Anyone who knows me or has read my blog posts know that I am transformed in the water of my bath - I really should have a hot tub - but then again - I may never get out... :)
Lying in a steaming tub of water, add a pinch of salt, some lavender oil, maybe some rose oil, red holy candles to bring in the divine feminine - add the new moon and Venus in Pisces - I can achieve a sensitive state protected by the water from the harshness of the world - truly connected to the Divine Feminine, back to the elemental realms, Gaia, moving through the Divine feminine linage from the lady of the lake, the Magdalene's, through the ages - all connected through the water.... now I must temper this with forgiveness - because it stirs such a anger inside my soul - the treatment of women through the ages - sending pink light of love - sending trust and forgiveness. Forgiveness, Forgiveness, the harshness of earth needs love and forgiveness - oneness....
I have had many readings over the years - I think my next one - for my next birthday will focus on how I fit into the story of the holy family... After reading Kathleen McGowan's books - I wonder how I fit into all of this story - as I remember running through the town - barefoot, hair long and down, a white plain dress, such a feeling of peace being with Jesus and Mary - which Mary - I am not sure of - being a Mary myself I have always felt I was a "Mary" many times before. I do not have memories of the "Crucifixion" - I have always hated Easter and was traumatized by the church as a child, to act as the "Angry Mob" during the masses - yuk - yuk - yuk .... Forgiveness, Forgiveness, Forgiveness - but .... do they deserve it - the church who covered up the other half of the story - because ....... ?????? Is that what evil really is? A person driven strictly by Ego and Fear - trying to control... the truth from getting out... Sending Love, Love, Love and Forgiveness, Forgiveness, Forgiveness ..... I am truly a gentle soul - when pushed to the brink I will withdraw rather than draw blood in this lifetime.... 96% of the time - there have been times when threatened I have reacted - but mostly I just let it slide - letting the rest of the world catch up to me... :) I have always been as I am - but I have not always remembered who that is - I have been blessed with great guides along the way - both on earth and in spirit; Always bringing me back to love - "The Time Returns "....
Lying in a steaming tub of water, add a pinch of salt, some lavender oil, maybe some rose oil, red holy candles to bring in the divine feminine - add the new moon and Venus in Pisces - I can achieve a sensitive state protected by the water from the harshness of the world - truly connected to the Divine Feminine, back to the elemental realms, Gaia, moving through the Divine feminine linage from the lady of the lake, the Magdalene's, through the ages - all connected through the water.... now I must temper this with forgiveness - because it stirs such a anger inside my soul - the treatment of women through the ages - sending pink light of love - sending trust and forgiveness. Forgiveness, Forgiveness, the harshness of earth needs love and forgiveness - oneness....
I have had many readings over the years - I think my next one - for my next birthday will focus on how I fit into the story of the holy family... After reading Kathleen McGowan's books - I wonder how I fit into all of this story - as I remember running through the town - barefoot, hair long and down, a white plain dress, such a feeling of peace being with Jesus and Mary - which Mary - I am not sure of - being a Mary myself I have always felt I was a "Mary" many times before. I do not have memories of the "Crucifixion" - I have always hated Easter and was traumatized by the church as a child, to act as the "Angry Mob" during the masses - yuk - yuk - yuk .... Forgiveness, Forgiveness, Forgiveness - but .... do they deserve it - the church who covered up the other half of the story - because ....... ?????? Is that what evil really is? A person driven strictly by Ego and Fear - trying to control... the truth from getting out... Sending Love, Love, Love and Forgiveness, Forgiveness, Forgiveness ..... I am truly a gentle soul - when pushed to the brink I will withdraw rather than draw blood in this lifetime.... 96% of the time - there have been times when threatened I have reacted - but mostly I just let it slide - letting the rest of the world catch up to me... :) I have always been as I am - but I have not always remembered who that is - I have been blessed with great guides along the way - both on earth and in spirit; Always bringing me back to love - "The Time Returns "....
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