**** Neptune or Saturn****

I am in a few astrology groups on FB - one of them is MoonPlutoLand and she writes a great astrology blog http://moonplutoastrology.com

Recently she talked about a new class - on the 5th house

The 5th house (Leo energy of fun/kids/creativity) 

scares the crap out of me 

 something about untapped creativity 

- Uranus (surprises), 

Pluto (transformation), 

P. Fort, North node (your destiny)

- Leo and Virgo splitting my 5th house in half.

  Ha-ha, I know if it scares you - 

DO IT ANYWAYS...  

Great post MP !!!!

 - Which do you chose ?

 Neptune = illusion/dreams 

or

  Saturn = rules/constriction 

 I usually chose Neptune 

before I am forced to chose Saturn

 - I prefer illusion, mystery and dreams

 to the stark reality of "earth-school" 

  I know it's there -

 but I can only keep my vibrational alignment 

if I do not get sucked into the darkness of global reality.

BTW

The Hawks have made contact - 

there are actually 3 hawks hanging out 

they must be ancestors...

or ascended masters :)

and last night

The dog whispered to me

 - out, out, out while staring into my eyes - 

in a wheezing breath-like voice

Ohh - the veil is soooo thin

xoxo GOOSEBUMPS xoxo

I am thinking of chalking a Merkaba on the floor under my bed...

and 

on my ceiling 

maybe I will just start with the crystal "Merkaba" I have on my windowsill

**** 2012 Ascension - Here I Come ****

Hawks * Mushrooms * Fey * Screaming

The 2 SCREAMING HAWKS 

have moved a little further away from my yard making their screeching tolerable...

I was thinking last night driving home from yoga - 

Primal scream therapy - maybe that's what the "hawks" are trying to tell me...

(AA Michael did mention this to me a while back )

We have had quite a bit of rain and I have some interesting mushrooms forming:

This "funky mushroom" cluster is growing by my rose bush

And second mushroom formation is 

either

a Fairy ring 

 which I couldn't help myself...

I had to...

 jump right in the middle of it and say
 "welcomes and blessings"
 to the fey

or a prayer to the four directions - 

(more of a shamanic blessing)

either way - a sign of elemental energy

xoxo

xoxo That's all Happy New Moon In Leo xoxo

* 'PEACE OUT' * 'PEACE IN'  *  'PEACE OUT' * 'PEACE IN' *

**** BREATHE ****

----the energy - transforms us----

"Waiting in the wings tomorrow is not only a Sun-Uranus battle, but Venus opposing Pluto and squaring Uranus while Mars and Saturn form their first conjunction since July 31, 2010. Ouch! The fear factor is about to get hot and heavy as Tuesday morphs into Wednesday." 

( From Daily Cosmic calender - Astrology.com)

  For three days now I have had a pair of hawks calling me outside my window - I do not know what their message is but their cries pierce my soul and put my nerves on edge - 

Last evening I heard them calling 

 I went out on the front porch

I told them this is a no hunting zone!

 I honor your presence and accept your message 

- as I looked to the western sky

 I heard "First Contact"

This morning the hawks cries woke me up

I actually went outside to see what the fuss was about

 and they flew away...

The leaves outside my window wave to me this morning....   My tree friends are with me....

I must let my brain rest so I can receive the messages

Time for Water Immersion....

xoxo Blessing of the 4 Directions xoxo

????Owning The Rain????

I saw this link on FB...

Collecting rainwater now illegal in many states as Big Government claims ownership over our water

http://www.naturalnews.com/029286_rainwa...

How does this make you feel???

I read about Big Corporations going into other countries and buying the water rights...

(stealing the a=water from the natives)

But who could own the "RAIN" ?

Somehow this sparks my Rebel/Indian/Revolutionary

 aspects in my

"Human DNA"...

Today I must not understand the lesson of "Earth School"

I am sure it must be close to how the Indians felt when the settlers came and said they own the land....

Whew - this ride is bumpy today...

We pray for rain - and then "they" say it does not belong to us?

That is true - it belongs to all living creatures that require water to survive.

xoxo   sending you water xoxo

The elixir of life - May it always "Be"

$$$$ TIME IS MONEY ??? NOOOOOOO ###

I got an email that said "What would you do with $86,400.00 a daily?"

(It was from IVillage.com and was attached to a daily dream decoder message)

Well of course they were implying time is money on "earth"  and how everyone wastes time and only values money....

