* ^j^ * Failing the Enlightenment Test * ^j^ *

So as I sit here contemplating my life,

(10/29/13)

or should I say lack of life.
(Transiting Jupiter 20 degrees on my natal moon) 

Still smarting from the continued lashing of Scorpio,  

through my 7th house...

Unfortunately I have once again built my life,

on a "Weak Foundation"

It is not a satisfying life...

I am

"Failing the Enlightenment Test"...

I am much better as the vain, shallow, self destructive, woman....

But how do you let go?...

I think I have asked this question before...

And now here I am asking that same question again...

See...

 I am

 "Failing the Enlightenment Test"...

Everyone is aggravating the

 fuck out of me

Lying to me,

 avoiding me,

 running with scissors,

 losing their jobs,

 punching themselves in the head,

 having fun....

 But not me..

I think I am going to have to quit my day job

 and find a new one...

Far, far away...

What do you do when your employer has to be reminded to pay you?

When you speak people don't listen,

 or get mad that you have the nerve to think of something besides them?

I was told  things will be better,

 by next summer...

Ha - by the looks of things  - we'll see

It is funny when everyone who points at you and calls you selfish...

Has more stuff...

Money...

Fun... 

While you sit there feeling like you have 

"Failed the Enlightenment Test "

May you find peace and knowledge during your term at earth school my friends

P.S. I know the pity pot is not a pretty spot...

Are you passing the

"ENLIGHTENMENT TEST"

(from: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/enlightenment)

en·light·en·ment

noun \in-ˈlī-t^ən-mənt, en-\

: the state of having knowledge or understanding : the act of giving someone knowledge or understanding
the Enlightenment : a movement of the 18th century that stressed the belief that science and logic give people more knowledge and understanding than tradition and religion

Buddhism : a final spiritual state marked by the absence of desire or suffering

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