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Friday, November 2, 2012

THUNDERBOLTS & RATS & RAW EMOTIONS

Not sure what is going on?

My emotions are raw

easily triggered

hurt feelings

Driving home from yoga last night
(that stretch of road - Dang)

every time I blinked I saw yellow/orange 
Thunderbolts

"crazy"

I had just said earlier that night
that Uranus was on my natal sun
pulsating
hammering
 "thunderbolts"
upon my 12th house
my unconscious self

then I turn on the radio and I get
"Revolution"
(Beatles)

Also, lab rats, were brought up to me two times in conversation...

makes me wonder about the 
energies around us right now

"INTENSE"

"Do you feel like you're in a great big
  petri dish?"

XOXOXO Sending you some love XOXOXO




Reference: From Colette Baron Reid book** mean: 
 Thunderbolts - revolution, rebellion with just cause, great ideas
  Rats - intelligence, success, shrewdness, calculation

**Messages from Spirit - Colette Baron Reid


Tuesday, October 30, 2012

How Do You Love?

OK, I am on this love kick

must be Saturn in Scorpio

transiting my 7th house of relationships

Soooooo.....

How do you love?

Are you open to love?
(to give and receive)

Do you hide your love and hope?
(too vulnerable to show it)

Are you super-sensitive?
(It hurts too much)

Do you trust love?
(they must want something if they love me)

Do you hoard your love?
 (like your money)

Do you set boundaries so people can only love you so much?
(arms length)

Is it qualified?
(I love you more then ....)

Fannie Mae Chocolate....
(mmmmmmmm)

Can you spoil someone by loving them too much?
(grown-ups, babies, animals)

I guess these are all lessons we learn here...

Then we go home and sort it all out.

xoxoxo love xoxoxo

Today is my momma's Birthday

I do love her

xoxoxo








Monday, October 29, 2012

Is there Unconditional Love ?

What a funny discussion to be having when
Neptune and Mercury are at 

-ZERO-
 Venus is at 1 degree in Libra
and Mars is opposing Jupiter at 15 degrees



 yes - there is unconditional love -
 but not unconditional like -
 it's a higher vibration 
- like transcendence
 xoxo 
- I have felt it before 
when 2 people can spend hours together 
and not feel the need to say a word or a touch 
- just be... 
It is rare on "Earth School".



Urban Dictionary: unconditional love

www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=unconditional%20love
To love somebody with no conditions or circumstances: to love completely.


What a discussion I was privileged to be a part of in a group I belong to on FB

Sponsored by MoonPluto :)
(read her blog at: http://moonplutoastrology.com)

 unconditional love is without judgement, sacrificing
you don't have to stay with someone you 
love unconditionally

{right}

when my children have/had children of their own 
 and looked at their baby
with great love

I remind them...

"it's hard to believe I love you that much, isn't it"
No matter what -
 No one is going to love you more than your mother,
even if she cannot express it,,,
Even if she made mistakes...
Even if she is crazy sometimes...

They finally understand 

what

that

feels 

like

Yes you can love someone unconditionally...

and never see them again

xoxo Happy Full Moon in Taurus xoxo

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Class War in the US - Prisons

See the chart below 
Sun 0 Scorpio
Neptune 0 Pisces

The election in the US..

the mortals/meres are running around like 
"Chicken Little"

"THE SKY IS FALLING"

$$$$/Power/Fear

Rich Man/Poor Man

Class Wars
the saddest part is most people don't realize
how much 
"class"
 in the USA 
affects it's citizens

$$$$ Prisons are big money items in the US $$$$

Why do we want to lock up so many of our citizens?
How many inmates are non-violent offenders?
How many have "Social/Health/CLASS Issues" 
that keeps them inmates?

The media keeps us focused on: 
Race
Money
Healthcare
Education
Global Crisis
Gas Prices
etc...
****
F E A R
****
It's just like OZ......

w/o the horse of a different color...

Relax - Breathe - Everything is going to be Alright....
It's just me - I love you
xoxo

motherly advice last week


It's hard to watch our kids objectively - we can only honor them in their evolutionary process - the path is not easy to unconditional love heart We all have to grow and learn - some lessons are hard and take a long time - from my experience - as a daughter, wife, mother, mother-in-law, grandmother heart does conquer all - stay positive and be the light heart

Wounded ego - bitching and moaning

tiger - jail - hurt

(I'm the one who accepts calls/sends money/prays)

mom/talk/OCD

(I listen, comment, bring up something personal, ignored)

John lost something/throws something

(I look for - long after he's forgotten about)

AM I THAT GUY AT THE CIRCUS????

ya know the one

who follows the 

elephants...


WHOOSH....

I try to tell people what is going on in my life.... 

But

it seems the energy around me is only giving and not taking

yesterday I kept hearing

"S E L F I S H"

Even the babies - 
everyone
thinking
only
about 
themselves
and
not 
how 
it 
affects others

(SAD FACE)

Sending in the clowns
xoxo

Wrapping my ego in a pink blanket this Saturn in Scorpio is 
RUFF  - RUFF -  RUFF

(Enter Scarlett O'Hara )

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

xoxo Black Beauty is Feeling Lucky today xoxo


Well

"Black Beauty"

got fixed

a

structural alignment 
(what a metaphor...)

and everything else fell back into place

How's your life?

Yeah - she has a few marks...

 here and there

just like her rider 

<3

But she is all better now and just turned over to 

77777

Maybe this is a good day to buy 

Lotto

Libra new moon

Check

I know I already have everything I need

but a little foreign travel

would be 

AWESOME

xoxo

"FEELING LUCKY?"