motherly advice last week

It's hard to watch our kids objectively - we can only honor them in their evolutionary process - the path is not easy to unconditional love We all have to grow and learn - some lessons are hard and take a long time - from my experience - as a daughter, wife, mother, mother-in-law, grandmother does conquer all - stay positive and be the light

Wounded ego - bitching and moaning

tiger - jail - hurt

(I'm the one who accepts calls/sends money/prays)

mom/talk/OCD

(I listen, comment, bring up something personal, ignored)

John lost something/throws something

(I look for - long after he's forgotten about)

AM I THAT GUY AT THE CIRCUS????

ya know the one

who follows the 

elephants...

WHOOSH....

I try to tell people what is going on in my life.... 

But

it seems the energy around me is only giving and not taking

yesterday I kept hearing

"S E L F I S H"

Even the babies - 

everyone

thinking

only

about 

themselves

and

not 

how 

it 

affects others

(SAD FACE)

Sending in the clowns

xoxo

Wrapping my ego in a pink blanket this Saturn in Scorpio is 

RUFF  - RUFF -  RUFF

(Enter Scarlett O'Hara )

xoxo Black Beauty is Feeling Lucky today xoxo

Well

"Black Beauty"

got fixed

a

structural alignment 

(what a metaphor...)

and everything else fell back into place

How's your life?

Yeah - she has a few marks...

 here and there

just like her rider 

<3

But she is all better now and just turned over to 

77777

Maybe this is a good day to buy 

Lotto

Libra new moon

Check

I know I already have everything I need

but a little foreign travel

would be 

AWESOME

xoxo

"FEELING LUCKY?" 

**** Call the Gypsies ****

When I was a little girl 

my momma worked in a small community Catholic hospital

She would tell stories about

"the gypsies"

when one would come in to have a baby

they all camped out in the lobby

"I envisioned BBQ, stories, large family bonding"

When the baby was born
 there would be many to greet him/her

I always thought that sounded great

as an only child I could only imagine the wonder of a large family

What I did not realize was with big families

you get big dramas

"oy vey"

"OK, you can take back the gypsies now"

(and send in the clowns)

"little pot stop"

xoxoxoxo

*** The Light ****

Just a note to tell you what I saw driving home last night - 

Driving on the expressway -

 light rain -

 first a few cars headlight were like beacons from heaven to earth - 

trying not to freak out...

 pretty soon almost all the cars and lights

 were like towers of light

 "as above - so below" 

 It was like an invasion of light beings into all the cars

 - freaky - 

I just had to keep turning my music up to stay focused....  

When the rain stopped it was over

 - water is such a conduit.... 

 Invasion of the light workers/souls/emissaries ????

"May The Light Be With You"

xoxo

********* Forgiveness *********

What do you think of when you hear the word

"FORGIVENESS"

Ho'oponopono Meditation Prayer and Chant. 

This meditation includes the Ho'oponopono Mantra

" I am sorry, please forgive me, I love you and I thank you."

 ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lil63u-xB70 )

I was listening to SG After Dark on addictions

(http://soulgarden.me/group/sgafterdark)

They brought up this method

"Ho'oponopono"

This best describes forgiveness to me...

we are all here on a journey I have made many mistakes

"I'm Sorry"

I have not always been present, I have given into my own fears instead of being there for you

"Please forgive me"

No matter where I was, it was my love for you that brought me back to reality

"I Love You"

Without you I would not have been able to come back

"I thank You"

an open letter to my beautiful children

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Forgiveness, perseverance, hope and gratitude

How did you spend your full moon in Aries last Saturday

I spent mine just being grateful...

You can overcome anything by forgiving it

Sending...

Love and Grace

to 

YOU

* A powerful intention to brighten your light * 

* * * ^j^ **** Rules * * * ^j^ ****

How Do You Walk on The Earth?

Do you know the rules to a successful LIFE?

What is a Successful Life?

One in which you have amassed money...

One in which you are loved...

One in which you have found yourself

measured yourself

found yourself lacking in some way

based on someone Else's idea of 

"How to do Life"

I can tell you HOW to live the life 

"THEY"

say is the perfect life...

How to get and keep a perfect credit score...

How to follow all the rules and stay under the radar...

Personally I find it too hard...

Too Boring....

I am not a perfection kind of girl

or 

a rules kind of girl

I walk on many planes

as an observer

until something interest me 

then

 I JUMP IN

HOW ABOUT YOU???

Do you walk a narrow path?

xoxo love xoxo

Think Tom Petty's - Into the Great Wide Open

the rise and fall of the ego...

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqmFxgEGKH0 )

check out the "stars" in that one

Done it 

Katy Perry's - Wide Awake

waking up to your inner child...

( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0BWlvnBmIE )

Done it - lived through it

Now I'm kind of floating.... - What's your Dream?