^j^ * * * * I WAS SUPOSE TO BE IN ARKANAS THIS WEEK * * * * ^j^

I listen to a lot of spiritual radio,

 

I was invited to the

 

"STAR SEED CRYSTAL QUEST"

 

this week in Arkansas...

 

But I could not make it happen..

 

These kinds of trips,

that I long to take,

spiritual trips with likeminded people

(- to other worlds...)

 

 

I ask my higher self, if it is right for me to go,

let it be...

 

So far it has never been right...

 

Not yet,

 

But I still have hope...

 

So this is my wisdom of the day...

 

Yes the times and energy are crazy...

Yes, it feels like we are on the brink of something...

So, yes we must keep walking forward,

(do you really want to go back to the way it was?)

 

 

One day, one step,

Forward,

 

Towards the light

 

- * - * - JUST FOR LOVE - * - *


PS my card for today:
(from: www.colettebaronreid.com)

The Winged Wise Ones

angelic help, miraculous aid

ally

Always Allies and never Challengers, the Winged Wise Ones represent the aid of all the angels. When you enter their realm, know that your sincere prayers will be answered according to the will of the Divine.  This also represents Divine intervention and the potential of miracles to heal and transform as if by magic.

Have faith, whatever your circumstances: Heavenly beings are watching over you. The Winged Wise Ones give you a glimpse of the future by offering messages whispered on the wind. These are translated within you as inspired thought, instantly unraveling the past and revealing the present.
Be aware of the Higher Consciousness in you. This is a good time to observe your thoughts through meditation. Who is observing those thoughts? That Self is kin to the Winged Wise Ones, who have come to help you soar.
 

**** WHAT DO YOU WANT? ******

 

 

There are quite a few lonely people out there...

(Sending you some love xoxo)

 

They long for love, children,

 

they yearn for the perfect life...

 

 

The perfect life does not exist....

 

 

BUT THERE ARE PERFECT MOMENTS IN LIFE...

(they are spontaneous moments - you have to realize when one occurs)

 

"Like snapshots of happiness"

 

 

So rather than looking around and thinking

 

"Why can't I have that?"

 

 

 Stay thankful for what you have...

 

 

I know you hear it all the time,

 

raising your vibration to what you want....

 

 

But you are here

 

NOW

 

 

so either bask in it or change it...

 

 

one small change will ripple across the waves of you life...

 

 

and in a year you will see a difference

 

and tomorrow will not look like today

 

But it could look better...

 

 

You want love -

 

FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE

 

You want kids -

 

FIND A KID TO LOVE

 

You wanna win Lotto -

 

BUY A TICKET...

 

you don't have unrealistic expectations,

you may have an unrealistic view of what it will look like

when it happens

 

 

Got the idea, yet?

 

do the work,

think like it's here,

and it will be,

 but will you be ready and able to see it,

 if it doesn't show up exactly as you had planned?

 

 

NOW GO FIND YOUR DREAM

(and ask for directions if you get lost xoxo)

^j^ * Solar Eclipse Energy 2013 * ^j^

Your chosen card for today Monday May 6 2013

The Bee

luck, industriousness, sweet victory

none

When the Bee buzzes onto your path, it’s a reminder that with hard work and a firm commitment to building your dream, a sweet outcome is assured. The Bee is a symbol of luck, so expect miracles and your life will be victorious and sweet.
Remember that you also create your own luck. That is, effort is essential as you progress along your path in order to make your dreams a reality. The Bee is an industrious, busy creature that’s always making honey. The Bee “gets busy,” and that honey will soon be yours. The Bee is always a fortunate omen.
(from www.colettebaronreid.com free picks)

It's ironic just a few hours later I would hear of another death

 

another suicide of a young person

 

One I had looked upon as a best-friend of my son...

 

His goofy antics,

 

his love of food,

 

his whole life ahead of him...

 

That poor baby -

and yes almost 23 is still a baby...

 

 

There is something wrong with the world

 

when a child in 6th grade and a 23 year old young man,

 

agree on the same fate...

 

 

Today,

 

I will tell my kids I love them,

 

Hug the ones I can and send mental hugs to the rest.

 

and it's only Tuesday...

 

 

I am pretty much incapable of forming petty talk on FB these days since the last eclipse.

 

Every time I start it comes out angry, aggressive, resentful

 

FUTILE

 

yes, I feel the energy that these children felt,

 

but I am older and have a few more coping skills,

 

a lot of babies to hug,

 

a dog and two cats to snuggle,

 

 

at the moment all I can do is send blessing to those that suffer

 

and help where I am needed

**********************************************************************************

 

   FIND SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO

 MY FRIENDS  

 

 

******      LOVE      ******

***************************************** 

 

"it's the only thing that will get you through this

 

portal in time"

 

********************************************************************************* 

 

**** THE EVOLUTION of Humans. ****

Did you see the scientists that have discovered that trees scream when the are thirsty?



 

Do you understand the implications of this discovery?

Plants are more like animals, like humans....

WHOA...

No wonder it makes me sick to smells a tree being cut down...

How I get sick to my stomach, at the thought of it..

 

WHOA...

 

Watching the "Evolution of Humans" on the television...

"Vikings", "Game of Thrones", "StrikeForce"

 (Kill, Kill, Kill)

Can you imagine...

Take about four steps up...  the inter-dimensional ladder...

The pure animalistic nature of this planet...

