^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Don't Look Back - huh ???

It's an interesting perspective...

to drive a car

without a rear view mirror...

Kind of like a metaphor of life, 

How many times do we replay the days events, 

your worst life moment...

Last night I heard a great statement

Can You Stand in your power?

Those Goddesses you worship at their feet...

Can you stand up and look them in the eyes?

As an Equal ...

NOT EGO!!!!

XOXO Equal in Love XOXO

Bless your past, 

leave it behind you, 

the Uranus/Pluto T-Square says 

"Time to resume forward movement"

(Think Pink's Fucking Perfect)

which just so happens can on the radio as I was thinking about this blog post

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HY5GHg5ianE

xoxo Bless you - you are perfect xoxo

coming up : 

(From : http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/09/18/the-2012-fall-equinox-week/)

my natural chart 

also I may have found a solution for my Black Beauty <3...

more to come later...

love

mes

Memories

I was recently sent some pictures of me

and my family growing up

what do I notice?

The orbs...

It seems I have always been protected

here on 

"earth school"

My Dad and Grandpa

 have already crossed over

but here they are

when they were in human form

xoxo Dad n Mom xoxo 

(me n my grandpa)

(see how shiny I was)

(in his heart chakra) 

(me n murphy)

(my best friend growing up) 

Lucky, snuffy, murphy n me

(can u see the angels behind us) 

(mom me dad) 

(shining brightly)

(Mrs Murphy, Dad, me n mom) 

(me n my daddy - bathed in golden light)

as I have saved these pictures to my hard drive and scroll through them

I can see 

I was such a shining light

a star baby

and I wonder

"why did I ever dim my eternal flame?"

xoxo Let Your Light Shine xoxo

Just like the Green Day Song... 

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tijW_SrCoxs)

This is how I feel today...

Is it the Cancer Moon?

Is it the anniversary of 9/11?

Is it my seeing everyone just a little off focus?

Everyone is running - like it's the end of days...

My friend is following a virtual terrorist

My other friend is immersed in fantasy

(actually quite a few here)

Here I sit...

"detached"

"observing"

"do I want to jump back into the real world"

(full of fear and loathing)

My soul screams...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

What else is there to do on Earth?

^j^ needing some guidance today ^j^

xoxo peace/love xoxo

***Still***

(Alanis Morissette)

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBCad4PNe-k)

^^^j^^^ Uranus/Pluto/Eyes/Protection ^^^j^^

From FB - Susan Miller's Astrology Zone

Please pay close attention to birth dates listed. those Aries born within 5 days of March 29 will feel September 29 most.  

OK - 3rd person who said watch out for 9/29 - a Saturday - 

(www.astrologyzone.com)

My Birthday is 3/25

I believe this day will produce some long lasting results for everyone...

(I will blog more about that later)

I read quite a few blogs,

star seed threads...

Have you noticed your eyes changing colors?

Rings/Crosses inside your Iris??

Me neither until I looked last night...

I have indigo rings around my green eyes...

(most common seems to be golden rings around the Iris)

hummmm...

what's up with that?

Do you think it's a DNA activation?

maybe...

****light a black candle for protection****

*ground yourself to your platform*

(like the points of a Merkahba star)

connected to the crystal grid of 5D earth

raise the columns of light

up, up, up to your higher self

*surround yourself in a counter-clockwise spinning vortex of golden light*

For and expert at this method - listen to Meg Benedicte tonight on: 

( http://www.blogtalkradio.com/newearthcentral/2012/09/06/new-earth-central )

^j^ love yourself ^j^

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

****(((( Is Your Path Filled With Light ))))****

As I sit by the riverbank 

gazing at the birds, 

watching the agile squirrels traverse the hill

I am grateful...

For all that I have,

have been,

lived through,

to tell about :)

I think I must have always been a part of "earth school's" history

I can remember

Ancient Egypt

Celtic life as a Druid

Life with Indian Shamans

Life with Jesus and Mary...

Lives of love...

It brings me back to a movie I saw...

In everything you see - you say

"I am that, I am

I can finally feel that way...

I can understand 

the

"Vibration"

I have been many things on this earth

not all of them were good

or pleasant

or nice

but I cannot forget how 

"Earth" 

was once a great vacation place

in the 

Universe...

The Time Returns...

xoxoxoxoxoxox

^^^^^^^^j^^^^^^ The Beauty of Humanity ^^^^^^j^^^^^^

Having awakened my eyes to the world

I can no longer watch any movie without looking at the deeper meanings of life...

Yesterday I watched,

"Cowboys and Aliens"

With all the talk of "First Contact"

"Ascension"

"Nibiru"

"5D Earth"

it's .like the ascended masters are 

"JUMPING"

 the crystal grid Earth to the 

5th Dimension

I could not help but pause and watch 

"HUMANS"

the beautiful experience of being human

everyone striving to be more,

better,

selfless...

Hurt, Damaged, Wounded people

waking up to their potential...

Yes, there is darkness on this earth,

but focus not on the darkness

"Focus on the Light My Friends"

and in  that light

you will see

"BEAUTY"

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

**** Neptune or Saturn****

I am in a few astrology groups on FB - one of them is MoonPlutoLand and she writes a great astrology blog http://moonplutoastrology.com

Recently she talked about a new class - on the 5th house

The 5th house (Leo energy of fun/kids/creativity) 

scares the crap out of me 

 something about untapped creativity 

- Uranus (surprises), 

Pluto (transformation), 

P. Fort, North node (your destiny)

- Leo and Virgo splitting my 5th house in half.

  Ha-ha, I know if it scares you - 

DO IT ANYWAYS...  

Great post MP !!!!

 - Which do you chose ?

 Neptune = illusion/dreams 

or

  Saturn = rules/constriction 

 I usually chose Neptune 

before I am forced to chose Saturn

 - I prefer illusion, mystery and dreams

 to the stark reality of "earth-school" 

  I know it's there -

 but I can only keep my vibrational alignment 

if I do not get sucked into the darkness of global reality.

BTW

The Hawks have made contact - 

there are actually 3 hawks hanging out 

they must be ancestors...

or ascended masters :)

and last night

The dog whispered to me

 - out, out, out while staring into my eyes - 

in a wheezing breath-like voice

Ohh - the veil is soooo thin

xoxo GOOSEBUMPS xoxo

I am thinking of chalking a Merkaba on the floor under my bed...

and 

on my ceiling 

maybe I will just start with the crystal "Merkaba" I have on my windowsill

**** 2012 Ascension - Here I Come ****