CoCo and the 9th Wave Ends

Well as usual the end of the 9th wave and then begins the 10th wave - But when this portal opened out came our little Cohen Cooper weighing in at 7lbs 6 ozs at 2:32PM .  He was delivered by C-Section just like his sissy - Bay.  So I am wondering what this means to our family - as we have many reincarnations on earth at this time - I am actually living 2 lifetimes simultaneously as I write this and it is quite confusing some days.  My dad is back and so is my Gma - I can see the "Magdalene" in the face of my granddaughter.  There is such a beautiful story playing out on earth right now in my blood family.  I am thankful - I still see the tragedies happening all over the world and in my "back yard".  Many people, animals, trees, mother earth, father sky, in the water and in the air brothers and sisters are suffering.  It is quite hard to breathe at times - but I am keeping my head low - praying, staying positive, staying in love....  staying in non-judgement   One last thing - I took a picture of our new Star Baby and he came out all white - just pure light - outline - of a baby.  I think that photo was destroyed but if it was not I will post it :)
Well time to go cook - Hall-o-ween tonite - sending love to the masses near and far from above as below - we are all one...

Scorpio New Moon 10 26 2011

I dreamt last night that aliens landed - their ships looked like large jelly fishes in the sky I saw at least 4 - I was at a place on earth - my family and some friends were there.  we wanted to barbecue and did not have any charcoal - so I said I would go get some - I was driving in a station wagon and was looking at the sky and clouds - the ships took focus and I realized what was going on.  The earth cracked and I knew destruction was all around me - but I was fine and the people with me were fine - I was leading them out of the rubble - still determined to find a grocery store - which I saw across the street - Then I heard "GET THE FUCK UP BITCH" and woke up - it was late and I had to be at work in 10 minutes.

Very weird dream for a new moon - although I am sure it meant I would be OK - no matter what...

so this is what Dream moods says:

Catastrophe

To experience a catastrophe in your dream represents sudden instability and upheaval in your walking life. You are feeling extremely anxious about the unknown changes that are in store for you. Charcoal

To dream that you are eating charcoal symbolizes your burning passion and libido. You are going through some sort of transformation and embracing your sensuality. - well dang i was not eating - just going to buy it.  Jellyfish

To see a jellyfish in your dream, represents painful memories that is emerging from your unconscious. There may be hidden hostility or aggression in some aspect of your waking relationship or situation. Alternatively, a jellyfish indicates feelings of inadequacy, uncertainty and a lack of self-esteem. Perhaps there is some situation in which you are unable to assert yourself.  To see aliens in your dream signify that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and disconnected. You may also be having difficulties with how to handle or deal with a certain situation or person. On a psychological level, seeing aliens represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self.

Disclaimer

This blog is not for anyone but me - it is a history of awaking for myself only so no comments need be made. 

It is October 23, 2011 - NW Indiana - a robin came to me today.  He/she just sat there looking at me with the dog and cat walking along the hill line leading to the river below.  As soon as I tried to connect with it - it flew away - no message except I am here - always with you - never forget.... 

With the Scorpio new moon coming I am very sad/emotional/blah so that was a weird thing.  I had to cancel my astrology class today because like so many people I do not have any $$$.  I did not get to go to my Reiki Master (in-person) training because I do not have any money.  I could go on - but i think I get it - I DO NOT HAVE AND $$$....  As an Aries/Taurus/Cancer - $$$ is something that lets me do the things I want to do.  I actually give it away as an energy exchange every chance I get.  I should be more frugal but it is sooooo restrictive to hold it all back.  I once heard an astrologer say " a grand trine in water is so aggravating because they think - "God will provide""  Yep grand trine in water here and yes I think God will provide me with a way to grow, the money to do it, and the ability to help others.  Patience is my middle name, as much as I would love to smack some people upside the head I do not - I just bless them and keep going.  Now that being said I am tired of waiting - LOL  I can feel something in the distance, I cannot touch it yet but I know it's there and I'm afraid it's going to be painful, for my highest good, but I am dreading it never the less.  As much as I want change - I never embrace it - I am always the one kicking and screaming until it's over - then I say whew that wasn't so bad.  Hopefully this next big change will be the same.
  As I surround myself with my circle of light I send blessings to myself - after all this is for me and no one else....