WHOA, again...

Pulled death today...

(third time this week)

 

Love

Touchstone

Career

(via www.astrocenter.com delivered to my email daily - for free :)*  )

 

I have many souls appearing to me when I close my eyes,

Children, woman, goddess', wolf, Ganesh, one blue eye, lions and lioness

(faces of those I do not know) 

 

 

This is The Goddess Mother,

(maybe it was her - she does have a lion)

 

 

Very unusual  times we are in ...

Wondering what it all means...

(Me Too)

But, on the plus side I got the hummingbird feeder out today, planted some rescued plants, raked some leaves, cleaned and organized the kitchen, washed my bedding, got some junk out to the fire pit, all with some help ...

 

So I  PROCLAIM, 

 it was a

 Good day!!!!

 

XOXOXOXO

 

The last eclipse was hard on me...  this one coming up I am a bit leery of...

 

Although, in some respects,

 I feel all I have worked for is coming to fruition...

 

Like it's already here...

 

Hummmmmmmmmmm....

 

XOXO    LOVE    XOXO

-------------- * I READ THE NEWS TODAY * -------------------- Oh Boy...

 

for the title

(  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCUeia-nEio )

 

I know I write a lot about

PERSPECTIVE

 

I cannot help it,

Pluto is transiting my 9th house...

 

I read the headline news:

conspiracy theories...

 

http://msnvideo.msn.com/?channelindex=4&from=en-us_msnhp#/video/746d45a1-1f35-1fa1-b18d-abb932bc2acf

 

 

 

I have even seen this in the

"Ann Landers" advice columns...

 

There are so many spins on

the governments plots to

create martial law

(in the USA)

 

Disclosure of Aliens to the public...

(the reptilian breed that controls the earth)

 

Like "CONGO" we are watching you

 

Exposure of Greed, Abuse etc...

 

Some of these theories start out ok...

then go further and further...

which I call

(IF YOU GIVE A MOUSE A COOKIE SYNDROME)

 

the sad part is

they are probably right...

 

Humans are sheep,

especially the unawakened ones who drone on ...

 

My favorite scenario is the one my sons says,

 as a joke...

 

Aliens dropped off a few humans
 to mine for natural minerals.

back when Earth was the vacation spot of the universe
(A safari of sorts - A Wilderness Adventure)
 

they are coming back soon...

when they get here...

they are going to say..

 

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO THE PLACE?" 

 

It seems...
 the time draws near to a mass awakening....

 

Are you feeling extra sensitive since the last full moon on 4/25?

I AM

 

 

**** ^j^ SILENCE ^j^ ****

Happy Beltane Blessings
(to celebrate see: http://herbalmusings.com/beltane.htm)

Still in recovery from full moon...

 

Life is still spinning quickly by me...

 

Yes, I have been participating at

 "FULL THROTTLE"

 

Yet, I am strangely withdrawn

focused on the tasks at hand,

overwhelmed with the amount of crap I have to get done...

 

So I have become silent...

 

In my head I hear silence..

 

while the world spins out of control,

I focus on the now...

 

Yesterday, I became an:

 

WELCOME to the UNIVERSAL LIFE CHURCH MONASTERY This copy serves as your personal receipt only. This is a copy and not your legal document. Most counties require you to present a Letter of Good Standing, Wallet Card, or an Ordination Credential when registering with a county clerk in person. The receipt above only confirms that your personal information and ministerial standing has been recorded in the Church database. In many situations you MUST present a signed and stamped Official Ordination Credential which you'll need to order here. Most state and local authorities require a hard copy to verify your name, ordination date, and Seal of the Church.

 

"ORDAINED MINISTER"

(it was my Dad's 87th Anniversary of his Birth)

 

(Icouldn'thelpitmyPiscesSouthNode/Mercury/Chiron/Pallascouldnotresist)

and with Neptune there now - it was a given...

 

Now what to do with it?

 

Maybe I should re post my path document on this blog

(from my old blog)

 

We'll see - for now

 

XOXO  JUST FOCUS ON THE LIGHT   XOXO
 

*-* FULL MOON OBSERVATIONS *-*

The energy since right before the full moon has pushed me into hiding...

taking care of only what I must

(which for a normal person is quite a bit)

 

We have had deaths, births, illness', family...

( <3 lots of family time <3 )

I have been pulling the death card daily...
"TRANSFORMATIONS ABOUND"
 

Observations...

 

1./ Somehow my children did not learn to be

at least slightly paranoid,

of being kept track of by the machine

(government, big corporations, and the mass marketing machine)

 

2./ The Floodplain expansion - reclassification requiring

more homes to carry flood insurance...

is a way to move the burden of the hurricanes to the tax payers who have never flooded...

Next there will be required Tornado Insurance for all in the US ....

(because like the floods... you never know, right?)

 

3./  I am becoming more and more agitated by the mainstream news coverage of

the Boston Bomb, the Texas explosion, etc...

(Murder/Death/Kill - Demolition Man)

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGGDzEWvGRY )

How can I believe anything they say anymore...

 

My soul has crawled back into my Virgo North Node...

for some heavy duty soothing...

 

Maybe I will stick my head out again in 3D...

(or)

Maybe I will just stay in 5D, 6D, 7D...

with the

"Great Dissolver"

 

xoxo Sending you Love and Peace to your World xoxo

 (To whatever dimension you inhabit)