***********TRIGGERS***************

 

 

 

All this Scorpio Action in the Sky

is setting off all my ego
 "Triggers"

 

"Don't push me around"

 

Don't, Don't, Don't

 

Scary stuff in the world

 

FEAR< FEAR< FEAR

 

One side of me - is consumed by fear

and normally I do not let it get to me...

 

But yesterday,
 I had had enough!!!!

 

With so much shit in the world,

why do I  continually
put up with shit that ain't mine? 

 

Mental Illness?

(maybe)

 

But I am guessing

it's fear...

 

Part of me,
 is still a scared shitless little kid,

who needs reassurance.

  

so

" Grow the FUCK UP "

 

so we can ascend
together
all the parts of me intact!!!!
(soul retrieval, anyone)

Here I am raging like
"Black Moon Lilith"

Where did my peace go??
Where did my love go???

Oh there it is....
hiding scared in the corner....

YES, the sky is scary right now...

LOOK TO THE LIGHT,

yes - it's safe to go into the light now

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

### EARTH GAMES ###

Earth games suck...

Earth games are about power, ego, greed, abuse etc...

( need I go on?)

Today is the anniversary of 9/11 in the USA

Everyday I pray for world peace at 9PM

(Feel free to set an alarm on your phone and join me - any time zone)

Everyday I pray for all the water in the world to be clean and free

(Again feel free to join me at Noon - remember you're mostly water, too)

Why does the human ego have to run the show?

(power, power, power)

Why can't love and compassion run the show?

(you know the "HEART" chakra)

WHY CAN'T WE EVOLVE FASTER?

(Oops that was my ego - LOL)

Sending out love to the world today - 

L O V E

(Can you hear Al Green yet?)

And 

H E A L I N G

(OK, maybe John Lennon?)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

^^^j^^^    Use your power for the light    ^^^j^^^

**** THE LAYOVER ****

"Wear the World Like a Loose Garment"

our astrology group was discussing 

"The Soul"

someone suggested where we might layover in-between lifetimes...

I jokingly said maybe 

"Earth School"

is the 

LAYOVER...

Maybe our Ascended Masters knew that...

(Jesus, Buddha, etc...)

hence not to become of this world...

Maybe we shouldn't take everything so personally?

Maybe our world would be better if we knew it was only a "Layover"...

xoxo

Maybe those who die - got their connecting flight....

It is us, who get left behind...

feeling abandoned, bruised and betrayed by the gods...

With our wounded ego's screaming

"WHAT ABOUT ME!!!"

something to think about...

how long is your layover?

short = be a moth

medium = be anything

long = be a mountain

get the idea...

Sending you Love

in whatever form you've chosen for this "layover"

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Tom Tom

Today is a new moon in Virgo...

Some call Virgo the healer

I have a 4/5 house Virgo...

Today is a story about 

"The healing of Tom Tom..."

This is Tom Tom,

Laying on my bed, 

Rough life huh...

Well let me tell you, his life did not start out so easy...

Tom was a stray, 

I would see him hunting my birds, 

Hiding in my bushes, 

Freezing cold winters coming to my door for food...

Finally he came to my door

Sick and hurt. 

I asked him are you ready to be an inside cat?

It is scary to change...

To take that leap of faith...

I brought him to the vet, 

FIV & Fel leukemia Positive....

They advised me to 

"Put him down"

I said no,

I promised him a home, neuter him, patch him up, give him his shots and call me when he is ready.

So poor Toms leg was not getting better, 

8 weeks of antibiotics, 

I brought him back to the vet....

They said... 

They could amputate his leg or I could put him down...

With tears in my eyes I said 

"NO"

Not today, let me think about this.

Tom came home, we had a long talk, 

I said it was up to him, 

I offered him the love 

He had to accept it and heal.

I had been pouring love into him for months, 

I called on the reconnective gods to fix his leg and heal his body...

Today he can walk on that leg, 

With a limp.

I guess he chose love!

Which is all I ever really wanted for him.

PS... TomTom went to sleep on 10/24/2013... 

Knowing he was loved 

Xoxo

**** EXERCISE... Make your Body, Mind and Soul Happy

With warm weather upon us,

many people are thinking about 

their bodies and getting some exercise

(you know - tone-up)

There are always exercise videos, 

from the library, eBay, amazon, etc...

There are also videos on 

You Tube and On-Demand

or...

if you really hate exercising, here's a few for you...

Take your dog for a nice long walk

(double bonus points for that one)

Get a paper route,

( it will provide 365 days of early morning exercise and make you a little cash)

rock a baby to sleep, 

(the bigger the baby the more points you get)

stretch while putting the dishes away, 

exaggerate your everyday movements

learn to hula hoop

dance to your favorite song

awaken your kundalini energy

and say ahhhhh

to all the water we have in the sky right now
and continuing this summer...

As noted in the picture above, I prefer yoga/pilates,
it keeps my muscles toned up,
my chakra's clear
and my

"SOUL HAPPY"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cCfkRpNWDo

xoxo

P.S. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL - YAY - SUMMER VACATION SEASON

Things I learned...

Being here on earth school for 52 years,

Not very many of them were easy

And all of the problems I have encountered

We're my fault

Or should I say the inability to conform, accept, move-on

So here goes...

Lessons learned

There are many realities...

People's realities are based on their individuals souls evolution...

Most people's personalities are just like their labor...

Ask your mom what adjectives she would use to describe your birth

These are life themes and clues to the bigger picture that is you

No one has it figured out 

 - yet....

Or else we still would not be here

Nothing is as it seems at first glance

Look at this picture...

I know...

 "Children of the Corn 2013"

(LOL, LOL, LOL)

But taking a second and closer look,

Can't you see they are perfect souls,

Innocent , powerful little masters - shining through their human bodies

What makes that go away?

How do we lose that?

Why do we let other make us believe we are less than we are?

The more I learn - the less I want to know...

Food, Politics, NWO,

I don't think I can believe much of what I see

I need to mind my own energy

Yes, I do believe if you want to change the world,

Look within

There is light at earth school, more arriving daily.

PEACE  LOVE  UNDERSTANDING TO YOU

 ON YOUR JOURNEY 

MY FRIEND

(one of these is my little mini me.... and she is awesome)

**** ^j^ BLESSINGS ^j^ ****

Yesterday, Mars was at 29 degrees Taurus

the testing lesson of the 

"Bull"

I was watching
"Prozac Nation"

instead of going to yoga because of the impending storm that never arrived until I was fast asleep..

I had to drive one of my daughters to work at 10PM

feeling kind of out of it and spacey

mentally slapping myself to snap out of it

pay attention,,,

Before I left I saw a 

Eastern Bluebird in my feeder....

(at dusk)

and on my way home 

I was showered with flower petals...

OK, I know I'm blessed already

but it was nice 

as they say in

 "Miller"

"Have A BLESSED Day"