I love the frequency of the Christmas season - now when I say that you think - hey - it only comes once a year - right but no I mean the vibration of the season the "frequency" as in where you set your dial - as above so below....
Although yesterday, I feel off the wagon, and let myself slip into feeling sorry for myself - lonely and just plain sad. I am like a great big "Tesla Generator" - the universe keeps showing me all these wonderful things to do, see, be.... but i am just stuck here watching my beautiful grandchildren - unable to tear myself away for fear I will miss something - I love them so much - I want to be there for them - yet I also want to do fun things - travel, take classes, hang around with high vibrational people.
Back to "Tesla" zap - zap - " A trip to Avalon" shock - shock - zap - a trip to the pyramids - zap - shock - zap - CBR coaching classes - zap - shock - zap ... OK you get the idea... There is so much to do - see - be in this world, I think I could do that - but do I really want to? (Start this one whining.....) But it costs a lot of money....... (OK, stop whining) hahahaha. I know money is just energy - but I have become very selective on where I get energy from - which is probably a bad thing - I just want to make sure it is the right energy - (there I go judging again )- OK, maybe the right intentional energy - like when I worked at a bank and they were so greedy trying to get everyone buried in debt - so my branch could make their "numbers" - we can't lose focus of the intent. OK I am rambling.... LOL
It is hard to look to the future - and stay in the present - I have been reading my 2012 horoscopes for the last week - first thing I check for is possible dates I may win lotto - LOL - but then I watch for dates of happiness and good energy - well it seems I will have those - but next years theme is "patience" argh - razafratza - man, I thought someday this patience thing would finally be over - after all I am an Aries - so feeling very bummed out and somewhat disillusioned by all the work I have been doing on myself I decided to turn it over to my "circle of light".
As I laid in my bathtub - with no light but a red candle, Monks chanting healing words, I released all my expectations on what will be - and turned it over for guidance. Just relax and release - maybe that's what patience really is - just knowing everything is going to be OK - no matter what - Que Sera, Sera
- what every will be will be...... Sometimes what the universe has in store for us is better......
When I got out of the tub - I went into the kitchen and there in my front yard was Buddha eating from the bird feeder - Buddha is a deer that comes to eat at my house sometimes - reminding me to be gentle, kind and loving - especially to myself... the universe is an abundant place and all energy you put out comes back around - even if it is bird food......
Oh and if you wanna have your own Tesla Generator check it out : http://howtobuildateslagenerator.com/articles/learn-how-to-build-a-tesla-generator-and-go-off-the-grid-forever/
Cool - ha
Although yesterday, I feel off the wagon, and let myself slip into feeling sorry for myself - lonely and just plain sad. I am like a great big "Tesla Generator" - the universe keeps showing me all these wonderful things to do, see, be.... but i am just stuck here watching my beautiful grandchildren - unable to tear myself away for fear I will miss something - I love them so much - I want to be there for them - yet I also want to do fun things - travel, take classes, hang around with high vibrational people.
Back to "Tesla" zap - zap - " A trip to Avalon" shock - shock - zap - a trip to the pyramids - zap - shock - zap - CBR coaching classes - zap - shock - zap ... OK you get the idea... There is so much to do - see - be in this world, I think I could do that - but do I really want to? (Start this one whining.....) But it costs a lot of money....... (OK, stop whining) hahahaha. I know money is just energy - but I have become very selective on where I get energy from - which is probably a bad thing - I just want to make sure it is the right energy - (there I go judging again )- OK, maybe the right intentional energy - like when I worked at a bank and they were so greedy trying to get everyone buried in debt - so my branch could make their "numbers" - we can't lose focus of the intent. OK I am rambling.... LOL
It is hard to look to the future - and stay in the present - I have been reading my 2012 horoscopes for the last week - first thing I check for is possible dates I may win lotto - LOL - but then I watch for dates of happiness and good energy - well it seems I will have those - but next years theme is "patience" argh - razafratza - man, I thought someday this patience thing would finally be over - after all I am an Aries - so feeling very bummed out and somewhat disillusioned by all the work I have been doing on myself I decided to turn it over to my "circle of light".
As I laid in my bathtub - with no light but a red candle, Monks chanting healing words, I released all my expectations on what will be - and turned it over for guidance. Just relax and release - maybe that's what patience really is - just knowing everything is going to be OK - no matter what - Que Sera, Sera
- what every will be will be...... Sometimes what the universe has in store for us is better......
When I got out of the tub - I went into the kitchen and there in my front yard was Buddha eating from the bird feeder - Buddha is a deer that comes to eat at my house sometimes - reminding me to be gentle, kind and loving - especially to myself... the universe is an abundant place and all energy you put out comes back around - even if it is bird food......
Oh and if you wanna have your own Tesla Generator check it out : http://howtobuildateslagenerator.com/articles/learn-how-to-build-a-tesla-generator-and-go-off-the-grid-forever/
Cool - ha
Wow Mary! You get more bang for your buck with the bird food. And what does Ted Andrews say about deer? Especially one that shows up after your release? Pretty cool.
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