**** Call the Gypsies ****

When I was a little girl 

my momma worked in a small community Catholic hospital

She would tell stories about

"the gypsies"

when one would come in to have a baby

they all camped out in the lobby

"I envisioned BBQ, stories, large family bonding"

When the baby was born
 there would be many to greet him/her

I always thought that sounded great

as an only child I could only imagine the wonder of a large family

What I did not realize was with big families

you get big dramas

"oy vey"

"OK, you can take back the gypsies now"

(and send in the clowns)

"little pot stop"

xoxoxoxo

*** The Light ****

Just a note to tell you what I saw driving home last night - 

Driving on the expressway -

 light rain -

 first a few cars headlight were like beacons from heaven to earth - 

trying not to freak out...

 pretty soon almost all the cars and lights

 were like towers of light

 "as above - so below" 

 It was like an invasion of light beings into all the cars

 - freaky - 

I just had to keep turning my music up to stay focused....  

When the rain stopped it was over

 - water is such a conduit.... 

 Invasion of the light workers/souls/emissaries ????

"May The Light Be With You"

xoxo

********* Forgiveness *********

What do you think of when you hear the word

"FORGIVENESS"

Ho'oponopono Meditation Prayer and Chant. 

This meditation includes the Ho'oponopono Mantra

" I am sorry, please forgive me, I love you and I thank you."

 ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lil63u-xB70 )

I was listening to SG After Dark on addictions

(http://soulgarden.me/group/sgafterdark)

They brought up this method

"Ho'oponopono"

This best describes forgiveness to me...

we are all here on a journey I have made many mistakes

"I'm Sorry"

I have not always been present, I have given into my own fears instead of being there for you

"Please forgive me"

No matter where I was, it was my love for you that brought me back to reality

"I Love You"

Without you I would not have been able to come back

"I thank You"

an open letter to my beautiful children

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Forgiveness, perseverance, hope and gratitude

How did you spend your full moon in Aries last Saturday

I spent mine just being grateful...

You can overcome anything by forgiving it

Sending...

Love and Grace

to 

YOU

* A powerful intention to brighten your light * 

* * * ^j^ **** Rules * * * ^j^ ****

How Do You Walk on The Earth?

Do you know the rules to a successful LIFE?

What is a Successful Life?

One in which you have amassed money...

One in which you are loved...

One in which you have found yourself

measured yourself

found yourself lacking in some way

based on someone Else's idea of 

"How to do Life"

I can tell you HOW to live the life 

"THEY"

say is the perfect life...

How to get and keep a perfect credit score...

How to follow all the rules and stay under the radar...

Personally I find it too hard...

Too Boring....

I am not a perfection kind of girl

or 

a rules kind of girl

I walk on many planes

as an observer

until something interest me 

then

 I JUMP IN

HOW ABOUT YOU???

Do you walk a narrow path?

xoxo love xoxo

Think Tom Petty's - Into the Great Wide Open

the rise and fall of the ego...

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqmFxgEGKH0 )

check out the "stars" in that one

Done it 

Katy Perry's - Wide Awake

waking up to your inner child...

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0BWlvnBmIE )

Done it - lived through it

Now I'm kind of floating.... - What's your Dream?

^j^ ^j^ ^j^ Don't Look Back - huh ???

It's an interesting perspective...

to drive a car

without a rear view mirror...

Kind of like a metaphor of life, 

How many times do we replay the days events, 

your worst life moment...

Last night I heard a great statement

Can You Stand in your power?

Those Goddesses you worship at their feet...

Can you stand up and look them in the eyes?

As an Equal ...

NOT EGO!!!!

XOXO Equal in Love XOXO

Bless your past, 

leave it behind you, 

the Uranus/Pluto T-Square says 

"Time to resume forward movement"

(Think Pink's Fucking Perfect)

which just so happens can on the radio as I was thinking about this blog post

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HY5GHg5ianE

xoxo Bless you - you are perfect xoxo

coming up : 

(From : http://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2012/09/18/the-2012-fall-equinox-week/)

my natural chart 

also I may have found a solution for my Black Beauty <3...

more to come later...

love

mes

Memories

I was recently sent some pictures of me

and my family growing up

what do I notice?

The orbs...

It seems I have always been protected

here on 

"earth school"

My Dad and Grandpa

 have already crossed over

but here they are

when they were in human form

xoxo Dad n Mom xoxo 

(me n my grandpa)

(see how shiny I was)

(in his heart chakra) 

(me n murphy)

(my best friend growing up) 

Lucky, snuffy, murphy n me

(can u see the angels behind us) 

(mom me dad) 

(shining brightly)

(Mrs Murphy, Dad, me n mom) 

(me n my daddy - bathed in golden light)

as I have saved these pictures to my hard drive and scroll through them

I can see 

I was such a shining light

a star baby

and I wonder

"why did I ever dim my eternal flame?"

xoxo Let Your Light Shine xoxo

Just like the Green Day Song... 

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tijW_SrCoxs)

This is how I feel today...

Is it the Cancer Moon?

Is it the anniversary of 9/11?

Is it my seeing everyone just a little off focus?

Everyone is running - like it's the end of days...

My friend is following a virtual terrorist

My other friend is immersed in fantasy

(actually quite a few here)

Here I sit...

"detached"

"observing"

"do I want to jump back into the real world"

(full of fear and loathing)

My soul screams...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

What else is there to do on Earth?

^j^ needing some guidance today ^j^

xoxo peace/love xoxo

***Still***

(Alanis Morissette)

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBCad4PNe-k)