**** You Are Worth It ****

I always hear this from "lightworkers"

you are worth it!!!!

More money, more time, more love

What's your currency?

I always think

(probably wrongly)

you may be worth it - but I can't afford you.

There is a "lightworker" I love - 

but she is too expensive for me.

I cannot afford her monthly fee...

or any of her classes :(

Not because I am not worth it - but because

I only have so much disposable income

(after bills)

and I really don't want to get a second job, 

or a different job 

at this time...

me and money go way back...

(10th house Capricorn at 29 degrees)

Earlier,

 after my rant about wanting the universe to

 "Gift Me"

I lost my debit card

(LOL, Very Funny Universe)

I get it, I get it

I am lucky to be alive, 

to have what I have, 

to be whom I am

(wild youth)

BTW, as soon as I realized how lucky I am

I found my debit card

(two hours later and screaming kids)

No McDonald's today...

 but hey

We're Alive

xoxo

ay

* SUCKER *

This is what my hubby calls me...

"SUCKER"

not to be mean,

  because I have a tender heart.

A "sucker" for a sob story, 

taking in strays, 

helping the poor "unfortunate souls" on this planet, 

who need me...

This is not a character flaw, 

 I have many trines in my chart

(and a moon in Cancer - the mother)

I love helping people

<3 xoxo <3

But, 

(Here It Comes)

sometimes I do feel like a 

"SUCKER"

even if my intention is in the right place...

I am at that point...

Looking up at the

 "Heavens"

(like the sisters in "Charmed")

screaming...

"I QUIT"

no more helping the innocents 

until I get the tools I need

 to grow myself!

$$$$$$$$$$$

(I ain't talking babysitting $)

I am talking a gift from the universe 

(in the form of cash/trips)

 for all the work I do on behalf of the light

<3

Can you feel the moon moving into Cancer 

are you feeling all 

scratchy, 

crabby, 

unappreciated, 

give yourself a big hug...

xoxo

^j^ Dream a little dream for me ^j^

(you know what - make it a big one)

P.S.  I will do the same for you

 xoxo

Astral travel * Out of Body * Dreams

Like the word 

GOD

the title of this blog can be interchanged...

Astral travel

(do YOU)

one of my sons speaks of visiting motorcycle races in China

(like "Jumper")

I tend to travel to other dimensions...

(a seaside village where I met my mother in law who has passed)

A grand house in the woods

(where I met up with animal friends and saw ruin)

Naturally there are many types of 

Astral travels and Dreams

(I think you need to decide which was which for yourself)

Look at the symbols...

Are you working something out for yourself?

Are you visiting an old love?

Are you in a new place?

Learning?

Living a different life?

an interesting show to listen to ....

(for another perspective as to how much we do not know)

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/starseed-radio-academy/2011/12/21/human-by-day-zeta-by-night-author-judy-carroll-1

(of course all the "Starseed Shows" are awesome)

I think "Out of Body" (OOB) experiences can be

astral traveling -

but I think of an OOB experience more as one

in which you can see yourself

you are the observer.

But hey, that's just me...

Do you 

Astral travel?

Dream?

OOB?

Most people are afraid, because they have woken up frozen...

trying to reenter their bodies...

as with most things in life

 just relax and breathe into it...

your body wants you back too

:)

xoxo

**** Happy Trails to you....  until we meet again ****

**** Parents, Please Just Say No ****

yes

 America has seen tragic shootings

 (I have seen so many conflicting stories on these tragic events.)

  Personally,

 I think you need to look at all the shooters -

  see what kind of drugs they were on as children.

So, 

 how many of you were thinking the same thing????

  This generation is the Ritalin/Adderall

or worse generation of kids we drugged 

- not with sugar or caffeine 

but with mind altering drugs 

(pharmaceutical grade drugs )

- and we wonder why some of these kids are going crazy.  

A boy I know

 (Scorpio) 

probably Capricorn Stellium,

 has been extra sensitive since he was born 

- now they say he is schizophrenic -

 because he has been hearing the same voice since he was about 9/10 years old

- which is when they started him on Depakote / Prozac

god knows what else....

  sick sick sick -

 this poor kid is so tuned in 

it's freaking out his parents and instead of embracing his difference 

they try to make him conform by being a zombie... 

