  To help them see me - a spiritual person with body pain...   The pain that drove me there was my left leg from the car accident.  He worked on my neck and shoulders..... 

My neck and shoulders felt better but my leg still hurts :(  

Today my neck hurts - 

So here I sit 

 unable to get them treatment I need

a wrecked car

losing time

smoking too much

"needing to release"

"Do I sue them so I can get the treatment needed?"  

Will they even recognize holistic methods?

#### WHEW - July energy ####