The time between the eclipses - evolve or die

I read many blogs - astrology, reiki, healing, channeling - always blogs of higher consciousness - increased frequencies, uplifting human experiences.  Sometime these experiences come in forms of struggle - we are all human - I write about all my many, many questions to the universe.  Question  myself - constantly - until I give up and just say "I surrender to my highest good"  You see I have Virgo in my 5th house of fun - jeez Mr Details is running my fun - LOL  it figures - in layman's terms I over think everything.

Now I just started reading a new blog yesterday and today she seems to be having a crisis of faith :


http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG127nov29.html


I am not judging her as we have all been there - just sending her love for being courageous enough to write about it - to fight with "White Cloud"  to feel his immense love for her.  It is very humbling to witness a persons vulnerability and send it love, resolution, openness to what still may be.  I know she is hurting - her ego, her feelings, where is this coming from - has she absorbed someone elses negativity towards her work - I send her unconditional surrendering love - she will find her way back.

Focus - perception - a person sees/experiences what she focus' on - the world can fall apart but if you surround yourself with the light, higher frequencies of people, uplifting tonal music, you can bear witness to the inequities of the world but you do not have to live there.  Send them light - golden light for their highest good - but do not go on vacation to their place.  Surround yourself with higher vibrational information - if you cannot find any make your own - sing to your angels, your soul, your guides, the planets, the universe, and of course all the elements of earth wind, rain, water, gaia, birds, trees, animals and your fellow humans.

Fellow astrologer - Divine Harmony (she is much more evolved than I am ) noted in her weekly astrology blog this time between eclipses and with Saturn aspects occurring you must evolve or die - paraphrasing of course - ha ha  (here is DH Blog: http://www.divineharmony.org/cosmic-insight/astrology-blog/388-evolution-is-where-its-at )  Always useful divine feminine info in DH blog - xoxo

I am choosing to focus on evolution .... 

How Does it Work???

In checking my daily facebook page - I see "Colombia Killing the Homeless" (http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/colombia-stop-murdering-the-homeless-in-the-name-of-social-cleansing)
of course I signed the petition - but when it came time to add a comment I could not come up with a valid comment...
  My brain was screaming things like
"I never asked to be born"
 "Forgiveness"
"What you do to others will come back to you 10x's",
 "You are your brothers keeper"  ...  
I think what is my role in the world - I sign a petition and add my intention to those who have signed before me - do we make a difference?
 Or is it some big marketing scheme to get to know my views?
 - maybe everything that happens is just to get a reaction........
--- To see if we are awake. ---
 Well, I am awake and overwhelmed by the barbaric, violent, inhuman way we treat each other, the animals, the planet and ourselves.

"The temple of the creator lies within you"  

My brain says 'Do not judge - good or bad" ...
 but who will speak for these souls?????
 Am I too sensitive??? - yes I am - is that bad????
What can I do to constructively change things to a more loving conscious earth experience???
  TV shows killing animals, crocodiles, whales, peoples blood lust for death.
 How much easier is the dark????
  Is it the density of 3D earth that allows the darkness such a hold???
Is this really the HELL that the bible speaks of - a human existence - I do not believe that is true for me.  But I do not know about others - maybe....

What brave souls chose to come to this beautiful  planet  -
I do not have it figured out  -
so for now
 I am just sending divine light......


and awaiting further instructions from the universe xoxoxo

5D energy "Creative elixir of the Universe"

FB post:

M E S

Just back from Walmart - they have marshmallows in peppermint, chocolate, rainbow colors - may I make a suggestion for the Holiday Season - "Brown Sugar Marshmallows"

 for cooking - think of all the things you could make with "Brown Sugar Marshmallows"

Now these small things I may manifest for myself - (like lace-up jeans), are just cool things I wish I had.  Like I told my friends a few years

ago - I am a muse - and sometimes amusing - LOL  I can come up with ideas of things I would like put them out there and poof - the universe

 delivers - sometimes I say oh no not like that, maybe a little more of this and a little less of that - but alterations are always possible once

 the original is made somewhere. 

 We are back to the "Law of Attraction" or "Being the vibration/frequency" , it is so simple it is hard!!!!  It is Focus and Faith -

 If you focus on the good and the love in the world, you will see more of it <3  The same is true of the darkness -

I used to be obsessed (before I learned) with the battle of good and evil, dark and light, god and the devil. 

 Being raised a catholic - new testament catholic - where god is loving and not so vengeful LOL, I found it oh so

interesting to see how people reacted to the  darkness in their lives.  You see we all suffer from "separation" from creator

the moment we are born - some call it original sin - I do not buy that - we came here to bring the creator to "Earth" to make it

better - lighter - more LOVE - less war.   

So this Thanksgiving - honor the creator inside you -

it lives in your heart chakra, balance yourself,

breathe in and out 3 deep breaths repeating the word L-O-V-E with each breath -

stand in the kitchen and spin counter-clockwise 33 times to blow out your aura -

take a salt bath - show the world your "Shiney" self of love and be thankful for all you have - if you think you have nothing think again - .  

Can u read this?  you have eyes to see the beauty of earth,

 I could go on but I think you get it - gratitude.  Every time I put four "!!!!" after a sentence it's to thank my angels,

every time I use three of anything it is to thank all my ancestors and ascended masters, 15/6 grapes for love -

 I make every action I take for myself and the world an intentional action of love, grace and Thanksgiving...  

