**** Indians ****

I was honored with a reading request last week...

Normally I do not do these,

 but I was feeling adventurous so I went out into the world :)

We talked a lot about the principals of life, earth, light.

 I did a cursory astrology reading - just planets 

but I did give her the printout from my software for her to read later. 

I did a 12 card spread for her using CBR

"Avalon" and "Hidden Realm" decks 

and finished with a line of "Mermaids". 

"She is being guided to dig up an Indian camp on the back of her property. 

 She has unearthed the stones for their oven, another spot where she said they cleaned their deer... She showed me all these stones she says we're their tools. 

 But the funny thing is, I did not feel anything... It was not my message to give. 

 They were showing her, her ancestors, the ancestors of the property, her guides.

 She was the vessel - paying me to tell her... 

What she already knows, it is her journey...

 Maybe it's just to remember... 

Awaken :)."

 

 Truthfully, I think she was remembering her own past life, maybe even on that land. 

 To me they looked like rocks, 

but she saw the use of them. 

 That they were hand tools.

 At one time while sitting and speaking with her, 

she switched 

(just for an instant into a squatting Indian woman in front of me). 

 Herself/soul or a guide protecting her I am not sure. 

 But I was honored to see another layer.

 

 Energy work is exhausting to me...

 Give me your checkbook and bank statements and

 I can balance your acct perfectly back as far as you want...

  (Maybe b/c of my Mercury in Pisces ...

 Or maybe b/c it's my SN....)

 

 I am not really sure I am suppose to be doing this kind of work.

  I did not even go into my healing work with them,

 I don't know why I just spaced it.

  I am too sensitive to the parasitic nature of 

"Earth" ,

 yet I want everyone to thrive...

 

 The "Mary Squires Treatment" requires more than one session LOL...

  ( Like in my post about the Healing of Tom Tom...  )

I think I am going to have to get a full reading for myself one of these days,

 now I actually have some questions to ask :)

 

Credits to decks used...

 

************* Venus Saturn NN Full Moon Pluto Direct *************

Venus, Saturn and NN all Conjunct today in Scorpio,
Full Moon in Pisces Tomorrow opposing Scorpio,
and Friday Pluto Turns Direct

When I woke up this morning,

it felt like someone just poured my spirit back into my body...

Everything hurt,

I can't turn my head to the right,

my heart rate was at 236...

(errorring out the BP machine)

finally I got it to register at

106/80 -192

whew this is some energy...

(it's ascension energy)

I have had many visitors..

crickets in my kitchen,

mama deer and the twins at my feeders

(come to the light - all are welcome)

In my daily clearing, chakra balancing I used either

(Johnathon Goldman or Anodea Judith)

  Anodea Judith explains the heart chakra

"Anahata"

It is a downward facing triangle and an upward facing triangle, 

WHOA...

It is "the Star of David" we are experiencing in 2013, 

A global awakening of the heart of humans.

(http://malakh7.deviantart.com/art/The-Heart-Chakra-215171241)

Try opening your heart here: 

http://youtu.be/MT2HqaLYt2s 

A heart chakra opening meditation.

Finally, check out "yogastrologys" newsletters... 

(http://www.yogastrology.com/)

They quoted "Ram Dass"

 (fellow Aries - bwahahaha)

" If you think you are enlightened - go home and spend a week with your parents" 

LOL

And "The Beat Goes On"...

 And "The Beat Goes On"...  

Stay away from 

"Head Games"

(a Scorpio favorite)

 

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

Yours in the light

 xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

for extra protection today I wore my Ganesha t-shirt :)

and my usual goddess/Aries jewelry...



 

 

 

 

"To infinity and beyond, my friends"

***********TRIGGERS***************

 

 

 

All this Scorpio Action in the Sky

is setting off all my ego
 "Triggers"

 

"Don't push me around"

 

Don't, Don't, Don't

 

Scary stuff in the world

 

FEAR< FEAR< FEAR

 

One side of me - is consumed by fear

and normally I do not let it get to me...

 

But yesterday,
 I had had enough!!!!

 

With so much shit in the world,

why do I  continually
put up with shit that ain't mine? 

 

Mental Illness?

(maybe)

 

But I am guessing

it's fear...

 

Part of me,
 is still a scared shitless little kid,

who needs reassurance.

  

so

" Grow the FUCK UP "

 

so we can ascend
together
all the parts of me intact!!!!
(soul retrieval, anyone)

Here I am raging like
"Black Moon Lilith"

Where did my peace go??
Where did my love go???

Oh there it is....
hiding scared in the corner....

YES, the sky is scary right now...

LOOK TO THE LIGHT,

yes - it's safe to go into the light now

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

### EARTH GAMES ###

Earth games suck...

Earth games are about power, ego, greed, abuse etc...

( need I go on?)

Today is the anniversary of 9/11 in the USA

Everyday I pray for world peace at 9PM

(Feel free to set an alarm on your phone and join me - any time zone)

Everyday I pray for all the water in the world to be clean and free

(Again feel free to join me at Noon - remember you're mostly water, too)

Why does the human ego have to run the show?

(power, power, power)

Why can't love and compassion run the show?

(you know the "HEART" chakra)

WHY CAN'T WE EVOLVE FASTER?

(Oops that was my ego - LOL)

Sending out love to the world today - 

L O V E

(Can you hear Al Green yet?)

And 

H E A L I N G

(OK, maybe John Lennon?)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

^^^j^^^    Use your power for the light    ^^^j^^^

**** THE LAYOVER ****

"Wear the World Like a Loose Garment"

our astrology group was discussing 

"The Soul"

someone suggested where we might layover in-between lifetimes...

I jokingly said maybe 

"Earth School"

is the 

LAYOVER...

Maybe our Ascended Masters knew that...

(Jesus, Buddha, etc...)

hence not to become of this world...

Maybe we shouldn't take everything so personally?

Maybe our world would be better if we knew it was only a "Layover"...

xoxo

Maybe those who die - got their connecting flight....

It is us, who get left behind...

feeling abandoned, bruised and betrayed by the gods...

With our wounded ego's screaming

"WHAT ABOUT ME!!!"

something to think about...

how long is your layover?

short = be a moth

medium = be anything

long = be a mountain

get the idea...

Sending you Love

in whatever form you've chosen for this "layover"

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Tom Tom

Today is a new moon in Virgo...

Some call Virgo the healer

I have a 4/5 house Virgo...

Today is a story about 

"The healing of Tom Tom..."

This is Tom Tom,

Laying on my bed, 

Rough life huh...

Well let me tell you, his life did not start out so easy...

Tom was a stray, 

I would see him hunting my birds, 

Hiding in my bushes, 

Freezing cold winters coming to my door for food...

Finally he came to my door

Sick and hurt. 

I asked him are you ready to be an inside cat?

It is scary to change...

To take that leap of faith...

I brought him to the vet, 

FIV & Fel leukemia Positive....

They advised me to 

"Put him down"

I said no,

I promised him a home, neuter him, patch him up, give him his shots and call me when he is ready.

So poor Toms leg was not getting better, 

8 weeks of antibiotics, 

I brought him back to the vet....

They said... 

They could amputate his leg or I could put him down...

With tears in my eyes I said 

"NO"

Not today, let me think about this.

Tom came home, we had a long talk, 

I said it was up to him, 

I offered him the love 

He had to accept it and heal.

I had been pouring love into him for months, 

I called on the reconnective gods to fix his leg and heal his body...

Today he can walk on that leg, 

With a limp.

I guess he chose love!

Which is all I ever really wanted for him.

PS... TomTom went to sleep on 10/24/2013... 

Knowing he was loved 

Xoxo