**** You Are Worth It ****

I always hear this from "lightworkers"

you are worth it!!!!

More money, more time, more love

What's your currency?

I always think

(probably wrongly)

you may be worth it - but I can't afford you.

There is a "lightworker" I love - 

but she is too expensive for me.

I cannot afford her monthly fee...

or any of her classes :(

Not because I am not worth it - but because

I only have so much disposable income

(after bills)

and I really don't want to get a second job, 

or a different job 

at this time...

me and money go way back...

(10th house Capricorn at 29 degrees)

Earlier,

 after my rant about wanting the universe to

 "Gift Me"

I lost my debit card

(LOL, Very Funny Universe)

I get it, I get it

I am lucky to be alive, 

to have what I have, 

to be whom I am

(wild youth)

BTW, as soon as I realized how lucky I am

I found my debit card

(two hours later and screaming kids)

No McDonald's today...

 but hey

We're Alive

xoxo

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