(60 seconds per minute times 60 minutes per hour times 24 hours in a day = 86,400)
xoxo I could sure use some of that hard earned time now! xoxo

HOW ABOUT YOU?

Do you waste time?

(yeppers - who doesn't)

Do you over value money???

(I don't think I do - maybe just the things I can "do" if I have $$$)

Today - 34 years ago I got married...

This is what I got for an anniversary present:

Yeppers again,  a cracked windshield :- ( 

Who would of thought that sitting in the passenger seat one could not punch the windshield without breaking it????

So, what is my reaction to this affront to my "black beauty"????

Well,

 First of all - you have to get out of my car and walk home...

Second, you have to fix it ...

and...

Third, I went and bought lotto tickets for all the drawings today....

I know 

ITS A CURSE

to be

FOREVER THE OPTIMIST

Hope your transits are gonna be better than mine

(Mars heading up to meet Saturn this week in Libra - argh...)

xoxoxoxoxox

Love and Blessings

I seem to be such an agitator of the unawakened :(

****Jumpy **** Sensitive **** Bats and Loons****

What I did on my Summer Vacation :)

Enlightening animal shamans who came to me ...

Bats

(transition and initiation)

Frog

(transformation through water and sound)

Deer

(Gentle luring to New Adventure)

hundreds of yellow Butterflies

(Transmutation - 3rd chakra - self)

Eagle

(Illumination of Spirit, Healing and Creation)

Red-tailed Hawk

(visionary messenger - pay attention a message is coming)

Porcupine

(renewed sense of wonder)

Swallows

(Protection and Warmth for the Home and Proper Perspective)

dozens of Crows/Ravens

(Magic, shape shifting and Creation)

the sweet song of the Loons every night and their silly antics on the lake during the day.

(Lucid dreaming and re-awakening of old hopes)

Druid/Shaman/Me

Being of an elemental nature...  it is nature that speaks to me in a way I can understand..  yes I would love  angels to present themselves to me - but it is animals that come to me.  They are my angels, messengers of the divine beings who watch over the mortals on this plane of existence.

So I take their messages in stride and send them love for their work here - their energy is pure...  It sometimes scares me, a small screech owl I met and what it saw in me. 

I have been very jumpy lately- all this sensitive "Cancer" energy around us activating my moon.  Now Venus is there in the water where I am at home - dwelling in the liquid energy of life.

Sending you love - always and forever

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

NOTE: reference Animal Speak by Ted Andrews - all animal/insect/reptile/bird meanings ...

*** HOW DO YOU COPE ***

Can you feel the changes and the fear on "Earth-school" ?

(the mortals are running scared)

How do you deal with it???

(personally I smoke too many cigarettes, but I also play meditation music, do yoga, walk the dog, breathe)

Do you hoard money/belongings/food???

(I do know people who do this)

Do you self destruct in addictions of drugs/alcohol/tobacco??

(I also know people who do this - I used to do the first two now tobacco is my last vice - but what I want to say to these people is "What are you running from?  What are you afraid of?  Can it be worse than self destructing???)

Do you act out and destroy property?

(I know people who do this - punch walls, throw things - find a healthy outlet - exercise, join a gym it will be cheaper in the long run)

Do you break up with your girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/lover???

(this is the end of Saturn in Libra - the "shitith  hittest the fanith")

(10 Things I Hate About You reference - LOL)

This quarter of the year (July-Sept) is testing us -

There really is no pass/fail on earth - it's all just learning...

Society will pass/fail you

( - but really they are on their own journeys and you should not really concern yourself with their psychosis unless you are personally in danger.)

For example yesterday - I was heading home from getting my glasses adjusted, driving my "rear-ended Black Beauty" listening to and singing along with the radio, eating potato chips one at a time - relaxed and happy.  When a car can up next to me with this very menacing person staring at me - giving me an evil look - which I as an empathic - felt their hate, loathing, smugness, self satisfaction of inflecting fear on a primal level, almost like a demon possessed them - it was n their eyes.  So after my initial shock I got out my cell phone and dialled 911 - I thought "where is my taser - dang left it at home".  So as an Aries Sun - I mustered up my courage and Blessed them away from me.  

It worked...  they drove away without confrontation - whew...

I expressed gratitude to all helping me

xoxo

Now go out there and Bless the World into Peace and Love - remember it is an 

"EARTH SCHOOL TEST"

"As the time returns to love"

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