Now as a young man - 

They call him disabled

:(

Parents of the world

DON'T DRUG YOUR KIDS !!!!

Please do your research, these kids coming in are sensitive

creative they are awesome...

They are suppose to be that way - 

"Earth School" 

needs them to be firing on all cylinders!!!!

Just Say No!!!!

Thank You

xoxoxo

PS - If you need help with your "star baby" - I can help you or point you in the right direction. 

^j^ Sensitive Psychic Crazy ^j^

• I read quite a few bloggers...

Mostly astrologers, starseeds and 

anyone with visionary skills

(whether inward or outward)

• Neptune Sextile Pluto: There is the opportunity to use your psychic abilities for the benefit of humanity; Can develop clairvoyance & prophetic ability. Have precognitive dreams. Strong psychic healing powers; desire for justice for all people. Abhor violence or anything that might degrade or oppress another person or animal                                                                                                                                                                                      (From the blog: http://astrorevelations.blogspot.com/2009/11/psychic-indictors-within-natal-chart.html)

(I have this sextile)

another blogger I read brought me to this astrologers blog

( http://www.thesewanderingstars.com/ )

Yes, barring a few intermittent decades I have been developing my psychic tools

of

intuition, healing modalities, visionary skills

kindly called

a dark fascination with the occult...

(my Mercury Septile Venus )

by my astro program

What do you do for fun?
xoxo

Not everybody gets it but that's OK
(not everyone is suppose to)

in conclusion...
(my tut today)

It was perhaps one of your greatest acts of love, Mary. Choosing to be alive at a time when so many live so deeply in the dark.  And already things are looking brighter.  All bow,      The Universe © www.tut.com ® Your finest hour, Mary. Mine, too.

^j^ HypoGagasnugglingosis ^j^

Today one of my charmed ones had a bad case of 

HypoGagasnugglingosis

She was in need of some 

GaGa Snuggles

it had gotten so severe she had to go to the nurse at school

and be sent home for some

extreme snuggling...

Don't we all have days like that?

Snuggling accomplished

xoxo

Hope your all enjoying your Year 1 

^j^

Let the Games Begin...

^j^ Year One ^j^

I listen to a varied amount of speakers...  

(Blogs/Radio/Channelers/Facebook)

I am open to hearing opinions about the universe from most people.

I prefer the sugar coated version, 

(when it pertains to me)

But I am not opposed to the "assholes" version...

(of life/politics/3D reality)
          

I just had this conversation with my hubby...

About a guy I follow on FB
("He posted about an affair between a human and a dolphin....")

I said the guy is an "asshole" sometimes, but I like to read him, 

just like I like to watch some "assholes" on TV doing "talk shows"

I guess I need to hear an assholes opinion - 

so I know where to temper mine

- LOL -

Yesterday I kept hearing 2013 is being considered 

the

Year 

"1"

 the earth is ascending, 

although the "hardcore" ascension writers are whining

 because the earth did not blow

on 12/21/12

Thus not releasing all the lightworkers

from
the 

darkness 

pain

sadness

and 

misery...

or something like that....

(but I'm not sure that is the "earth's purpose", at this time in evolutionary history) 
(another post another time...)

I kind of like the sound of  

Year 1...

Do you think, when Jesus died/was murdered all the scribes got together
 and said
"OK - now it's the year one,  AD

LOL

I know 

sometimes
 I am an "asshole"

lolololololol

From Tut.com on 12/28:

"Meanwhile, Mary, long, long ago, you were entrusted with an editor's pen, of sorts, so if you'd like to write in the margins, take center stage, or just doodle, I'll guarantee you there'll be readers."

 ****Happy New Year 1 ****

( I wonder what two letters will be after it)

(BC/AD/??)

Do you listen to an "Assholes" opinion if they make valid points?
(It's all in the delivery, baby)
MUAH
xoxo