Do you see spots?

At night when all is quiet and I am watching TV,  I can see spots all over my room - it's like 5D earth is bleeding through - can anyone say AMEN... Finally

So much is going on - triggers, habits, reactions...  clues to what will be, releasing of the past...  I really do not recommend living with two people in your opposite sign - I am aggravating the crap out of them and myself at the same time.  LOL

Back to my posting about the goat - for those few who actually follow along - lol - comments are welcome - I know I said this was for me and it still is - but I am willing to accept comments.

OK, back to the goat - ha ha - I do believe it was now a "Fox", because yesterday when I was watching my three deer eat in my front yard - what do I see trotting across the street quickly, quietly - a fox!!!!  Now I know if I see an animal bringing me a message from nature and I do not get it right the first time - nature is patient with me and lets me see it again.  This is something I have asked for - that all messages get to me, no matter how many times I have to see the sign....  Just give me a sign....  LOL  So off I went to my "Ted Andrews - Animal Speak" book and lo and behold "the fox is "MERLIN"  hahahahaha....  how synchronistic is that - my new cat that is a in-again out- again cat has the exact same name - Merlin!!!!  The fox and Merlin are very close and Merlin used a lot of foxes magic when doing his work undercover.  I was amazed at the message this little fox was bringing me about blending in to do my best work and not being the "squeaky" wheel.  How Merlin was not even known by the people of his time - which also says alot about my life theme with the sun in my 12th house of all that is hidden.  So thank you Merlin (the man and the cat) for your friendship and teachings.
 I am sorry I thought you were a goat - LOL

Mars in Virgo - Trine Jupiter in Taurus and Pluto goes direct

Today Mars in Virgo trine Jupiter in Taurus - Pluto direct - grand trine in earth - rapid manifestations!!!!  Focus on the life you want - Partial Solar eclipse next week in Sag - new moon eclipse - what will I intend?  I am not sure - I think I will just intend "Thy will be Done" - I surrender - not giving up just seeing where spirit takes me without my ego dictating the terms. 
Eclipse - great blog - Sag is your Angel: http://moonplutoastrology.wordpress.com
Mars in Virgo Blog post:
http://soulgarden.me/group/state-of-iam-aries/forum/topic/show?id=2259039%3ATopic%3A940295&xg_source=msg


Now Mars in Virgo - argh -  is what I keep thinking, too much work, too much cleaning, too many details - but I know I will be better for it.  Learning where I need to take better care of myself.  My natal Virgo is in my 5th house of fun - so is my north node - ha ha evidently I need this but I really do not know how to have fun - I have been programed by my cancer moon to think fun is taking care of your family and my Aries sun marches on, while my Taurus rising sign keeps whining "I want nice things"  LOL  Here's to moving forward with grace and love xoxo


I know Mars is energy and motion while Virgo is the details.  Jupiter is expansion and Taurus is earth; Pluto is death (which I pulled the death card today on Colette's site - spooky - http://www.colettebaronreid.com) and Capricorn is business - what does all this mean - for me - not sure yet.  For earth, good things and forward progress, bumpy at times but in the right direction for evolution of the barbaric human species.  Yes I said barbaric - people abusing people, animals, the land, the water, the sky - it sickens me when I turn my focus to these atrocities.  I can barely watch any TV anymore except fairy tales - only the light, focus on bringing this world into 5D light <3

Was that A Goat?

Yesterday as I took the dogs out, listening to "brother wind" while meandering through the yard at my job - out of the corner of my eye I swear I saw a goat in my daughters back yard - jump into the weeds- hummmmm.... interesting.

  Well my family drama has subsided a bit thanks to my Reiki sisters and my circle of light.  But what came from this - an idea for a tattoo for one of my housemates - his idea not mine:

actually two wings on his upper arm wrapping around his shoulder...  Very interesting .....  if you know the story of the Valkyrie it says quite a bit about this sudden desire to transform.  Whew I was thinking I was losing him to the darkness - but the LIGHT is still very strong in this young "Jedi Warrior" xoxoxo

Blessings and Surrender

As above - so below

Can You Hear it?

I am definitely, definitely (rain man - LOL) tuning into a higher sound wave since 11.11.11.  I could hear a mumble from the collective consciousness before but now my antenna is way - I say way- out there.  I am singing songs I haven't heard for ever - hearing choirs of angels singing - hearing grumbling - sometimes it's so loud I cannot hear a person speaking to me in the same room.  Now I am not sure if it is because they are speaking at a different vibration then I am listening or what???  It is "Wonky" (my new word since 11.11)  the world has gone "WONKY" in a good kind of way and I do not want it to stop.  I am wondering if anyone else is noticing this crazy undercurrent of constant chatter - if they are aware of it- maybe it's me, or maybe it's memorex- ha ha - OK, I admit I am wonky today - speeding through my mind - yet still moving in slow 3D earth motion.  Whatever.....  I am riding this one for a while and loving it.  I know the babies I spend the most time with are feeling it too - they draw it out, cry it out, snuggle it out - I believe they have a better handle on it than grown ups. 
Blessings, blessings, blessings for all unity consciousness is upon us and thank God!!!!